Age: How old do you want me to be? <winks>
Sign: Capricorn <although I don't believe in it, it's fun to read>
Questions:
1. What is the worst thing you can do?
Hurt someone. . . .
2. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
I think of many things at once. In my physical mind I think "What time is it, damn I'm awake two minutes before the alarm goes off". My emotional one is "Is ____ alright?" The sane mind says "Ok, you have to get this done at this time. . . .". And the insane one is "Another day Another life Another time. More mistakes to be made. And more to be sorry for. I hate boyz. I be ender. True love never dies, it stays on the brink of death, the suffering."
3. How many rings before you answer the phone?
Depends on who it is and if I'm lonely or not. If I know it will be Otaru or Akari; one ring. Anybody else; two to three rings. If I'm lazy; three rings. If I'm lonely; two or I don't answer it at all.
4. Future child's name?
Anndrew (nickname ender, not it's not spelled wrong)
Mathias (pronounced maith-ee-es)
Emigen
Vie
5. What is most important in life?
Knowledge in it's essential form.
6. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Strawberry or Mint Chocolate Chip
7. Do you like to drive fast?
Not really, but it's hard to keep the speed limit when everyone is passing you by.
8. Do you sleep with a stuff animal?
I used to. Not anymore though. I like pillows. I have lots of them on my bed and around my room =)
9. If you could meet someone dead or alive who would it be?
"Everybody I need/care/love has come, will come, has already left" - Ender
10.Ever been in love?
I believe I was truly in love twice. Then again, true love never dies right? So I am in the suffering before death. One has ended horridly, the other will probably end the same way. . . . . "Cause everytime I close my eyes I think of you. It don't matter what the season is I still love you. With all my heart. I want to be with you, wherever you are."
11. Is the glass half full or half empty?
Why should we concern ourseleves with quantity? Why not quality? What is the glass half empty or half filled with?
12. What is under your bed?
Stuff is under my bed. Memories contained that should not be opened. Or when opened looked at and then put away. I dream on top of my bed when I sleep. Where do dreams go after you wake up? Under your bed? Memories. I dunno.
13. What person means most to you and why?
Akari – she’s my best friend. She listens and tells me the truth and not what I want to hear. She’s always there for me and I can truly trust her with anything
Otaru – He’s shown me people can change. And what it truly means to be fortunate and what love should be. He speaks truth, friendship, love, sincerity, and more. I’ve never met someone so knowledgeable.
14. What is the best way to relieve stress?
Talk to Akari or Otaru. . . . . or beat the fur off a tennis ball when you peg someone.
15. What do you look forward to everyday?
The thought of how much closer I have come to what I want or what I think I want. Talking to Otaru and Akari. Playing tennis. Thinking. Wondering. Dying. From the day you were born you started dying. Everyday dying. I am dying now. You’re dying now. And I don’t know if I look forward to that thought of death but it happens eventually. Part of living is dying. Life is death. Dying is the process of living