| Random Thoughts |
| August 15, 2001 I didn't want to come home "Home is where the heart is". . . . . So if my heart isn't there. . . . . is it not my home? Nothing is perfect does that make perfect, nothing? I hate society as of now It shouldn't matter It shouldn't matter Damn society engraves things in my head It does matter does it? "I have a new life You can hardly recognize me I'm so glad How can a person like you Bring me Joy?" That's right. You were such a jerk. I can't believe I thought otherwise. You probably still are a jerk. But thank you, now I can see what a jerk looks like much easier I'm being mean I'd usually say sorry here But you deserve it. And yet you still cause problems! Why does your kind cause so much problems?! "Won't give you money I can't give you the sky" You're better off if you don't ask why "I'm not the reason you've gone astray?" We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay Yeah you did mess up my plan Yeah I have gone astray Can I get back in time Before I'm too late? Why the hell did you do that? Maybe it was my fault the past haunts me everyday everynight everymorning everyday You know what? Why is it that nothing ever goes as planned? Or maybe they just like to mess up mine Or is it just that you only remember the times it got messed up? I mean think about it, you plan everything out. This is going to happen at this time. That will happen after. Then some even days later this will happen and it will be all over. But of course! They have to throw something in to mess you up Or just me. . . . they have to throw in something to mess me up And no matter how fun it was to mess up your plans You don't know if you should have or not Then again you're not supposed to have regrets neh? I don't have regrets Not now I just learn from mistakes I hope "Everybody's got something they had to leave behind" |