"B-B-Brian?" I managed to say.

"Dannii." he began.

"No…" I said shaking my head backing away. "What…Why are you here?" I demanded.

"We need to talk." he said.

"No Brian, we don't." I said on the verge of tears again. "It's too late for that." I said softly.

"No, don't say that." he said almost crying himself, taking my hand.

"I'm so sorry Brian." I said caressing my hand on his cheek. "I really am." I said as my hand was still in his.

Tears were now falling down from my eyes. "You are such a beautiful person, inside and out." I said crying. "I love you now, and I always will, I'll never forget you, Brian Thomas Littrell." I said pulling him into a hug. By now he was crying with me. "And as much as I hate to say this, but," I choked, "This is goodbye." I said pulling away from him.

"No, Dannii please don't say that." he pleaded.

"I'm so sorry Brian." I said shutting the door. Once I shut the door, I hit the floor crying, now harder than I have ever in my entire life.

There was a knock at the door.

"Dannii, It's Nick." he called from the hallway.

I somehow managed to stand up and open the door. He picked me up into a hug seeing I was crying again.

"Nick." I gasped.

"Oh Dannii, I'm so sorry, I saw what happened," he said almost crying along with me.

I was too stunned to speak, I could only cry.