Sunday, the next day, I woke up by someone who softly knocked on the door.
"Can I come in?" It was Faith, already standing with one foot in my room. "I can go if you want?" It's true, I could send her away easily, but I didn't.
"No, come in. What do you want? Are you gonna yell at me some more??" I sat up in my bed and watched her.... She went sitting next to me and looked at her fingers which were lying in her lap, then she looked at me... And she smiled. She smiled?! What for?
"I asked you something, or are you once again not hearing what I say?" I asked again.
"I heard you.... I'm here to talk."
"I got nothing to say to you, actually."
"I have a couple of things to say to you.... You know I called Brian yesterday?"
I nodded.
"You also know what he told me?"
I shook my head.
"Then I'll get back on that later.... Jason and me are history..." While she said that she looked again at her hands, still lying on her lap.
"I'm sorry.... Why?"
"You're not sorry, Nick. You like it." She softly smiled with it.
"Okay, you're right. I love it."
"And why? Why do you love the idea that we broke up?" He didn't know what to say now, so I went on. "You were right about those other girls..."
Nick grinned at that thought."Told you so."
"Yeah, I know. And I had to see it with my own eyes, or hear it with my own ears from him.... So yesterday I called him on his cell phone and a girl took it. I asked her who the hell she was and she told me that she was Jason's girlfriend...." Tears come back in my eyes as I think of it, one rolled down my cheek and Nick gently removed it. I smiled at him.
"Now I'm sorry.... I can't believe he did that..." Nick whispered.
"Thanks, also if you didn't mean it..."
"But I did..."
"Okay, you mean it.... Wanna know why I called him in the first place?"
"Sure, why not?"
"I no longer wanted to be his girlfriend.... I loved him, but I wasn't in love with him. And between those two is a big difference. I loved him like a friend, like Brian, but I wasn't feeling the feelings that I'm feeling for you."I looked him in the eyes, he didn't complete understood.
"Brian told me that you loved me...."
He raised his eyebrows. "He did, did he?"
"Yes, now I wanna know.... Was he right?"
"Look, I do love you.... But what you said Friday really hurted my feelings...."
"I'm sorry about that, I really am. I don't know what came over me. Jason was pushing me, he said he wanted to have sex that night and I didn't want it and that was when you came over and told me I had to listen to you. It all became to much and I yelled and screamed at you.... I can't remember what I said, but I know it hurted you. I'm sorry, you have to believe me...."
"What happened after I left?"
"He kept saying that we should have sex, and I kissed him to make him shut up, but he thought I was saying yes.... He moved his hands under my skirt and I just slapped him in the face."
"Ow, mad lady!"
I looked at him, into those bright blue eyes, and I just knew this was the one who loved me, more then Jason ever will or any other guy.
"What did he do after you slapped him?"
"He kissed me and told me that he was sorry about what happened. He drove me home, and asked if he could come in. I kissed him once more and told him maybe another time.... But when I called him the next day. It was too much, and right now I'm single."
"Back to the Brian-part.... What else did he say?" Nick
"He told me to make the right decision, and that was it...."
"Did you make a decision?"
"Yes."
"The right one?"
"That's something that we'll have to see...." I stared at him deeply.
"So....?"
"What?"
"Stop fooling around.... What's your decision?"
"I love you."
"You love me?" Nick questioned.
"I guess so."
"As a friend or more?"
"Look in my eyes and you'll know."
We looked eachother in the eyes, and I just know he is the one I loved, the one I wanna share my life with. And he saw it in my eyes, and he kissed me and pulled me towards him. He held me in his arms and he whispered in my ear, "I love you too...."
I smiled at him and kissed him, then I knew that I made the right decision.