Friday, Afteryule
the 14
<<23:41>>
I think I'm not really myself these days.. hmm.. the fact that I'm swearing in
this blog actually shows it! *loL* I'm not exactly the kind who swears. sigH*
I feel kinda stressed about certain stuffs.. mostly confused about people. But
there's no point in really going in-depth about this cos people will always have
another side you don't know (and don't want to offend! ^^;) ..in a way it's
kinda upsetting.
Well, the day isn't all that bad. I had a great time out
today.. and Jane wrote me a really, really long mail! Yippee! She's a
really good artist.. you should visit her site, Just
Breathe.. :)
<<14:20>> Mr Blue is annoying the hell out of me these days... I wonder why I meet so many indifferent characters. I suppose I'm different in other's eyes too. *sigh* I don't like people who cause or try to stir up trouble. Why can't they all just mind their own business. I'm sure they have their own personal matters to attend to. Why bother butting into others'?
<<11:50>> My Economics teacher is so amusing~ ^^ He actually thought we didn't know how to read a graph! Hehe! The way he explains it to us is just hilarious.. :D Oh great, now Ms. I-Want-Attention is making a whole lot of noise. Thanks a lot, I didn't have to know that much details about LOTR, thank yOu.
<<07:50>> Nerds vs B*tches.. is it possible to be a nerdy b*tch? ..hMm.. what a weird topic to discuss!
<<07:30>>
I think most male drivers can be just plain f*cked up at times. I mean, couldn't
they just wait 5 seconds for someone to get out of the car? Geez. Come to tink
of it, it's mostly the male drivers that tend to drive me bonkers. Aggghh!! We
live in sucH a patriarchal world! :(
Thursday,
Afteryule the 13
<<17:29>> I can't wait for tomorrow to arrive..
there'll be an extra holiday on Monday, yipee! Now I'll have more time to do
some nonsense online and visit Pecks at work! Ha ha ha~ Poor working
person.. >;)) I think I'm so bad sometimes...
<<17:21>>
What do you do when you think you accidentally dissed someone off? Would you
confront him/her or would you just leave it as it is? Hmm.. I'm not too good at
handling such situations. I guess I get too expressive sometimes, which is
prolly a bad thing. I should learn how to be more patient. -____-
Anyway, I've got some happy news~ I received a nice
e-mail from Jane today! WheeeeeeeEEeee~ I'm glad to hear that she's doing
fine. College isn't all that easy to adjust to, and she did it! *Omedetou!* I
wonder when we'll meet up tho'. Haha.. we've been online buddies for ..uhh.. 2
years already I think. ^^ She's a really kawaii gurlie.
<<17:13>> Everything by M2M is on my Playlist now.. but the song's kinda scratchy.. :`( *sniffy!* I like this song.. ^^ Jumpy enough for me..
Wednesday, Afteryule the 12
<<18:27>>
Yikes! I thought I lost my blog page.. whew... anywayz, I wrote Legolas' name in
Tengwar and put the pic up. ^^ It's at the Legolas
Tribute Site, if you wanna take a peek. I haven't really thought of a proper
name for that page. ~___~ I'm bad at thinking up names. Any good
suggestions?
<<17:40>> Well, I guess I just feel 'greenish' at the moment. I don't really like the colours on my blog page earlier, but I think it's alright now. What? You think it's ucky? Well, too bad for you. :P
<<17:29>>
I'm listening to Yoru no Uta from CCS now. Tomoe-chan sang it.. she's so cute
and this song is really soothing. I prefer the Christmas version (although it's
not that different, come to think of it) compared to the 'normal' version. The
next song on my play list is Shiawase no Mahou by Sakura-chan. It's a jumpy-like
song and I like it! :))
Anyway I've got a couple of assignments I should be doing. My
first objective is to finish a Literature book titled Top Girls by Caryl
Churchill. The book's kinda.. weird. I dunno. I'm only halfway through. I
wonder why people say Lit is so boring and dull. People mostly associate
Literature with Shakespeare. Well.. not ALL literary works are written by him..
people can get a bit dense now and then I suppose..
<<12:30>>
It's Economics, and I should be copying notes but I'm feeling lost 'cos I was
late for class.. Oh, and Xander signed my guestbook! ^^ A r i g a t o !
Well, I just started day dreaming and thinking about stuff in class. When you
dislike a person, do you go all out to show it? Sometimes I think when you
dislike/hate a person, your eyes are blinded and you can't see the better part
of them. It happens to me.. I think sometimes when you hate someone intensely,
and he/she does something good, you'll dismiss it and say it's all fake.
Well, I'm not saying this applies to everyone. There are some
really sickening people you meet who are fake and downright annoying.. But..
would you give a chance to each of the people you hate? Or would you gradually
reduce the hate without realizing it? There's bound to be somebody you'd love to
hate.. and somebody whom you genuinely dislike/hate. How do you deal with those
feelings? Would you display it openly? Or.. would you just keep them to
yourself..?
<<12:15>> ^^ I signed up for a couple of clubs in my college and I'm really excited! Lesee.. I joined the Archery Club, Bowling Club and Tour & Adventure Club. I'd like to join something like Jujitsu, but the monthly fee kinda deterred me from doing so. I wonder if we're really gonna do Archery.. I only know of one Archery place near college.. are we gonna go there? Waiwaiii... can't wait! Ureshi! ^___________________^
<<07:45>>
I have a feeling that today is gonna be a bad day... the Legolas scribbles on my
table were completely wiped off, and I'm not too sure if it was the cleaning
lady or somebody else.. *sigh* It's not SuCH a big deal, but I just wonder who
did it and what's their damn problem..
Tuesday, Afteryule the 11
<<19:35>> I hate
the TIMECeL management and everything about them! The b*stard that answered my
call could have at least sounded polite, but nooooo... he had to act like such
an ass. Damn those customer service people. You'd think the Human Resource of
that company would know better than to hire retards like them. It's downright
sickening. I'm officially going ANTI-TimeCeL. Period.
<<18:13>> Yay! I finally managed to download some Tengwar fonts.. geez.. most of em are bad links and it drove me insane. Surprisingly I'm not tired anymore.. hmmm... ^^ I might try writing some Tengwar on this site, loL* But I suppose viewers will need to download 'em to view it as well~! I'm so happyyyy~! *cheers*
<<17:07>> Oh well, still here. I just visited See Xien's blog site.. hmm.. the poor guy looks like he's had a bad week. hehe ^^ (no offense, See Xien). I also visited Masako's site. The site looks pretty cool.. very...uhmmm.. Japanish. *loL* Seems like she's a CCS fan too! Yippee!
<<17:05>> Oh gosh. It's raining heavily.. I wonder if it's time to log off now..
<<16:54>>
I just got home and I'm damn tired!! *sigH* I am so gonna plonk on my bed after
this. Anyway, two people signed my guestbook today, yippee! :) Thanks, Toh Shien
(Yes, I'll be working hard to improve my Legolas page~) & See Xien (Yeah,
yeah.. I'll write more Tengwar once I get my organizer back.. ^^)
Hmm.. today I sort of saw a friend's 'ugly side'.. I guess
people really aren't what they seem to be, no matter how well you know them. Is
that a good or bad thing, I wonder? Some people can really act all casual and be
something that they're not. Isn't that like.. suffocating? I mean, in some
situations I suppose it's 'valid' in a weird kind of way, but you don't go all
out into being that 'Oh, I'm so sweet, and everyone's my friend' character when
you're not. Backstabbing is downright nasty. ...That's what I believe..
>__<
Monday,
Afteryule the 10
<<17:53>>
I'm trying to download a CCSakura song.. hm.. I need at least another 10 minutes
or so before the d/l completes. Now I'm trying to find something to do, but I
don't really know what. .__. This is depressing..
<<17:00>> Oh yeah, today I learnt how to write names in Elvish! My classmate was patient enough to teach me some basics. I wonder how he deciphered the letters from the book?
<<16:49>>
I'm listening to a singer called Jay right now. The song's a mixture of two
Chinese dialects I think. *loL* UNfortunately I can't really understand what
he's trying to sing, cos I don't quite get the two dialects. Also, relying on Elly
or Pecks to enlighten me is a hopeless cause, which is why I just don't
bother finding out the meaning of the song anymore. ^_______^
I attended a really dull class today. Out of the 60-70
students that were supposed to turn up, only.. 20 of us showed up. Most of my
classmates when off to a nearby shopping mall to escape the boring lecturer.
Hmphf. I couldn't have denied that I was tempted to go, but they were handing
out assignments today, and I just couldn't miss that. :( Well, at least
I'm not alone.
<<10:04>> I'm actually using the college's computer right now.. I'm peeping at somebody's computer (hehe) and I saw Legolas' piccie! Aww.. he looks so gorgeous. The site looks really nice too, but the way the person is talking just sorta makes me feel uncomfortable.. she keeps saying "I like this, I like this, Isn't this nice?" Like.. okayyy.. stop it already...
Sunday, Afteryule the 9
<<22:27>>
Oh no.. my FrontPage just went bonkers... and I wrote a whole lot of stuff too!
Hmphf. I guess this will be the last entry for the day. I've still got that
assignment to finish and I've already loaded up my Legolas tribute page.. so, I
guess that's it! :) Hopefully Elly will leave me in peace now when
I get offline (~___^)
<<19:57>>
I just watched LOTR again today. The graphics never cease to amaze me. I really
love the part in the beginning, where the joined forces of the Elves and Humans
fought against Sauron and his army of Orcs. When all the archers whipped out
their knives/swords at once, it was just like.. whoa.. (^^;)
In the evening when I was out at the night market, it just
rained all of a sudden . LoL* It was like those cartoon/movie scenes where the
rain abruptly pours on you (and only you).. :) Luckily I didn't drown. It
stopped pretty quick tho'. Hmm.. I wonder what's up with the skies?
I just remembered I have an assignment that I have to hand up
tomorrow. Do any of you do a subject called 'Thinking Skills'? I think I'm
really bad at it. >__< I suppose like my friends say, thinking isn't my
specialty. loL* (Not that I'm readily willing to admit it..) I've also got LAN
classes tomorrow. Geez. The Moral teacher is just.. awful! Quite a number of
students really sleep in the class, even those smart-like people I respect.
(^^;;) ..guess this shows that you can't judge a book by it's cover.. ;)
<<01:48>>
It's already kinda late but I can't really sleep, so thought I'd blog a bit. Pecks
& everyone else is prolly sleeping like a log, haha... ^^ I guess work is
always a strenuous thing. As Mona once told me, the only highlight of
working is the paycheck! ^^; I haven't written to her in a while now. I
wonder how she's doing...
Actually, speaking of keeping in touch, I find that most of
the people we meet don't have an easy time keeping a friendship, or a
relationship intact without intensive efforts. I can't claim that I've always
tried my best to keep in touch with everyone I know, but it's just that I've
grown to realize that the words 'keep in touch' don't sound as easy as it seems.
;)
I think I've got a good example... hmm, well... Crystal
and I were absolute best friends quite some years back. It's very, very
difficult to get a hold of her as she's always busy in some sense, making our
friendship grow distant. We only manage to get a few words in when we meet, but
I suppose little words count. I can hardly trust her to call me up, so I try to
call her once in a while, just to get updates on her life.
We're still good friends now (it's been a long time) & she still doesn't
call me up... (~__^) BuT - I'm glad we can still talk about anything and
everything under the sun when the 'communicating time' comes. I can always rely
on her to provide me with some laughter at the silly things she's done (or have
been doing..^^) & in the end, that's all that really matters.
Okayyy, I'm suddenly feeling very appreciative of all those
people who have been there for me and given me plenty of invaluable advice.. So
I guess I'll end this entree with a big Thank You to all of them. Names need not
be mentioned. You guys should know who you are :) Thank YoU for your concern,
your friendship and your support!
Friday, Afteryule the 7
<<23:20>>
I went through some other Card Captor Sakura related sites... there's this site
that was really creative. It's called Syaoran's
Bear Corner I think. It's based on a particular teddy bear that Syaoran made
for Sakura. The only thing that makes me really curious is the webmaster's (or
webmistress') questions at the GuestBook. 'What is your favourite flower?' o__O
Okayyy.. if that's not unusual, what about 'What item do you most want now?' ...
I was like "Huhhhh?" But I signed the Guestbook anyway. Haha.. my
answer for the question was a Legolas poster. I hope Pecks won't get
frustrated when he hears of this.
<<22:15>> I'm actually helping Elly to play Neopets! *loL* Oops. I think I just lost about 200 NPs at some Wheel of Fortune or Luck kinda thinggy. It's weird.. how do these online games work anyway? The only online game I can remember is about a game called Mud! >__< Weird, but until now I wonder why it's called that.
<<17:30>> I'm currently reading Lord of The Rings. You could say that I'm really interested in it at the moment. *loL* Pecks can't take it anymore cos I'm so into Legolas. I think he's cool.. don't you? I mean, check out this pic!
<<14:40>> I pondered about creating a blog section for my site with a friend. Well, I guess it's no harm in just giving it a try...