i. am the key to unlock your house.
Random..
Anything; whenever.

Feb 07 2006

below is a poem someone wrote to me recently.. im not saying who but i think its really sweet.. and it means alot to me no one ever writes poems about me..

You're so beautiful
Why can't you see?
You are everything I wish to be
You are the epitome of perfection
I can't resist
Those pretty lips I want to kiss
These feelings I just can't dismiss
Your smile so adorable
I wish you wouldn't feel so horrible
How special it would be
If I could hold you close to me
I wish I could take away your sorrow
So you could always have a happier tomorrow


if only that were true.. :/



Nov 03 05

feeling of anxiety
a few years back with this guy we got on the converstation that hmm.. well its hard to explain.. but like people allways feeling like there missing something like a void... is kind of like the natural instinct to search for food like thats what humans did like for the majority of there lives and thats all they thought about when they woke up.. and now its like we dont really need to look for resources when its right there in a store, so all of thte thoughts are put to wondering what needs to be done where do you need to go.. what is going on/// i know it sounds silly.. but it def made sense at the time.. and still kind of has reason even now.. i just cant explain it correctly.

Nov 30th 04





Nov3/03_ an outdated picture of my beasty dog Buffy. Aww I love her. Shes so annoying yet beautiful.




Oct2503_Hand in a scanner. This was a beautiful and desprite attempt out of bordem.