-.Right.Now.- .::Date::. -.Tuesday, August 2nd 2005.- --x---X---x-- .::Time::. -.11:29pm.- --x---X---x-- .::Thinking::. -.I'm sorry I couldn't save you.- --x---X---x-- .::Feeling::. -.Numb.&.Hollow.- --x---X---x-- .::Quote::. -.Never surrender. Never forget.. --x---X---x-- .::Fade.Away::. This entry is in honor of all my loved ones lost: Catrina, Kyle, Kitala, Katie. You are forever in my heart and in my dreams. I miss you all so much, and each day a little more of you fades away and it keeps getting harder and harder to remember your faces. And on one of these sleepless, sorrowful nights; I promise you, I will imortalize you on these pages and everyone will know how much you all ment to me. What you did for me, and because of me. I'm sorry I couldn't save you, I can't even save myself. But that doesn't matter anymore. All that matters is that you all were once a part of my life, and now that you're gone, those parts of me have died and I'm left with this feeling of emptyness that I attempt to fill with sex, drugs, blood, and violence. Maybe one day I will meet you again, my beloveds, maybe one day. But for now...Now, you will simply be a fading memory and the tear of lonliness that falls from my hollow eyes.