a love

welcome friends... this page is dedicated to my one love... she has inspired me through my dark times to become the wondrous person i am I love you baby, in heart, body, mind and soul now and eternally.

1...dreams


asleep... she speaks in my dream... i wake, i find her there beside me... holding me... comforting me... i feel her sweet soft skin brush mine.... my heart skips... her beauty:glorius... her touch:devine... her kiss:the sweetest gift one can bestow upon another... dreams pale in comparison to her spirit.

2...entwined
Late at night 
  with your body 
lying softly next to mine 
 In my dreams 
  two angels dance 
These angels, you and I 
 Enraptured by 
  your loving gaze 
Our spirits intertwined 
 I whisper softly 
  in your ear 
   that we must 
          never, ever 
            say goodbye...

3...your command

to the sheets she ordered me, i felt no shame to the heights of ecstasy, i followed her... in dreams her voice and spirit lie and wait for me when i arrive she takes my soul, she lets me feel what is meant to be felt by a man... no one can truly understand or believe the power of a woman in love.

4...she

she screams, she cries, she fears... all these for me.

5...alone

i was alone, i liked it that way, i enjoyed my solitude... she came in, showed me that 2 is so much more rewarding, now i am alone... with her...

6...Phenome

the night sky screams for me... the darkness calls my damned name... my soul, my mind are lost to the night... one dark angel stands in that darkness calling to me, she owns me... i have no control... all i know in my heart is love...love for this mistress who commands me... she holds me close as i draw near... she kisses me... she removes all fear.. then takes me one final time into the blackness... i am her slave... hers to command... she is also mine... but mine only to obey... the power of love is strong... the power of love teamed with the power of the night is phenomenal.

7...dry beauty
the gorgeous soft sea of the Caribbean, 
the far off glaze of the rising sun,
the ice capped mountains rising high and strong,
the sweet taste of April mourning dew,
the soft buzz of the humming bird,
the powerful stroke of a lighting bolt,
the darkness of the midnight sky,
the silvery shine of the northern star,
all pale in beauty when held against your eyes.
8...this is me
This is me... 
This is the torn piece of meat 
which is my heart! 
Accept it 
or 
reject it... 
for I have already died 
without you. 
And now I scratch my way 
to my own rebirth.
9...i am hers

as sweet as the morning sun, her eyes see me and welcome me to the dawn. her smile warm and sweet, her smile, delighting... her words soft reassuring... she is my love... she is my life... she makes me whole... she makes me feel like i am one with the clouds... she is my love... and to make the feeling that much stronger... I am hers.

10...silent reds
We are dead
black convulsions tainted
pure blood
strange words
teardrops stenciled on my eye
Me and my favorite little goth girl dance to the night
pure darkness
beauty in the void
happiness in sorrow
freedom
spawned in slavery
pain
our bind
beyond your words
We have no sense
We have a deeper love than your TV romance
Our teenage hearts
slit our wrists long ago
We are the scary little goth men
We live lives without time
We measure our lives in gaping hearts
with dark black boots
with razor blades
We searched for god
He ran away
He became the night
Me and my favorite little goth girl sedate our souls every day
We are the silly little goth men
We live in our silly little goth world
we curse you
we hate you
we love you
We are afraid
We have no life without you
We have no life within you
All we want is semblance
a lie
Me and my favorite little goth girl have tears in our eyes
We need to feel the light
We’ve never been right
we don’t even know it
Me and my favorite little goth girl
We dance through the night without the world 
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