TORN

written by Eric Schiller
copyright Eric Schiller
5/11/00

The action takes place in an average college dormitory, somewhere in the U.S. The time is present day, on a spring evening.

DESCRIPTION OF SCENE

The set consists of two dorm rooms, side by side, the one on the left is where Pete lives with his roomate who isn't home much, and the one on the right is where Bill lives. Separating the two rooms, is a divider coming out enough to signify that there are two rooms.

Pete's room has a desk on the left, and a couch next to it, both against the wall. There are beer and sports posters scattered on the wall. Most of the desk is messy, except for a small portion.

Bill's room also has a desk, centered against the wall, with an office chair near the desk. A large stereo sits to the right of the desk. Fantasy, role playing, and rock posters are arranged neatly on the wall, and various similar ornaments are placed around the room.

CAST OF CHARACTERS
Pete -- 18 years old, freshman in college
Catherine -- 21 years old, junior in college, Pete's girlfriend
Bill -- 19 years old, second year college student, Pete's best friend
Amber -- 21 years old, senior in college, Bill's girlfriend
Jeff -- 22 years old, went to Catherine's highschool
(The scene opens in PETE's room, with CATHERINE, sitting on the couch, staring impatiently at the door on the left side of the room. She has been waiting for PETE to come back to his room. She is wearing plain jeans and a t-shirt. She starts to get up and storm off, just as PETE is entering, tired from bike riding. He reaches out to hug her, but she backs away from him. )
PETE

Umm, hi hon. What are you doing here? Weren't you supposed to be at ---

CATHERINE

Where were you?

PETE

I was out bike riding. I thought you were going to your HCCA meeting, so I went out on my own.

CATHERINE

The meeting got cancelled, because Sasha's sick. Not that she leads much when she's there. . .

PETE

I'm sorry hon. I'll find something to make up for you missing me.

(BILL enters the room from the right, which is where his adjoining dorm room is located. He is wearing his typical black clothing, and has an open book in his hand)
BILL

Hey, Pete, have you started on your programming assignment yet? I'm gonna need help if you can. . . Oh, hi Cathy, doesn't that group of yours meet tonight?

CATHERINE

It was cancelled.

BILL

Oh, cool, I can actually walk to the humanities building safely . . .

PETE

Bill. . . what do you think you'll need help with? I haven't started yet, but I think . . .

CATHERINE
(Glaring at Pete)

Pete. . .

PETE

Oh yeah. Sorry, hon. Uhh, Bill, I can help you later, but right now, Cathy -- er Catherine and I are going to dinner.

BILL

Yeah, totally understood. Thanks for the help man.

(BILL walks back to his room, with the lights following him. The lights go down on the left room, as PETE and CATHERINE leave, she complains)
CATHERINE

Why do your friends have to constantly make fun of my organization?

(BILL stops and looks at the separation between the rooms. AMBER enters from the right, and takes the moment to run in and tackle BILL jokingly. She is wearing the kind of clothing someone would find at a dance club.)
AMBER

Hey baby! Mind if I pick ya up?

BILL

Ya know hon, you probably could lift me, but not right now. Thanks for the hug though.

AMBER

Doh, can't pick you up today. You seem a little down. Is something wrong, babe?

BILL

Nothing major . . .

AMBER

Are you sure?

BILL

Ok, I'm worried about Pete. He's a good friend and all, but it boggles my mind why he is still dating Cathy.

AMBER

Ya know. . . oh well, to each his own. I don't want to criticize his taste, but he could do alot better.

BILL

Every time I see her, I am glad I met you. You women can be so manipulative.

AMBER

Yes, but we don't have to use it. She takes things too far sometimes. But, then again, no offense, Pete almost seems to ask for it. He's so. . .

BILL

Submissive? Yes, he is like that, which is a real shame. When he gets fed up, he has a very dominant personality. I've known him for years, and even then I've only seen it a few times. Doesn't help this is his first girlfriend. Oh well. . .

(Sound Cue: Banging around is heard in the room on the left)
AMBER

Yeah, he needs . . . What's that? I wonder if Jimbo came home finally. If he were drunk and stumbling around, he might make that much noise. . .

BILL

Umm. . . it's not even six . . . I don't think he'd be drunk yet. . . oh wait, it's Jimbo, never mind. That sounds more like fists hitting something though. I know that sound too well. . .

(BILL quickly heads into Pete's room, with AMBER right behind him. Lights come up in Pete's room as they enter, and dim in Bill's room PETE is sitting at his desk, facing the wall.)
BILL and AMBER
(in unison)

What's wrong?

PETE

I wish I knew what was wrong with me!

BILL

Pete. . . what happened?

AMBER

You gonna be alright?

PETE

I don't know. . . I had a fight. . . with Catherine. I should've known better . . .

BILL

Better than what?

PETE

Than to annoy her around this time of year. She says things always get so hard for her. . . Why didn't I listen?

AMBER

What happens at this time of year?

PETE

The anniversary of her best friend's death. It happened right near the end of her highschool years. I completely forgot. . .

AMBER

Ahh, that would've been three years ago. . . she should learn that everyone loses eventually. . .

BILL

What happened to set both of you off?

PETE

Well, we started arguing over her waiting for me here when I was gone. She said I wasn't noticing when she goes out of her way to see me. I told her I was flattered, but that I had no reason to think she'd be anywhere but her HCCA meeting. . .

AMBER

And they seem pretty uptight about meeting all the time. Not surprising. . .

PETE

Yeah. . . well anyway, I started to lose it, and she started crying. She said she counted on me for support, because it's that time of year again, and now I was abandoning her. I tried to console her, but . . .

AMBER

But what? She kept the show up? No offense, but she's an introvert, and they are very good at faking emotions.

BILL

Amber. . .

AMBER

Well, it's true. . .

PETE

Yes, she kept crying, and then took off without eating most of her food. I worry about her, but these guilt trips get to me. . . It's like I can't always be myself around her. . .

AMBER

Ok, that does it. You're a good guy, Pete, even if you do date that. . . I'm gonna see if I can find her and give her a piece of my mind!

(AMBER storms off to the right, and BILL begins to go after her, but gives up and turns around towards Pete.)
PETE

I hope she doesn't find Catherine. . .

BILL

Don't worry about it. If I was worried about her, I wouldn't let her go. And she won't hurt Cathy, if that's what you're worried about. I know Amber too well. . .

PETE

Yeah, it's kinda like that with Catherine. She's got this thick shell, and I made it through. . .

BILL

No offense, but how long have you known her? I mean really known her. . .

PETE

You should know. . . We started e-mailing back in November, so about five months now. . .Remember?

BILL

That's not what I asked. I know you met her online, while she was still on her co-op. How long have you known her in person?

PETE

She came back when this semester started, so about three months. . . Why?

BILL

That's my point. I met Amber last year, and including summer, we've been dating for nearly a year now. E-mail is emotionless, so you can't count that. And in those three months, well, she's split her time between you and that group. . .

PETE

You mean HCCA? Why do you have a problem with them? They're a volunteer group. . .

BILL

See, there's a good example. Now, we've been friends since highschool, and even with me being in college a year longer than you. . . I assume you still trust me?

PETE

Yeah, of course. You're a close friend. . .

BILL

Ok, then here's a story I bet Cathy has never told you, but it's why I hate her little group. Yes, they are the Habson College Community Association, which means, yes, they are a volunteer group. I have no problem with that. My problem happened last year. . . Remember me telling you how I'd been harrassed last year?

PETE

Yeah, you said you took alot of flack from some group on campus when you walked through a bunch of them in the hall of the humanities building. Something about religious differences. . .

BILL

Guess who? Something about me passing through looking like myself made them unhappy. It wasn't like I was breaking up there meeting or anything, since they were just standing in the hall. Anyway. . . me being atheist didn't impress any of them, especially this one girl who led the verbal assault. . .

PETE

Don't tell me it was Catherine. . . She is fairly religious, but she'd never do that to a stranger. . .

BILL

See, you don't know her. Because she was the head of the pack. That's why I give her so much hassle . . .

PETE

She was probably under alot of stress, then if she did something like that. Normally she's much more reserved. Except today. . . Usually I'm lucky though. . .

BILL

Didn't mean to worry you. Just pointing out the truth. Lucky? How so. . .

PETE

I'm lucky I found someone as caring as she is, or at least when she's not stressed. Of course, I'm lucky to have a girlfriend. . .

BILL

Don't say that. You remember me in highschool, when I looked different. I was alot like you, but when I got to college, I discovered alot of things, and now I am what you see.

PETE

Yeah, and you didn't meet Amber until after you changed style. See, you had to change for your girl. Catherine likes me how I am. . .

BILL

Pete. . . look, I admit I've changed alot, but for the better. The way I used to be, well, I wasn't happy because I just wasn't myself. How often was I angry back then?

PETE

Geez, alot. . . I had to keep you from breaking things often. Ya know, I hadn't realized how much you calmed down with college.

BILL

Well, now you do. The reason I changed is because I started becoming more true to myself. . . The reason I changed my looks was to reflect my actual personality. Besides, you said yourself that you can't always act like yourself around Cathy. . .

PETE

I suppose. . .

(AMBER walks in from the right, much calmer, with a smug grin on her face)
AMBER

I found Cathy. . . and we had a nice little chat. . .

PETE

Oh no. . . you did what? What did you say to her?

AMBER

Don't worry, all I did was tell her that she really upset you. I told her that you're a nice guy, and she shouldn't treat you like this.

PETE

Oh no, thanks but. . . How did she react?

AMBER

Well. . . she started crying in front of me, and even though I didn't fall for it, she tried to keep telling me how bad her life's been. I told her where to stick it, and let her be.

PETE

You did what? Oh no, I'm sorry for dragging all of you into this. I've gotta go. . .

(PETE rushes out to the left and BILL and AMBER head to Bill's room. Lights dim in Pete's room and come on in Bill's room as they walk over.)
AMBER

He's really stuck on her. . .

BILL

Actually he was starting to come around. I almost wish you hadn't found her.

AMBER

I was just doing what I thought was right. He can do so much better. . . it's like he's blind.

BILL

And you haven't made mistakes?

AMBER

True. . . I just don't want to see him go through that.

BILL

I agree. . . but you know as well as I do that nothing good comes without pain. If anything, he's luckier than we were.

AMBER

What do you mean?

BILL

For starters, he's got me as a friend. . .

AMBER

Always the ego. . .

BILL

. . .and as I was about to say before I was soooo rudely interrupted. . . not one but two people who've learned to be themselves.

AMBER

All that for only $19.95?

BILL

No, there's more! He gets to miss out on alot of the bad experiences. . .

AMBER

Provided he actually listens to us. He has gotten better, but it's like every time someone dominating comes around, he slips back into his old self again.

BILL

Hey, he's gotten better about dealing with that idiot roomate. . .

AMBER

Hon, Jimbo's always out doing stuff for the frat. Pretty easy to stand up to someone who's never home. Besides, if you haven't noticed, it's only one small part of the room he's made his own.

BILL

It's a start. . . Just like I started him realizing why we don't like Cathy.

AMBER

Do tell. . .

BILL

He didn't know about the whole thing last year, with her group.

AMBER

I thought you told him about that before he came up.

BILL

I did, but never mentioned who was in charge. Surprised the hell out of him.

AMBER

He didn't know about that? I should tell him about some of my run-ins with them. I've been here at least as long as her.

BILL

Don't bother. . . Actually, I think he started realizing how little he actually knows her.

AMBER

Good, hopefully he'll realize what a . . .

(PETE and CATHERINE come into Pete's room arguing. Lights go up as they enter, and dim in Bill's room.)
PETE

I did not sick my friends on you! I could never. . .

CATHERINE

How can I trust you? No offense, but. . .

PETE

Hon, you won't offend me. What is it?

CATHERINE

You've changed. I know those guys are your friends, but I feel they're pulling you away from me.

PETE

Don't say that. I've made time for you.

CATHERINE

Oh, like earlier today. Or how about this weekend coming up?

PETE

When am I supposedly ignoring you this weekend?

CATHERINE

You are forgetful. . . Aren't you . . . role playing with Bill this weekend?

PETE

Yeah, and that was planned a long time ago. Besides, what's wrong with that?

CATHERINE

You know I don't like you doing it, and you said you haven't done it since highschool.

PETE

That's because Bill wasn't around to run a game, and this is the first he's gotten a chance to run a game. I would offer for you to sit in, but they don't like you much. But then they have their reasons. . .

CATHERINE

See, you have changed, and I don't like it. You always used to defend me. . .

PETE

All I said was that my friends had reasons not to like you. I still care for you alot.

CATHERINE

Now I'm curious. Just what is it that they don't like about me?

PETE

Well, for one, and I didn't know about this one. . . you harrassed Bill last year during an HCCA meeting. I thought they were supposed to be . . . tolerant.

CATHERINE

Ohhh, that was Bill. . . I forgot about that. You know I'm not like that anymore, don't you, dear?

PETE

I don't know. . . Look, you never told me that story. And I have known Bill for a long time, so I have to believe him. It's hard for me to be stuck between you and my friends. I don't want to lose my friends, but I don't want to . . .

CATHERINE

You don't know what it is to lose a friend! I didn't want to lose Mary either, but one minute she was gone! And it was my fault. . . (starts crying)

PETE

I didn't mean it like that. I was about to say I don't want to lose you either.

CATHERINE

Look, it's not you hon. . .I'm just so upset. I need to be alone.

(CATHERINE exits on the left, leaving PETE looking confused until he walks over to Bill's room for help. Lights go up in Bill's room to show him working at his desk, as lights go down in Pete's room.)
PETE

Bill. . .

BILL

Yeah, what's up?

PETE

I need to talk. I just had a big fight with Cathy.

BILL

Oh wow, sorry to hear that. What's going on?

PETE

Well, she tried accusing me of sending Amber after her, and then went into how she thinks you guys are pulling me and her apart.

BILL

That's harsh, what a . . .

PETE

Yeah, I know. That was the last straw. I tried to tell her that I care for her, but I have friends too.

BILL

I bet she didn't take that too well.

PETE

Yeah, first she was complaining about our game this weekend. . .

BILL

But that's been scheduled for at least a couple weeks. . .

PETE

I know. I told her I'd invite her, but that you guys don't really like her. And then I hit her with that story you told me.

BILL

Haha, you did? How did she take that?

PETE

She got really embarrassed. . .

BILL

I don't know why. . .

PETE

What do I do? I want to keep you guys as friends, but I don't want to lose her. . .

BILL

Did you explain that to her?

PETE

I tried to. . . She went off about how I don't know what it's like to lose a friend. That's when she started crying about her friend from highschool, and took off.

BILL

How predictable. . . Look, I'm proud of you for standing up to her. I think she got confused because you didn't fall for her game.

PETE

Yeah, it did feel good, but I am still confused. She has opened up alot to me, but she won't talk about highschool much. I feel guilty for even this, because I know it hurts her so much.

BILL

There may be more. . .

(JEFF comes in to Pete's room from the left. He is dressed in name brand clothing, and looks like the average fraternity member.)


JEFF

Hey, anybody in here?!

PETE

What the. . . Can I help you?

JEFF

Yeah, I'm looking for Jimbo, man, you know where he's at?

BILL

He's probably passed out somewhere.

PETE

No, can I take a message for him?

JEFF

Oh, I just wanted to talk to him about some stuff for the frat.

PETE

Sorry, don't know when he'll be back either.

JEFF

Ok, catch you. . . wait, you're that dude who goes out with Cathy aren't you? Whoa, man!

PETE

Yeah, I'm going out with Catherine. . .

JEFF

Catherine? Whoa, she did change man. I heard she got all uptight. Her looks changed, but nobody ever called her Catherine. Sorry man.

PETE

What are you talking about? How do you know Catherine?

JEFF

Lay off, dude, I went to highschool with her, back in Detroit.

PETE

Ok, but what in the world are you talking about. . . changed?

JEFF

You kidding me? She used to be a wild one. Her and that Mary chick. . .

PETE

Did you say Mary? That was her friend that died in the car wreck.

JEFF

Yeah, man that was a big deal. Those two used to used to do some wild stuff at parties man! I used to date Mary about a year before all that man. It was wierd when she died dude.

PETE

Ok, that's enough! I don't think you're talking about the same person. That can't be the same Cathy.

(AMBER walks in calmly from the right and heads towards BILL).
JEFF

Sorry dude, you didn't know. I can prove it man, I have a yearbook in my room. I'll go get it right now.

(JEFF heads out through Pete's room.)
AMBER

What was that guy doing in here?

BILL

Hahaha, do you know him?

AMBER

Yeah, he's some frat guy, I had classes with him like freshman year. He's a real idiot. What did he want?

BILL

He was looking for Jimbo, but he ended up telling us a really funny story. . .

PETE

Yeah, some story. He says he went to school with Catherine. Then he proceeded to tell us a bunch of stuff that can't be true. But he knew all about her friend dying and all that. . .

BILL

According to him, Cathy actually used to go by Cathy, and well. . .

PETE

He said she was a big slut when he knew her. And that she looked different. He said he heard stories about her being all uptight.

BILL

That's a bit exaggerated. . .

AMBER

He got part of it right. . .

PETE

I just can't believe that Catherine would ever be like that. She's part of a volunteer group, she doesn't drink or anything. I think that girl he's talking about is someone else. She has her problems, but. . I'll have to see this yearbook.

BILL

Hey, I hate to say this, but people change. Look at what I was like in highschool, and how I am now.

PETE

That's different, you loosened up. You picked the best part of your personality, and went from there. He's saying she went from wild and outgoing to what she is today. It just doesn't sound right. . .

AMBER

Pete, I used to be alot wilder. You know that. Some people deal with pain differently. It's possible she shut herself up after her friend died.

(JEFF enters Bill's room from the left, carrying a yearbook in his hand.)
JEFF

Hey, I got that yearbook man! She's right in here man. . .

PETE

Yeah, that's her highschool, and that's when she graduated. You've got that right, but it can't be the same Cathy.

BILL

You'll only know if you look.

PETE

Oh my God! Catherine Richardson. . . She's so. . .

JEFF

Yeah, dude. . . told ya!

BILL

Let me see that. . . oh wow! Hey Amber, imagine Cathy with short hair, and a nose ring!

AMBER

I can't, it hurts my head! Sorry Pete, I didn't want to see this happen to you, but it's probably good that you know now.

PETE

I never thought anything like this would happen. . .

JEFF

Oh, there's a thing about the car wreck in there too. That was big news back in the day.

BILL

Here it is, I'll read it. "In Memory of Mary Lynn Marsh, who died at age 17, after crashing into a tree. Another testament to the dangers of drunk driving. . . .Was last seen by her friend Cathy Richardson, whose house she had been driving home from."

PETE

That's what she meant by being responsible for Mary's death. It all makes sense now! I'm so stupid!

BILL

Are you gonna be alright?

PETE

Yeah, can I use your phone, I'm gonna call Cathy up here. I need to talk to her about this.

BILL

Yeah no problem.

(PETE starts calling, in the background.)
JEFF

Whoa, he's handling that pretty well. This is gonna be cool.

BILL

Actually, it's. . . what was your name?

JEFF

Oh, I'm Jeff, man.

BILL

Good to meet you, I'm Bill, and this is Amber. Anyway, Jeff, I don't know if it's a good idea if you stick around. No offense, but this is sorta private.

(PETE hangs up and catches JEFF as he's about to leave.)
PETE

No, stay here, Jeff. Cathy's coming up, and I want to see how she explains this. I've had enough lies, and I want to set things straight.

BILL

I'm proud of you. You're really taking this well. I'm surprised at how strong you suddenly are.

PETE

So am I. . . but I think what you guys have been saying has finally set in. I realized that I'm not being true to myself around her. Bill, we've known each other for years, and I don't want to step on that. I still have to be fair though. . .

AMBER

Actually, in your position, you have no reason left to be fair. . . what are you going to do?

PETE

Well, I do care for her, or at least the part of her I've seen until recently. It's only fair to give her one last chance.

BILL

Ahh, I think I see where this is going. . .

PETE

I called her up, told her I needed to talk, and that I was willing to be civil. I'm going to go to my room and wait, since she should be up any second. I want to see how she reacts when I ask her about this.

AMBER

Damn, that's a change. . . I'm impressed. Good luck!

PETE

Thanks, when I call, come on over.

(PETE heads into his room. Lights come on, and stay on in Bill's room too.)
JEFF

This is kinda cool.

BILL

My sentiments exactly. . .

AMBER

I hope he has the strength to pull this off. It's devious, but I'm proud of him.

(CATHERINE comes into Pete's room from the left. She isn't crying anymore, but still seems rather distressed.)
CATHERINE

What is it hon?

PETE

I heard a rumor about you from back in highschool, and I wanted to see if it's true. I trust you and all, but this one really got to me.

CATHERINE

What did you hear? I tried to block out highschool, so I don't know what I can tell you.

PETE

Rumor is that until Mary crashed. . . while driving drunk. . . you were a party animal. I couldn't believe it, but I had to ask you, because it sounded kinda funny. Thought you'd get a kick out of it too.

CATHERINE

Who told you that? They're obviously trying to make fun of me.

PETE

I thought you'd say that. The guy who told was some guy looking for Jimbo. He said he had proof and all. I really got a kick out of it, because it sounded so phony. And he was so sure it was you too.

CATHERINE

Who was it? I haven't talked to anyone from highschool since my freshman year. What do they want with me?

PETE

Well, considering I found all this out by accident, probably nothing. I was hoping you'd tell the truth, but apparently that isn't your nature.

CATHERINE

What are you talking about, you bastard?! First you bring me up here, claiming to be civil, and then you throw highschool at me and call me a liar. You don't care about me at all!

PETE

Hon, calm down, please. I kept trying to tell you that I do care, and for the parts of you that you've shown me, I do car. And I also told you that I can't leave my friends.

CATHERINE

Look, I was worried about you. I don't want you becoming. . . like them.

PETE

Funny you should say that, considering your past. I kept saying you were ok, but they helped me realized that with you, I wasn't being completely myself. I kept denying it, but they gave me more proof. The whole thing confused me to no end, and then this guy came along. . .

CATHERINE

What guy? Who is this guy and why has he suddenly caused you to not believe me? Is another one of your freakish Gothic friends?

PETE

My friends are far from being Gothic, seeing as how they are both rather happy, and well, nope, he's just a guy from Jimbo's frat. I'll call him over. .. Hey guys, come on in here!

(JEFF, walks in followed by BILL and AMBER)
JEFF

Hey Cathy, what's up?

CATHERINE

You believed this guy? How can you trust him?

AMBER

He didn't, he waited until Jeff here got out his old yearbook. A picture's worth a thousand words. . .

BILL

Yeah, Pete's not one to make judgements when he doesn't have all the information. . .

CATHERINE

I can't believe you would. . .

AMBER

What, you can't believe he got out from under your thumb? You are surprised he realized he was being used?

PETE

Amber. . . let me. What can't you believe. I grew a backbone, weighed both sides and, then I still wasn't sure. The one thing I can't abide is a liar.

CATHERINE

I hope you rot in hell! If you actually cared you wouldn't have done this to me!

PETE

Actually, if you'd came out and admitted you'd lied, and that the reason Mary's death bothered you so much is that you were drinking with her and let her drive, that would be different. I would have forgiven you and had no problem with it. If you'd paid attention, you'd realize I'm very open minded.

AMBER

He's right. . . why do you think we stuck with him so much? If he weren't open minded, I couldn't stand to be around him.

CATHERINE

Jeff, you bastard! I don't ever want to see you around here again. This is all your fault!

JEFF

That's not what you said after that night where you and me and Mary all got really drunk and. . . , eh, I'm outta here. Hey man, if you see Jimbo anytime soon, send him down to my room.

PETE

Not a problem. . .

(JEFF walks past everyone and off to the left.)
CATHERINE

You people make me sick! Pete, I hope you're happy with yourself. Looks like I'm losing another friend. . .

PETE

I never said I didn't want to talk to you again, just that the relationship isn't good. Don't pull that on me. I am perfectly willing to still be your friend, as long as you promise not to lie to me again.

CATHERINE

I don't believe that friendship should be conditional. If you want to talk to me, I'll be in my room. But I'm not speaking to you again, unless you start it.

(CATHERINE walks off, giving an icy shoulder to everyone in the room.)
BILL

Are you gonna go down there?

PETE

No. . . it's tempting, but no. I might talk to her in a few days, when she's cooled down, but I learned my lesson.

BILL

I'm proud of you. How does it feel?

PETE

Well, it hurts, but I guess that'll pass. I do feel like something really heavy has been lifted off my chest.

AMBER

You'll be fine. I went through alot more pain that that to get where I am today. But for now, I think we need to get out of the dorms for a while. It's kinda tense in here. . .

BILL

Works for me. . . any ideas?

PETE

Let's go to the Quick Stop and hang out. . .