| Chapter 8 "Hey babe, how you feeling?" Hayden asked as he walked in the house. We had been here for 2 weeks and I am a day passed my due date. "Alright, how was filming?" I asked as I was cooking dinner. I learned how to cook from my mom and I love cooking. It helps me get my mind off of things. In this case the fact that I hadn't had the babies yet. I had seen the doctor a couple times since we had been here and she said that there was nothing wrong and that we would just have to wait till the babies were ready to come out. "It was pretty good. Since I am turning into Vadar this time, I am not needed as much. I have a stunt guy that does a lot of the stuff in the suite, they only need me when I have my helmet off. I'm getting to see everything from George's view, you know as a director of sorts. It is pretty interesting. If you want, tomorrow, if you are up to it you can come down to the set with me and watch. Everyone has been asking about you." He said as he walked back into our bedroom and changed. "Yea, I'll see how I'm feeling. Sounds fun." I yelled back to him. A couple minutes later he came back out and sat down on the couch. "Natalie said hi, and that she might stop by later on." He said as I walked into the livingroom and sat down on the couch with him. It didn't take much any more to tire me out. Right now I was down right exhausted. I layed down and rested my head on a pillow in his lap "How are we going to be able to do this?" I asked "Do what?" "Well, I was just thinking today about how after this movie comes out you are going to be getting a lot of movie offers and I'm going to have the babies. What is the chances that the location of the movies will be in Florida? You'll be gone soo much." I asked. "What do you think we should do?" He asked looking down at me. "I'm not sure." "Do you want me to stop acting?" He asked as played with the strands of my hair. "No, of course not, I would never ask you to do that. I just don't see how we are going to be able to do this." I said. I knew that if I had said yes, he wouldn't do anymore movies after this one. I didn't want him to do that. Well, the selfish part of me wanted him to. It wanted him to stop. Get a regular job. Have a cute house, be there every night to help put the kids to bed. But I knew that was wrong. He was born to act. It was just hard seeing where the babies and I would fit in. "I've thought of that too. I just thought that for a while you guys could just come with me and once the kids got in school we would go from there. I don't really know what to do either. But if I had to pick between acting and you and the babies there is no competition. You know I would quit in a heart-beat." He said as I sat up and hugged him close to me. "I know, I am just soo afraid that you'll meet someone else, fall in love and leave. I mean, I know you wouldn't do that on purpose. But you can't help things like who you fall in love with. I don't want to hold you back." "You're not. Evelyn, I'm in love with you. I always was. That never changed. We'll make it work, don't worry about it. We will take it as it comes." He said as we both layed down. We just layed there for a while thinking about the future and how much it was going to change in a matter of days. We eventually fell asleep |