| J: You're saying if, right? H: Right, but imagine for now, J: Imagine. H: A girl is lying there, J: Right. H: wearing very little clothing, J: right. H: Or she has changed out of her clothes into your t-shirt. Isn't that great? Lying on the bed. Now, what do you do? Why do you keep pulling on your socks? Are you thinking of running? J: I guess I would most probably. (shows videos of next part of interview) Back to Studio: J: I guess I would most probably.I will tell her, sorry, but I am a little tired. (he says sheepishly) H: When you say you are tired, what you mean to say by that is "I cannot provide you with what you want." (laughs) J: I probably wouldn't have the intention to think too much of it, (they both end up laughing) because everyday after shooting, I really feel so tired. Sometimes when I get home, I don't even remove my make up anymore. I am so tired that I don't even wash my hair . I just fall over like this. It's really like that. H: Of course, the days of hardship have gone by J: No, it's only. right. I really do not wish to recall. H: Do you know it is because of those circumstances that you want to excel above all the others? J: Ever since I was small, I wanted to get from others… like for example in exercise, a competition or something, I always wanted to get the highest score. You will feel it was probably due to the family situation that make you would want to struggle through the other fields. In the aspect of work, it was also more or less affected. My attitude at work is also like this. In many ways, I have always wanted to prove myself to others, show them that I am really industrious. H: Have you ever felt that on your way to what you are now, ever since you were a child, you went through so much discrimination and bullying. J: Just now I remembered something that really angers me. At that time, I just came to Taipei and for a short while rented a place. Do you know how small the place was? It was hardly over a plot. It was just a very, very small room, less than 4 square meters. At that time, I shared the rent with someone else. I shall always remember the time when we got off work early and I went home to get some sleep. While sleeping, I overheard people outside complaining how poor we were, saying we rented such a small place and for such a small price. I remembered at that time, I sincerely thought of buying some things for them, putting it in their refrigerator and ask them to eat it. Later on, they talked about me. They said that I have not paid so much and am only taking up their refrigerator space. At that time, I was so very angry. I don't think gold money can buy everything, or to judge based on outer appearances. I feel this person's concept of values... even though I had no money, there was no need to be looked down upon by others. H: I feel that A-Shui, in your home you should put up a punching bag - a sand bag, J: I'm really thinking about it H: Because you really need it for venting out your anger J: right H: I feel.. J: That's why when I say I love to exercise, it is also for this reason. Actually, exercise is a very good way of releasing anger Film clip with narration: Meteor Garden's Dao Ming Sze is an affluent family's prince. The present Jerry Yen on the other hand, had to work since he was small, earning to shoulder household expenses through youth labor. The amphibious animal that Jerry Yen claims to be, Bao Long and Xiao Bai Tu, both being his nicknames.. In the world of his relationships, it also seems to be very contradictory as well. In next week's episode of FENG MIEN REN WU, we will show everyone the details one by the one. First 3 mins & 43 seconds shows some scenes of first disc interview: Narration: After having talked about his early years and his beloved mother, at last, the emotionally impulsive Jerry Yen saw himself become the superidol and focus of the multitude within a very short time only to suddenly find out that regardless of his own work attitude or in dealing with people and situations, the question remains: does he love men or does he love women? This has become the major focus of the media… At the Studio: H: There was a time when you seemed very unsure of yourself … J: Yes, actually, I always think a lot about what I do. It’s because the job is good and I feel I don’t have to totally change myself for this. But of course in the personality aspect, maybe when I see people, I have to smile more often. It’s because I very easily… actually, what I mean by easily is, let’s say for example, I see you but I am not familiar with you… I am a very shy person. It’s only that I can’t express that I am shy. It’s possible that my shyness doesn’t show. I, for instance, would not dare talk to you and might not even look at you. When many people see me like this, particularly now that we are artists, people will think you are somewhat …that kind of talk will come out. That’s why sometimes, I just keep quiet. Sometimes I feel… right… now you know why I got used to wearing a hat. It’s just that I’ve grown accustomed to keeping a low profile. I do not wish to let others say… H: I know how it feels when you just enter…. J: Right. When others… H: I don’t like to look at you all! I don’t want to look at anything, right? ( She jokingly looks down shielding her eyes with her hands, not wanting to look at anyone for fear of being misinterpreted, so, better to just not see anyone at all ) J: Right H: That’s why I will not have to hear anything about me. And I will also not be hearing people saying how aloof I am, being hard to handle and all those things. J: Right, like before, it was ridiculous. At that time, I was near sighted at about 300-400 degrees. You also know this profession involves a lot of people. Someone might be greeting you from a distance but we don’t see them because we are near sighted. This doesn’t mean we ignored them. We just did not see them. We did not pay attention. Adding on to that, it’s possible that during work, I am more focused on my activities. That’s why when many people greet me, it could have been possibly anyone, an artist, an artist’s assistant… they would greet me, but I did not acknowledge them, they would feel, how come this person is like that… |