notebook 1
 
symapthy
sympathy
three tears for a dollar
buy it in bottles
buy it in casks
sympathy
sympathy
donate for loved ones
help me produce it again

painful
i'm stabbing myself
no one to fight
i just bleed through the night
painful
i can't help myself
my own fault i know
but there's nowhere to go

crying
crying
screaming at no one
screaming at me
help me
help me
save me from evil
save me from myself

made my own bed
and fucked myself in it
can't get up
and can't get out

painful reminders
of the wonderful days
i'll never rejoin her
in that beautiful way
painful reminders
of the way that i feel
i told her about it
but it never got real
 
by forthelove