show me the meaning
of what we're doing here
when in the dark
you turn to leave
and i reach for you
give me some feeling
you used to call me dear
now there's no spark
you took what I believe
and turned a rainbow blue
it was easy
leading myself to believe
that the illusion was real
i wish i could laugh just as easily
when i see you smirking
i never thought it was sleazy
until the way you turned to leave
you've forgotten how to feel
my belly is left queasy
what am i to do with your memory lurking
while my nerves are uncontrollably jerking
and colour fades from view
my all too familiar hue of you