| H: Particularly now, right? J: Right. Later on, people also told me and I felt, really… this is really an unnecessary misunderstanding. I also felt… (Host nods in acceptance, starts to smile…) H: The more he talks, the more he’s like that… J: Right… (grinning) H: Don’t get mad… ( she laughingly reaches over to rub her right hand over his left as if to soothe his anger) J: I’m not. Later on, it was because of this that I had to undergo an operation…I had an eye operation H: You startled me. J: It was because of this. H: He even talked with a twist! When you said “I went to DONG SHO…” ( hearing these 2 words would instantly make one think he went out to hit someone, when what he said was “DONG SHO SHU” meaning he went to have an operation), I thought you went to DONG SHO (went to hit someone). I was so startled! ( Jerry laughs too) J: Right, having the eye operation was to avoid these circumstances of having people say… H: This is very trivial issue but it truly affected your emotional ups and downs. J: Sometimes, people feel this circle is big, but if you think about it, you will feel it’s very small and it spins very fast. H: Right ( nods in agreement) J: Right. At the time when I just came to be known and have not seen so many reporters, I have heard so much already. These reporters probably must have some ideas about me or something. You would really feel that… H: Then you must be so afraid of meeting strangers everyday… J: No, you would just wonder why this is happening. Not knowing what I did wrong. But how could so many reporters start saying that “this person is frightening” whatever… you would really feel… actually when you first hear it, you would think it’s ridiculous, you would think, “I didn’t even say that”…having really met those persons and then offended them. I truly did not. I never said it H: I feel that at that time, you were probably the target among the F4, What do you think? J: At that time… right. It felt like, all the bad things just kept coming my way. H: No, there were also the good things. Don’t keep thinking of the bad ones. The good came also in the same manner. J: I felt the good was actually the contributions from the four of us . Because it was the four of us together … consider it successful... it gave everyone this impression… H: Let’s look at this part, your friends. Actually, they also know you have been wronged several times. They have a lot of things that they would want to tell you. Let’s see Film Clip: Man in red shirt talking: That my saying he is too innocent is because in matters where talks are not substantiated by evidence, he takes it too seriously. He would consider and say, “I really have not…” saying it another way, “If I did it, I would welcome everyone to report it, because this way, I can improve.” Make up artist talking: We were chatting in the car, like talking while driving. After a while I said, do you know, people outside are saying you are gay? He said, “Is it true or not?!” His whole face looked so severely frightened. All the while I thought he knew about those things being said about him. He was like a prisoner having been put in jail, never knowing what was being said about him by the people outside … that he already killed someone, started a fire, or something. He completely had no idea of what everyone was saying about him. So when he heard it, he became totally stupefied. How could this happen? Back to Studio: H: The last one who spoke, Ai Le Fang… she is considered a very, very close girl friend of yours… J: Right. Because we traveled several times together and were able to spend time like this. I feel she is a good person. H: Right. Really like an elder sister… J: Right. Because, in this circle, people like them understand artists more. For example, let’s say when an incident happens, she sometimes… actually she gives me a lot of ideas. She has helped me a lot. To be very honest, I should tell her “thank you”. I feel she has totally seen… possibly those times when I was in a bad mood or at a loss. She would usually enlighten me. H: She talked about some rumors, people are saying, do you like men or do you like women You yourself .. you’ve never heard of these? J: Heard of it… (looks down, smiles slightly) H: At that time, when she told you about it… what I would really like to know is, has any man ever attracted you? Don’t tell me there is none, that face of yours. (she jokingly shakes a finger to his face, as he smiles) Is there? Tell Sister Fang. (Jerry laughs, uncomfortably) H: What’s wrong with mutual attraction? Has any man ever attracted you? J: It’s not considered an attraction it’s possible, they… how should I put it? I don’t know. I feel that regardless of what they are or are not as of now… if I feel that there are some people who are really talented, and are really capable, I will not care about whether he is or is not. Right, so… H: Right, but how about you? J: Of course, I am not. H: You like girls? J: …it’s because I would feel very strange, like… H: Wait a minute, you like girls, right? |