| Chapter 4 When I was done putting the babies things away I quietly walked out into the living room. Hayden was still on the phone and from the look on his face it looked as though his parents weren't mad, which made me very excited that they didn't hate me for what I did to Hayden and worrying veryone by not telling them where I was or that I was alright. "Yes mom I know.......of course I am not going to leave her.....we're back together, don't worry!.....I'll talk to you later....mom, you know I'll call you when their here and I'll get you guys plane tickets to come visit...I love you too, bye" Watching him talk to his mom on the phone was very funny. Him and his mom were always very close, and any time he talked to her or about her you could see how deep his love for his mom was. She was such a nice women, and was always saying how glad she was that Hayden and I were together. "I'm guessing she took the news well?" I asked, hoping I was right. "She is so happy, and she said that as soon as the babies get here she wants to come down and visit. She told me to tell you 'hi' and she loves you, but that she is going to kick you butt for worrying her and your parents like you did." Hayden said as he rubbed his eyes. He looked tired and worn out. "Why don't you go take a nap. Go lay down in my bed and rest for a while, ok?" I said pulling on him to stand up and pushing him toward my room. "Alright, but if you need me wake me up. I don't want to sleep all day and have you being all bored." He said as he kissed me and went back towards my room. While he was asleep I cleaned the house and started dinner. I washed a bunch of his clothes from the hotel and quietly snuck into my room to put them in the closet. The closet I had was a walk in closet and even though I love to shop I still had a lot of room in it. I was sort of scared to put his clothes away in the drawers, because I didn't want him to wake up and find all of his stuff put away. Hayden is a very complex person and one of his downfalls is that he tends to read into things a little bit more than he needs to. Knowing him, he would think that I am trying to move him in and then he will start to feel smothered. When in fact all I am doing is hanging up his clothes so they aren't in piles in the spare room. So what didn't need to be hung up I just set them in piles in the laudry room and would let him do what he wanted with them when he felt like it. I looked over at him and he looked so cute laying there on his stomach with his arm tucked under his pillow. He was a quiet sleeper. He didn't snore, he stayed in basically one position all night, and all you could hear was the faint sound of him breathing. I decided to change into something more comfortable and ended up wearing a pair of dark blue sweats that said "Brat" on the butt and my favorite hooded sweater of Haydens. Luckily it was still big enough to fit over my belly. I pulled my dark brown hair up and went to check on dinner. On my way to the kitchen Hayden's cell phone started to ring. So I picked it up and answered. "Hello" "Umm, hi, who is this?" A female voice asked. "My name is Evelyn. Who is this?" I hadn't asked Hayden if he was with anybody at the time so this could have very well been his girlfriend. My eyes started to water thinking about the many reasons this girl on the other line could be calling for Hayden. "This is Shannyn Sossamon, is Hayden there? Maybe I dialed the wrong number." My heart sank. "No, you have the right number. I'll go get him." I said barely above a whisper. I went back to where he was asleep and gently shook him. He opened his eyes, and yawned. I was afraid to talk so I just handed him the phone and after he took it I quickly left the room. It felt like my insides were in a ball and I felt sick to my stomach. If we were still together I would have gotten mad and asked why she was calling. But it wasn't any of my buisness. I had just ran into him last night. How could I expect him to not be with anyone. And this whole time I had been thinking he didn't have a girlfriend and that he really wanted to be with me. I know him, and even if he is with soemone he would want to be a part of the babies live's. I've been fooling myself and setting myself up for a huge fall. I have seen Shannyn in movies and on TV. She is gorgeous and seems really nice. In what world would he pick me over her. I was the one that was reading too far into this whole thing. God, he must think I am a complete idiot. |