I'm standing outside the motel they are staying at. Finally, after years of trying to see and meet the Backstreet boys, I'm going to. Me, along with hundreds of other girls are getting excited and straining just to catch a glimpse of our favorite bsb. Then after hours of standing there they walk out. The screams are deafening. Girls are pushing so they can get closer the boys. I'm standing here searching for AJ wondering where he is, when all of a sudden I get pushed from behind and fall forward. I go to catch myself but before I can a pair of hands grab me and keep me from hitting the ground. I hear "Oh my gosh, are you ok?" I look up and realize the person who has his arms around me and kept me from falling is AJ!! I'm totally stunned and speechless and suddenly embarassed. As I look at him I see a worried look and realize I better answer him. "uh, yea I'm ok, thanks. I got pushed from behind and couldn't stop from going forward, sorry". This whole time I'm just looking at his face, taking in his eyes and notice exactly how gorgeous they are. He flashes his beautiful smile and says "Hey, that's alright, I love having a beautiful woman fall into my arms". I smile and look down. His bodyguard tells AJ that they've gotta get going to the venue. AJ tells him ok and realizes he still has his arms around me. He smiles and lets me go and then asks if I'm going to the show. I tell him no because the tickets were all sold out. He actually looks diappointed when I said that, and my heart skipped a beat when I noticed that. He then says, hold on, I'll be right back. He runs back into the motel. The rest of the guys start yelling at him to get his butt moving. Kevin asks "Howie, man what is AJ doing now, we gotta go or we'll be late?" "Well, Kev let me put it this way, pretty blue eyes, long blonde hair and long legs", "AH, a woman", "Yep", "It figures". they climb into the van laughing. Meanwhile, AJ comes back and says "go to the venue and go to the boxoffice, there will be something there for you". I said, "Ok, but wait, how will they know I'm the right person, you don't have my name." "Oh yea, I'll give it to them, what is it?" "Klyn" "That's a pretty name, I'll make sure they get it when I get there", "Wow, thank you AJ, that's really sweet" "Hey, least I can do, I mean you did fall at my feet" He says with a laugh. I was laughing too and looked up at his eyes and saw how they shine when he laughes. "AJ, man get your butt in this van, we gotta go! Kev yelled. "Yea, yea, I'm coming Kev, keep your pants on" When he said that I laughed and then he looked at me "I better go, don't want the old man to have a coronary, I'll see you at the venue" laughing I say, "Ok, I'll see you later then". he smiles gives me a kiss on the cheek and runs for the van. "Man AJ, you pick the wierdest times to pick up a girl" Brian says shaking his head. "Well hey, when the opportunity falls into your arms you gotta take it" AJ says laughing. "Yeah, man but we're on our way to the arena and we can't be late" Kevin says. "We're not going to be late old man, we left with plenty of time to spare, relax" AJ says taking his seat and looking out the window, thinking to himself -man, she was hot, and she seemed really sweet, I wonder if she has a boyfriend?- "Don't call me old man, you know I hate that" "Yeah, I know why do you think I did" AJ says smiling at Kevin. "Ok guys chill out. We're on our way now, lets not fight." Howie says. "Yea, Kev we're on our way, chill" AJ says while looking at Howie thanking him with his eyes. Howie smiles and shakes his head amused. Kevin just gives AJ a look and looks out the window thinking -Man, sometimes AJ can be a pain in the butt.- The van is pretty quiet while all 5 men are in thier own worlds thinking about the up and coming concert.
I am standing where AJ left me, totally shocked. I know what happened really happened cause I can still feel his arms around me. I look around and all these girls are glaring at me like I have 3 heads, so I decide I better take off for the arena and hope AJ really did what he said he was going to. I start to walk off and I begin to hear murmurs from some of the girls.."Bitch", "Slut", "who does she think she is?".., so I decide I better get out of there fast. I'm finally away from the motel and make my way to the arena. There are so many girls around, I can barely get to the boxoffice. I walk up and stand there waiting my turn. As I'm standing there someone walks into the booth and hands a envelope to the girl working the booth and whispers something to her and then leaves. I try to see what the envelope says but I can't see it. Finally, it's my turn.."Yes, may I help you?" "Um, yea, I was supposed to come here and pick something up" She gives me this look like -yeah, ok sure you are. She says "and your name is?" with the attitude of a bitch. I just look at her cause I am afraid what I hope for wasn't gonna happen. I give her my name and practicaly hold my breath while she looks. She finally says "Sorry but I don't see your name anywhere" I let out the breath I was holding and feel like I'm going to cry. All these things are going through my mind..-but he said he would, why would he lie?..what a idiot I am for believing him, he probably forgot about me the minute he got in the van"..then a idea came to me.."How about the envelope that guy handed you?" She just looks at me with a blank look on her face. "Envelope?" I said "Yea, the envelope that was handed to you a few minutes ago" She gives me this annoyed look and I just smile at her. She gets up and finds the envelope. "What was your name again?" I felt a little shiver run down my spine when she asked that. "Klyn" she looks at the envelope and sits back down and hands it to me. "There ya go, sorry about that". I'm shaking as I take the envelope, "Thanks, that's alright, it's all good." I smile as I walk away.
I anxiously open the envelope and inside I see a ticket for thier show. I stare at it, I couldn't believe my luck today, I actually meet AJ and then he invites me to thier show. In my excitement I almost miss the slip of paper that was stuck in with the ticket. "Enjoy the show and after the last song go to the door by the stage and hand the bodyguard the pass in here and he'll let you backstage. See ya at the show." and it was signed AJ. I stood there staring at it like a idiot and people were starting to look at me funny. I gained my composure and took out the pass, ticket and the note. I put the note and pass in my pocket and then make my way into the arena. I can't believe this is happening, I'm excited and can't wait for the concert to start. I find my seat and it's up front, not front row but close enough, and who cares 2 hours ago I wasn't even going to be here. I sit down and look around me and notice some girls giving me dirty looks and talking to each other. I remember them from the motel and think -Oh great I get to sit here and hope I don't get jumped durning the concert - Well the lights go out and the place comes unglued. Girls are screaming, pushing, crying and just totally out of control. The opening acts were ok, well honestly, I can't remember! I, like thousands of other girls, were waiting for BSB and paid no attention. There was a brief intermission but I don't think anyone left thier seats in fear of missing just 1 second of the Backstreet boys. I think the crowd got tired of waiting because all of a sudden the loudest chant I have ever heard starts up -BACKSTREET BOYS, BACKSTREET BOYS- vibrates off the walls of the arena. I'm caught up in the excitement so I start to chant along. Finally, the lights go off and there is this roar from the crowd that could of knocked you to the ground. I look at the stage and there they are -The Backstreet boys-and I scream just as loud and long as I could. They come out with The Call and it was great. AJ and Nick ran around the stage like they were being chased, they were just feeding off the energy from the crowd and we loved it. They start singing More Than That and AJ comes over by where I am and looks right at me. I smile at him and he smiles and waves. Then they play Get Another Boyfriend and Nick looks at me and sings it and points at AJ and shakes his head and then points to himself. I'm laughing cause they were acting so goofy. The girls around me were not too happy. Then Yes, I will starts,which is my favorite song, and I'm thrilled. AJ and Brian walk up front and they sing the song with so much heart you can just feel the emotion in the song. I'm watching AJ and he smiles at me. Before I know it the concert is over and in all my joy I almost forget to go to the stage and show the bodyguard my pass. I grab my pass and walk up to him. He's huge! I know I wouldn't mess with him. "What can I do for you?" He asks me. "Uh, AJ gave me this and told me to show it to you." He give me a -yea right look, but takes it and looks at it. "What's your name?" "Klyn" "Hold on, I'll check this out, don't move." "Ok, I won't." He leaves and I look around, all these girls are staring at and pointing at me. I'm wishing he would hurry up before any of them come up to me. He comes back a few minutes later and I look up at him nervously. "Ok, you can go back, but you better hurry cause the guys are leaving in the van to go back to the motel." "Ok, thanks. But how do I find them?" "Go straight back and then hang a left, you'll see where you gotta go". "Uh, ok, thanks". I head to the back of the stage and come to the conclusion that the guard is out of his mind if he thinks I can find my way around. After a few minutes of walking around I figure that by now the guys are gone and on thier way to the motel. I am extremely frustrated because I have no idea where to go to get out. Then I see a tall guy with blonde hair standing not to far from me. "Hey, excuse me, can you help me?" He turns around and I can't believe it, I am staring into the blue eyes of Nick Carter! He flashes a grin "What can I help you with?" "Well AJ asked me to come back after the concert but I can't seem to find him." He laughes "Oh, so your the girl that AJ was talking about" He says this to me and I think -WOW AJ talked about me?- "Well yea I guess I am. Do you know where he is?" "Yep, he already left to go back to the motel, he thought you weren't coming" when he said this my heart sunk to the floor. "Oh great, AJ thinks I didn't show up. I just couldn't find my way around, the guard was no help at all" I say this and almost have tears in my eyes. All this good luck and now bad luck reared it's ugly head. "Hey it's alright you can ride with me to the motel, I'm sure AJ will understand." "really? wow thanks Nick that's awfully nice of you" He laughs "Yeah well who am I to mess with AJ's opportunity?" I give him a confused look cause I have no idea what he's talking about. "Well we better go or AJ will be uhh, busy" "Ok, then lets go" We hop in the van and after a few minutes pull up to the motel. There is a crowd of fans but we get into the motel pretty easily. I look around but don't see AJ. My heart drops -what if he found someone else to spend time with?- Nick sees the look on my face and tells me to wait there, he will be back. He finds Howie and I guess asks where AJ is. Howie looks over at me and smiles. He comes over and says "Hi, if your looking for AJ he's upstairs in his room. Would you like me to take you up there?" I smile "Yea, that'd be great Howie, if you don't mind." "No, problem, lets go" "Ok, great" I look for Nick to say thanks, I find him and he looks up and nods so I wave my thanks. The ride in the elevator lasted forever. Howie noticed my nervousness and quietly laughs. We walk up to room 519 and he knocks, gives me a smile and walks off. I'm standing in front of the door thinking to myself-what do I say?-when it opens and there stands AJ with no shirt on and wearing only his boxers. "Man, what is it, I told you-whoa hi there Klyn, sorry I thought one of the guys was messing with me" I smile cause, I mean AJ McLean of BSB is standing in front of me in his boxers! "No AJ, it's just me. Sorry, I didn't meet you at the arena I got lost and couldn't find my way around in back". "It's ok, I thought you blew me off." "Oh no, I'd never do that". He smiles and invites me in and we talk for a few hours then he gets closer to me and I know he's going to kiss me and I get nervous. AJ leans in and kisses me softly at first and then with more passion. I give in to my feelings for him and just follow his lead. We spend the rest of the night feeding each others passions and desires. We finally fall asleep, not being able to go anymore. AJ wraps his arms around me and I put my head on his chest and fall asleep listening to his hearbeat and thinking to myself that I wanted to listen to that heartbeat for the rest of my life. AJ and I got to know each other very well for the next few days because the guys didn't have to be to another city for a few days. On our last night together AJ and I were laying in bed arms around each other. AJ was playing with my hair and deep in thought. "AJ, what are you thinking?" "How much I don't want to leave you" he whispers in his sexy raspy voice. A tear comes to my eyes cause I don't want him to leave either but I know he has to. "Let's try not to think about it and spend the remaining hours together happy" He smiles and says "ok, baby I can do that" And he gives me the most sweetest and lovable kiss and we spend the rest of the time together making each other forget about what happens in the morning. Well all nights must end and mornings must begin and our last morning together was upon us. We didn't say much as AJ packed his stuff. "come on AJ, we gotta go man." Howie calls from the hallway. I look at AJ with tears in my eyes and when he looks up at me I am surprised to see his eyes reflect mine. AJ, the bad boy, had tears in his goregous brown eyes. I walk over to him and he wraps his arms around me. "Well I guess this is it, huh AJ?" I say to him in a whisper. "I guess so baby, I guess so" AJ says to me. "I'll never forget this AJ, I never want it to end." "I don't either, Klyn, but the only way it can't is you come on tour with me. Are you willing to give up your life here and come on the road? It's not a easy life" AJ says looking at me with doubt but a trace of hope in his eyes. I think to myself - exactly what do I have here? A job yea, one that I hate. No family. No great friends that I'd really miss.-I look at AJ and smile."Well AJ if you are serious, I'd love to give us a chance on the road, off the road, wherever it takes us". AJ just looks at me kinda shocked "Are you sure, I mean you have to give up everything?" He says kinda excited. "I don't have much here to give up AJ, honestly. I want to give us a chance." He smiles and says "Ok, babe, yeah I want you with me on the road and forever" I smile and say "ok, it's settled then, I go with you" He laughs and leaves the room to tell the guys and I call my boss and tell him where he can put his job.
Well I went on the road with AJ and the guys, and our love grew, we became not only lovers but best friends. That day in the motel room AJ said he wanted me to come on the road and be with him forever. Well we sealed forever when one year after that day, on the day of our wedding, I looked at AJ and said to him "Yes, I will."
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