[ 02/20/03 ] Jerry said that he's affected by the rumours that's been flowing around recently and he's having a hard time sleeping well after the world tour esp. hearing the rumors that he returned in a different flight than F3 and the media was saying that Jerry is not getting along with F3. The Media reported that Jerry's attitude was bad in the concert held in Hong Kong. They said that Jerry wasn't singing nor even lip-sync. Jerry explained that it was hard to get on stage when there was a crowd of fans trying to shake his hand. By the time he got up there, half of the song was gone. Jerry said that he envied Vic, Ken and Vanness. They hardly have any rumors. In response to Barbie comments that she is unable to get along with him, Jerry said that his mother reproved him. He is still confused of what happened between him and Barbie. Many times he would want to call Barbie to find out why their friendship changed and ask wasn't everything good before? Jerry said that he had tried very hard to please others but just do not know why he is not liked by others. So much so, that now he even hated himself too. [ x[ h0pe jerry feels better ]

[ 02/19/03 ] Now that the world tour is over, F4 could finally put down their burden. On 8th March, they will be heading Hong Kong for the pepsi charity show which give them a chance to perform with Sammi, Jay, Aaron and other artists. After the show, they will separate for a period of time. Each memeber will have their own plans. Vic will be getting back to studying, Jerry will go oversea to improve his singing because people criticised for his bad singing, Vanness choose to go back to America to visit his family and as for Ken. he will be realeasing his solo album. In April, Vic and Ken will be filming together while Vanness will be releasing his book in June!