("Stars")

English cd (Russian fragments translated)

How did we ever go this far 
You touch my hand and start the car 
And for the first time in my life I am crying
 
 
 

Ya zvezda, ty zvezda. Nas prikazano szhech. 
Kto-to sdal I dostal Adresa nashikh vstrech. 
Potolki po glazam I nikto ne naidet. 
Soskol'znut golosa, I slomaetsya led. 

I nich'ya bez klyucha, I mogila postel'. 
I pora vyklychat', I oni na khvoste. 
Ulybnis', razvyazhi, Zanaves' zerkala 
Razorvi, I skazhi. Umerla, umerla. 

Zamykai I lizhi Stanovis' nikakoi. 
I ruka ne drozhit Vse v poryadke s rukoi. 
Mozhno mstit'. Dvajdi dva 
Na taksi I sosi A prostit' nikogda, Nikogda ne prosi.
 

Khorosho, khorosho. 
Ya pridumala mest'. Poroshok vse chto est'. 
Umnozhayu na shest'. 

Ne zvoni, ne zvoni. 
Ya ustala, ya ustala. Ya tebya ne khochu
Ty menya *
 
 
 
 
 

Are we in space? 
Do we belong
Some place where no one calls it wrong 
And like the stars who burn away the miles
 

How did we ever get this far 
It shouldn't have to be this hard 
Now for the first time in my life I'm flying
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Nikogda nichego, Nichego ne nachat'. 
Nikogda nikogo, Umirat' I molchat'. 
Ne Iskat', ne lyubit', Ne zhalet', I ne spat'. 
Nikogda, nikuda Nikogo ne puskat'. 

Ne vdvoem. I ub'em. Im prisnit'sya voda. 

Ne tvoe. Ne moe.
Provoda. Provoda. 
Geroin. Pulsa net, Tol'ko ty ne pri chem. 
Abonent otklyuchen.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Are we in love? Do we deserve 
to bear the shame of this whole world 
And like the night we camouflage denial 
 

How did we ever go this far 
You touch my hand and start the car
And for the first time in my life I am crying

 Are we in love? Do we deserve 
to bear the shame of this whole world 
And like the night we camouflage denial

 

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i'm a star and you're a star
 and we are to burn
someone gave and they repeat
 places where we meet
eyes on the ceiling, nothing to find
voices will shake and ice will break

no gain without keys,
 sleep and silence keep
we are off not to find, 
and they’re hanging behind
but just smile and untie ,
cover mirrors away
rip apart and then say, 
i am dead i am dead

now connect and then lick
 become no-one and sick 
now your hand does not shake
yes the hand is ok to fight back
easy as two times two
jump in a cab and then blow 
never beg, never go

all is good, all is right
now i know how to fight 
here are things, how to fix
all of that is times six, 
but don’t call and don’t fall

i am tired i am tired
i don’t want you at all
you fucked me off the wall











(nikogda) nevermore nothing there,
 nothing there is to start
never no-one is there, 
are to die, silence keep
not to search, not to love,
 no regret and no sleep
nevermore and nowhere, 
no one shall ever be released

not to gather, to kill.  
Water dreams they to feel(?)
But not mine and not yours.
 wires here wires there
heroin, pulse is gone, 
but you are not to blame
only the  phone that is off







 

Clowns

Can you see me now? Can you see me now?

All this weeping in the air,
Who can tell where it will fall ?
Through floating forests in the air
'cross the rolling open sea.

Blow a kiss, I run through air
Leave the past, find nowhere
floating forests in the air
Clowns all around you

Clowns that only let you know
here you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear

All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now

Can you see me now ?
Can you see me now ?
Can you see ?
Can you see ?
See me here in the air
Not holding on to anywhere
Not holding on so beware
I have secrets I won't share

see me here pushing you
If I then deny I do
Contemplate or wish away
If I ask you not to stay

Clowns that only let you know
where you let your senses go
clowns all around you
it's a cross I need to bear

All this black an cruel despair
this is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now
 

30 minutes
Mama, Papa forgive me
Out of sight,
out of mind
Out of time
 to decide

Do we run?
 Should I hide
For the rest
of my life

 Can we fly?
 Do I stay?
 We could lose
we could fail

In the moment
it takes
To make plans
or mistakes

Refrain
30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to make up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
30 minutes to whisper your name
30 minutes to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes to finally decide

Carousels in the sky
 That we shape with our eyes

Under shade
silhouettes
casting shapes
crying rain

Can we fly
do I stay
We could lose,
we could fail
Either way,
 options change
 chances fail,
trains derail.

Refrain

To decide
To decide, to decide to decide to decide

To decide
To decide, to decide to decide to decide

To decide
 

All the things she said

All the things she said
All the things she said
running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
running through my head
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit
I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help
it's only because
Being with you
has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe
such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself
wondering how
I keep closing my eyes
but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place
where it's just you and me
Nobody else
so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough

All the things she said
All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up
feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault
but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away
where the sun and rain
Come in over my face
wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare
don't worry me
‘Cause I'm feeling for her
what she’s feeling for me
I can try to pretend
I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad
going out of my head

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said
All the things she said
running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough
 

Malchik gay

Handsome, tender, soft,
why do you look right through me
thinking
"No".

I cant deny my feelings.
Growing strong
I try to keep believing,
dreaming on.
And every time I see you
I crave more,
I wanna pull you closer, closer, closer, closer.
 But you leave me feeling frozen.

 Malchick gay, Malchick gay, I can be all you need.
Won't you please stay with me
Malchick gay, Malchick gay.
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchick gay, Malchick gay
Can't erase what I feel.
Malchick gay, Malchick gay.

Choking back emotion,
I try to keep on hoping for a way;
a reason for us both to come in close.
I long for you to hold me like your boyfriend... does.
And though my dream is slowly fading,
 I wanna be the object, object, object, object,
of your passion, but it's hopeless
 

Not gonna get us

Not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Starting from here, let's make a promise
you and me, let's just be honest
We are gonna run, nothing can stop this
Even the night
that falls all around us

Soon there'll be laughter and voices
Beyond the clouds over the mountains
We’ll run away on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield shining upon you

nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us

They are not gonna get us (x5)

We'll run away, keep everything simple
Night will come down our guardian angel
We rush ahead the crossroads are empty
Our spirits rise they are not gonna get us

My love for you, always forever
Just you and me ,all else is nothing
Not going back - not going back there
they don't understand
they don't understand us

Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
nothing can stop us, not now I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Not gonna get us
 

This was an accident
not the kind where sirens sound,
Never even noticed
we're suddenly crumbling.
 

Tell me how you’ve never
felt delicate or innocent,
Do u still have doubts
that us having faith makes any sense.
 

Tell me nothing ever counts
lashing out or breaking down.
Still somebody loses
‘cause there's no way to turn around
 

Staring at your photograph
everything now in the past
Never felt so lonely
I wish that you could show me love.

Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till you open the door.
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till i'm up off the floor.
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till it's inside my pores.
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till im screaming for more.

Random acts of mindlessness
commonplace occurrences,
Chances and surprises
another state of consciousness

Tell me nothing ever counts
lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses
cause there's no way to turn around,
 

Tell me how you’ve never
felt delicate or inonocent,
Do you still have doubts
that us having faith
makes any sense,
 

You play games I play tricks
girls and girls but you’re the one,
Like a game of pick-up-sticks
played by fucking lunatics.

Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till you open the door.
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till im up off the floor.
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till its inside my pores.
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Show me Love
Till im screaming for more.

Show me Love
Show me Love
give me all that I want.
Show me Love
Show me Love
give me all that I want.
Show me Love
Show me Love
give me all that I want.
Show me Love
Show me Love
till im screaming for more