1 october 2002, tuesday


"little girl, little girl, set me free" noe venable, stolen thing

I am in dire need of Tori's new cd.
I had no idea finding the "right" college would be so difficult. I have poured through the Fiske Guide to Colleges, the internet, USnews, and college catalouges, and everytime I come away from it, I am more frustrated and confused.

I need an excellent school for psychology. I know that's my major, it's the only thing I can imagine doing every day of my life and being happy with. I need a school where half the students don't think a good time is getting drunk. I need a school that nurtures my interests and me as a human being. I need a school where I can wake up and look foward to going to intriguing classes; where I can truly learn from my professors. I need a school full of good-hearted, bright, inspiring peers.

And I am having such a hard time, I am so frustrated. I am trying so hard and it seems like I'm not getting anywhere. (sounds kind of like cross country)

After hours trying to figure out where I'm going to apply to, I just sighed and walked over to the piano and started playing complete nonsense. It was beautiful nonsense though, that made me feel better.

I thought of Tori and wished her new album was coming out next week instead of at the end of this month. I could really use a good helping of new Tori songs.
Hurry Tori, hurry!!!

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