Who Am I
I'm Bec, I'm smart, I'm stupid. I love to love, I hate to hate!
I'm wise, I'm undertaken, I'm impulsive. I'm original, I'm a copycat.
I like to hear "I love you",
I like compliments, but I don't dwell on them.
I love to care. I feel sad, I feel alone. I feel loved I feel needed. I feel
hated. I feel envied.
I get happy easily, I get depressed easily.
I can lie, I can tell the truth! I can act, I can sing, I can dance, I can
be...
I love Garfield, I love alf, I love Benson.
I have so many people to love, so many people to hate.
I live to love. I've fallen in love with a guy I never thought I'd love.
I have friends, I have enemies, I have God.
I want to be loved, I want to be needed, I want to be wanted.
I love hugs, I love affection, I love romance. I love David.
I like the warmth of the sun, I like the coolness of the rain. I like the
feel of the rain on my face. I like the wind surrounding me like it's taking
me to another place. I like dancing on the moon. I love walking down the beach
in the evening, I like to dream. I dream to dream. I dance on my own, I sing
on my own. I am the best of everything when I am alone.
I am nice, I am sweet, I am romantic, I am a bitch, I am annoying, I am loveable.
I am speechless.
I love chocolate, I love M&M's, I love good food. I love to party, love to
get tanked, love to have a great time and love to laugh!
I love pink, I love black.
I love music, I love Hanson, I love The Whitlams, I love generally all music.
I am the same, I am different, I am me! I am myself I dont say what I think,
I don't say what I mean, I am cautiuos. I am spontanious, I am laid back,
I am hyper, I am calm and collected! I am apprehensive. I am talented, I am
artistic, I am learning.
I have beautiful friends, I have beautiful family, I love my cousins, they
love me. I love my brother! I am pretty,
I am not a supermodel, I am not perfect, I am who I am. I am a thinker, a
feeler and a doer. I care.
I love adventure, I love change, I love doing different things, I love being
with my friends. I like the hippy style, I wear anklets, I wear rings, I wear
necklaces and bracelets. I wear clothes that fit, I wear wot I want to wear.
I paint, I draw, I write. I sit, I think and I wonder.
I'm mature, I'm immature, I laugh, I cry.
I'm organised, I'm unorganised. I'm busy, I'm lazy.
I drink tea, not coffee, I drink alcohol to get tanked, and get tanked when
I'm with people. But I don't get tanked a lot. I wear a mask, there is a girl
inside of me who is screaming to get out, only she hasn't found the key yet.
I have selective hearing, I don't tell people my problems, I tend to keep
them locked inside of me. I love attention, I love being with my friends,
but I am not an attention seeker I love to make people laugh, laughing is
the key to self happiness. I'm forgettful, I remember everything. I am hand
made by God! I am loved unconditionally! I love OoOoOoOo Bubbles oOoOoOoO
I get jealous easily, I tend to act like I don't care. I cry silently, I cry
when watching sad movies. I'm sensitive. I love walking on the beach at night,
with the stars out and the breeze warm! Perfect!
I have a bad temper, I can get really angry! No one has seen me to my peek
of angriness!
I love my boyfriend, I love being with him, I love his hugs, kisses and his
touch! I am starting to love my life again
I hate leaches, I hate spiders, I hate hate.
I hate people who don't understand!
I hate that this world is revolved around beauty! I hate decisions, I hate
having to choose, but I love freedom I hate fights, I hate war, I hate death!
I hate being left alone, cheated on, looked down on, picked on and nagged.
I hate life, I love life. I hate Tayo, I hate mean people, I hate being pushed
around. I hate not being trusted! I hate having to do something because it's
what is expected of me I hate rules, I hate no rules, I hate too much freedom
I hate it when people blame God for their own mistakes, I hate it when people
are to stupid to see the truth!
I hate it when I am told I am obsessive or brain washed. I hate being called
a teeny, all because of the music I listen too. I hate being judged. I hate
my house, I hate where I live, I hate this place. I love Brisbane I hate having
to be relied on, I hate unrelyness (sp) I hate fornication, and the trouble
it causes, I hate being the one who has to stand out because of my beliefs
I hate the devil and all he has done, I hate the workers of hell!
I hate being annoyed by annoying people, I hate talking to people who can't
talk english
I hate being a bitch. I hate hurting Chay, my family, my friends and God!
I hate people who are cruel to animals and everything that they stand for.
I hate what they do to animals to get unwanted products.
I hate being too nice and too sweet! I hate standing back and letting people
walk all over me. I hate being used. I hate being shy, and I hate having little
confidence. I hate life, I love life. I hate me, but I love me. I hate good-byes,
but it's ok to go away.
I hate people who forget their old friends and chuck them away like they are
yesterdays news and move on with their new friends! Its pathetic! I hate fights!
I hate friendships ending, and I hate snobby people I hate friends who forget
about you, I hate being depressed and I hate crying! I hate feeling this way
I hate hurting people I love and care about! I hate telling people how I feel
and how much I love them and get nothing in return, makes me feel like a fool!