ROLEPLAY I

Scene: The feeble mind...a waste in society yet another embarkment for Erin Jacobs. The newest edition is out...hell the seal has not yet been broken, the feeling of already being on top, already being the man. Its sometimes crazy though...to think that you can and can't recreate your record, your statue and well your skills. They have no idea what this takes of me, why it is so physically draining even before the match begins. All you can do is accept it and pretend that you are bigger then the actual emotions themselves. You pave your way through the crowed only pretending that this will all get better. When someone, more like all of us, are so blind to the actual "living" part of life, it makes the work much longer and more indepth. But I suppose that as always been the "tried" method, to create a learning experence so violent and at times insane you can make for an extremely hardcore enviroment. Yet there is one man, this seems to already have a decent grasp on "living" the former champion and the soon to be in FWL. This man is Erin Jacobs. Erin has always valued wrestling over anything else but he feels like the game is starting a new...and he feels alone. The time is nine pm, the place is Erin Jacobs hotel room. So embrace this episode of troubled man and who knows...maybe you will be that much closer to understanding how to live.



Erin: What am I doing here? What am I thinking? Can I still do this? Am I still the man that can give out more pain then ever imagined? I know the answer to all these questions is "yes" but what about everyone else...do they know...do they care? See they all know who I am...they all know that I can control their destiny and their health. How when you are in a match with me I can hurt you in more ways then you could ever imagine. The ring will be filled with more pain then FWL has ever seen. How the Quickiller can give more pain then a single gun shot. How I can get into someones head and make then think they have a chance when really I have them before they even step into the ring. The FWL has just been targeted by this "Hitman" and soon I will start picking everyone off one by one until I claim something...gold. But thats in the future. I start the pain this Sunday when I get into the ring with a man that I honestly think could have a future, well that is until he was booked in this match with me. But thats not what I am thinking about now, the thought that at this time is really confusing me is can I do it? I have been in the FWL three other times...and I have had one other shot to win the title and I couldnt do it...I was still young at that time thought. But now I am the game, I am the present and I am set out to make this place what it used to be. This is the title that means way more to me then the dWo or the x2w or any other spin off...this is the originator for me.

Erin's Conscience: Well Erin its about that time again, its about that era again. Its when you can feel the utmost envy for those in the past who have created this place. This was your first big federation...this place means more to you then anything and finally you are the main eventer...you are the one everyone comes to see to get there moneys worth. I know you can accept all of this responsibility. I mean Erin I would really like to know...can you sleep as this all comes around you...when this all beats down on you more then anything I have ever seen. I have never seen anyone that has given more to this company then you...you put your body on the line every single time you get into the ring. You have everyones respect and thats why you are headlining the FWL's very first show back, you are the one that is at the top of the card...the main event. I do have a slight problem with that, with the exception of Shane Nedik you are the only one in the FWL that has paid any kind of dues. You are pretty much the most experenced man around. It's really a shame that you have to act like trainers for these kids but they will get better...then your matches will get better. Its all in time...everything you make this out to be can either be your demise yet your conviction...so the choice is really up to you. If it was really me in your body I would know exactly what I was going to do in the ring before I did it...dont make it easy on anyone...give them more punishment then they will ever get the chance to know in the FWL, its kinda your job.

Erin: I know and I can deal with that...its the part knowing that no matter what I do I can create the very first thing that comes into my head...if its pain I want, it will be pain that i dish out. I don't really care who thinks they are going to beat me because really all of this is beyond me. Its really funny though that I am a men among boys because its going to provide for some very entertaining television and matches. I can walk into every match the same way...with the same goal...to become the FWL champion...thats the only thought in my head right now. I am so focused on that title...on that one piece of gold that can be so much more. I didnt get my earned shot at the X2W title so I will just have to win this one and keep it forever. I am going to be that man on top of the hill...the one that no one will slay. I will leave you in tears of disapointment every time we step into the ring. The only difference between me and everyone else here is that I eat, sleep, and prove time and time again that I am the most unbeatable force in sports entertainment today. It can be for a short period of time or it can be forever...whatever happens I will make due to whatever is put in my way.

Erin's Conscience: This is it. This is the feeling that never gets old. I can go back from the very beginning. Its everything worked into that first event, for that new fed. Its like being a kid again...just excited for the first time everyone will see you...the first time that the card is exposed and the people have a general idea of what the show will have to offer them. But you Erin, I mean the man that has held more titles then anyone...the one man that can no matter what rise to the occasion and make mircles happen. The best of the best as always been your style and when it comes to performing in the ring you are making your way up there with all the legends. But I know I am the only reason you can keep yourself sane...I know that you depend on me to keep you focused and I am happy to do it. When making belive that everything is okay is only going to lead you to defeat...you can rest all of the problems on me.. considering I have probably created most of them. Who knows...whatever this happens to secure is going to be intense...vicious...and ofcourse very very tried. I know that you think you will always fail...i know that you think that when you mess up you will never get yourself back on track but you are even...you are one of made men. You have no idea the amount of respect that you already have from all of fans and wrestlers here.

Erin: I know I know...I pour everything I have into every match...it can be something Hardcore to something were I need a certain task to gain a victory. I know that I may not be the biggest or the strongest but the fact of the matter is that I have this drive...this is what makes me who I am. I believe that most of this comes from you...my brain...my own will power that was put towards any to all chances of being an actual person. When trying to make yourself believe that you too can be someone that is on the line...never knowing exactly what side to be on or where to go. Its not that point my own will allows me to win its that I can do it in the style that has always defined me, cold and ruthless. If you ever feel that all of the things that seperate you are not being taken full advantage of yourself then to tell you the truth, wrestling is not for you. I am just hoping to make a huge impact that can in most cases rock the foundation of the FWL. I try and try and I know that its bound to get to a point to where nothing I do helps...but I will try and maybe I can be remembered. The chills are really getting to me though...the sudden change and the constant federation change...I have given Jake Tyson the better days of my life so I really dont know what I else I can do for him. I will continue to wake up every morning just trying to be Erin Jacobs, with only my dreams to hang onto it can become very difficult to win at any life...personal or social. To tell you the truth...I could really give a damn what I threw away my life doing, it could be wrestling...or any other job and I would have stayed with it until I have no doubts in my mind that I am the best, but that day has not come yet.

So Erin Jacobs sits up from his bed and makes his way to the table. Erin grabs his black jacket and puts it one. He lookes at the clock and slowly walks over to the door and opens it. When he steps outside he notices that its cold out...maybe to cold. So Erin walks back in and grabs a black hat. He then goes out the door again and beings to walk. He gets about a block away from the hotel when suddenly a black car pulls up behind him. He turns around only to be shot in the face with the bright lights from the car...he backs up a bit. Erin then turns around and starts to walk...but the car follows him. Erin starts to speed up and the car finally beeps its horn. Finally Erin turns around and walks to the driver side window...he cant see through the tinted windows but soon it comes down a crack. Erin looks confused at first, but when enough of the face is shown he suddenly gets a big smile on his face. Erin then walks around car and gets in the side seat. Erin shuts the door and the car begins to move.

Captain Chaos: Well Well...its Erin Jacobs. What a suprise...I figured I would see you sometime considering the whole gang in town for the reopening of FWL. I didnt think I would run into you so soon. But knowning you I kinda figured I would see you outside in the cold or dark. Someone must be pretty excited though considering they get to main event the very first Flatline. What I want to know is who are these guys on card...I have never heard of any of these guys so I really dont know what I am going to do when I am sitting front row. It must be kinda odd for you though, considering you are basically the only "legend" that is left in that place...who knows...knowing me I might fight myself back in a FWL match before I know it. So tell me Erin how exactly have you been.

Erin Jacobs: Well you know me...am I ever completly good? I guess I am hanging in there considering its sort of new and I guess you could say that the title hunt begins when the fed first starts. But this place as exploded...they are signing contracts like crazy down there...Tyson must be giving away gold to join or something. But considering the sorce I would say that he pretty much as to. Yeah but thinking about this sunday...I am actually really stoked to have a match. I mean its been to long since I have been out of the ring...I think its almost been a month now so I am really ready to go. I am starting to feel the blood pumping faster...and I am about to once again fall into that zone where I become unbreakable. I can see this being something to remember though...I really can and from what I have looked up about these other guys this is going to be one hell of an era...maybe the best yet.

Captain Chaos: From what I have heard I hear that might be the case. Well lets just say you guys are going to have alot of work cut out for you if you ever dream to match up to the classic days when everyone thought the fed could do no wrong. Don't get me wrong...you have the ability...hell anyone that can beat me like you did must have the ability to make whatever you want happen. Then I remember when you first came to x2w and you captured that title that triple threat match were you ended The Crows career. Erin Jacobs...a name that will forever be remembered...tell me what more could you possibly want out of this place. What could you even think that you need to prove to anyone. You know that I have your back so if you ever feel like things are not being treated fairly just let me know so I can straighten things out. I would love for nothing more then for you to win that gold but also from what I hear this competition will be more intense then any other. I gather all the matches I have ever seen you in and I have yet to see anyone do the things you have done. Who knows though...maybe its all been just an act and perhaps you just will blow it now, when you think your on top.

Erin: I can always count on you for that great sense of humor. I am really honored that you would take time out of your "busy" life to make it to the debut of the new FWL...better then it has ever been or ever will be. I take alot of pride in being a part of this place and I know I will have to step it up a little just to compete in what I think will be the level that is set to par. Who knows maybe I can start now by ending careers right off the bat and making all of the superstars here in FWL cry and whine in more pain then they have ever known before. I mean to be honest...from what I have heard...this guy that I got on Flatline, The Accountant, I have heard some good things about this guy...but as far as it goes this guy has nothing on me. I have seen his work and I can say that he can get the job done but we will just have to see if he can get the job done against me. But hey Chaos, as much as I would love to stay and chat...I have a meeting I have to make at the park...so if you could just drive me up the street a ways and let me out...that would be great.

Captain Chaos: Well Erin...I can see the trouble and torment that will be displayed from you in the next match and honestly you can only hope to contain it when it comes to the bottom line you must do the same things you did when you defeated me. It will be hard though, thinking that all of these guys will have seen your matches on TV when honestly you have no idea what they can and cannot do. I know how you get when you have matches coming up and I know that it will not be pretty when you have finished all the you are going to do to him. The amount of pain and the amount of violence that you will feel in the match will be unmatched like anything i have ever seen. They will not hide...this stories will not be remembered and the hours proclaim the intentions of pain...the intentions of fear...those of what we can only hope to one time or another, embrace. So predict the victory as you should already have claimed it and use your factors that you will pretend to teach...when really it will just be a lesson in pain.

Erin Jacobs: So this is strange...the side stepping has come to be a this painful last days...when you try and rest the piece in the evolution of your dreams. To have dreams of the victory or dreams or the gold...it all revolves around dispair and the ideas of being lost...of being scared....of being alone. I can't breathe will failure so I will never try and live with it...to request these dreams of success and life with the gold or the life with the solice and struggling to defeat. And the smile I have, knowing that I will cause The Accountant to cry...he will not only shed blood and sweat but also tears. Tears knowing that he did know better and still didnt decide to get out of the match. So protect your values and stay true to your ego...these nights go on in harmony that is unchanged but its scales...but its pitches...which will soon all be screams. It reaches the stretch of just a few minutes and thats when you are still...alone in the trapings of human noise...these sounds that create the buzz that will echo through my hears...it allows me to see red and you will soon see red as the blood trickles down your face. I can see the progression of those feeble eyes...and the smiles of your dreams...but thats all you have is fantasy and false ambitions to pay the toll. So Accountant...be prepared with something new...the quickest way to the top...to the bottom...to all failure. But don't feel bad because you wont be the last...the ride doesnt end with you...infact you matter none to I and that is what seperates us. You must be excited to get in the ring and you are focused on just me...when you should know that you can become the wrestler you want to be. You think you jump start your career but chalking one up against me...well the tally has been marked and I am on top...with you trailing behind. I will not speak simple words of lies...but only those that do justice to the sentence you must face. But don't blame me, because I didnt sign your contract to be in the match of hell...this match that will by itself leave you out to shame. Even though I have been through it all the matches still feel like my first...struggling to be found...the be heard...to be a champion. So take a breath and make it a good one...because before you know it...you could be lost.

The shot fades out as the car drives away.