Shatters of a Heart ~By Lovely-chan~

I looked at him amazed by the glowing white light surrounding him, he smiled at my amusement and explained. "It’s normal." For him it may be, but I didn’t expect to see him glowing in the dark like a bright star. So I reached out to touch the shinning jewels on his forehead and a small current of electric fields flow to my fingers making me smile. "My energy flows to you." That was it, his energy was the one electrifying my body pleasing me deeper than I could even dream. It was the most pleasant sensation I could ever felt vibrating all my skin with the slightest touch and even a stronger vibration on his hard arousal.

He squeezed my shaft and pumped me hardly many, many times. "UH!" I tossed and sweated like never before as my world vanished from my mind. The feeling I was experienced was totally new, and I was more than sure it was for him too. He made me loose control of myself, I wanted to yell but all I could do was sob and moan softly.
 I couldn’t hold on anymore, the hard strokes in my ass and my length were too much to take for my trembling body, so I came again releasing a fountain of pleasure into his hands. "Kouin! Oh Kouin!" My body tensed as I released my seed on his hand tightening my muscles and squeezing Kouin’s hardness even more. After my ecstasy, he followed me right away exploding his passion inside me. He licked his bathed hand till it was completely clean and then let himself fall to my arms kissing me deeply as he held my slender body close to his.

I tear right away moved with the moment, it was the first time for me to made love; with many girls I slept but with none I was in love. He turned a worried look to my weeping face and washed the tears away. "Did I hurt you?"
"No."
"Then why you cry?"
"Because I love you." I touched his confused face and smiled at him trying to relax him, then he understood and kissed me many times until he nested his face in my neck.
"Yutaka…I love your lips…your kisses."
"Kou…I love yours."
"No, it’s something I never felt…" He turned his gaze on my lips and traced them with his fingertips. "They are perfect…full and soft…like two little cushions." He laughed while he kissed my fluffy lips.
"You are laughing? Are you making fun of me?"
"No…I just can’t help but to laugh…you make me laugh because…because I feel happy." He lay his forehead on top of mine rubbing our noses together, then I felt his breathing normalized and he finally slid himself out; I though he forgot he was still inside me. "You are the best kisser Yuyu…" A deep kiss from my lover was all that mattered, our reasoning ended at the moment we first let go of our reality. Kouin couldn’t think about his beloved Kai Ling or his correct behaviors as an angel anymore, all he could think was the moment, our moment.

He lay on my arms still and silent and I did the same. After a few minutes I started caressing his soft silky hair curling my fingers in the long strands down his neck. "Your hair is longer." I loved the feeling of his sweaty body against mine, and even when I hated Kai for breaking his heart, I thank her for throwing him into my arms.
 
My eyelids felt heavy; I was about to fall asleep when a sudden movement from my angel made me wait. He stood up and my heart ached immediately feeling he would leave because I didn’t pleased him enough. He scratched his head and rubbed his eyes so I gave him the piece of clothing behind me and hid my crying face on my pillow. I peeked to watch him get dressed but he only folded the clothes and put them on top of the chair changing my tears to a smile, a second later he was walking out the room.

I decide to fall asleep since I though he was probably going to the bathroom, but when my eyes were closed a noise of falling ice made me opened them again. "He’s thirsty." So I forgot about it and tried to get some sleep, but my angel was now opening all the drawers from my fridge making a loud noise disturbing my laziness. "Now what? He’s hungry too!" I smiled and lay back when a slam of the door made me jump. "You are too noisy! I’m trying to get some sleep...would you keep it down?" I smiled at him but he said nothing or expressed anything at all. He turned back to the non-talking angel, bummer. I like when he talks.

He removed the papers from the small table beside the chair and move it to the side of the bed placing a glass filled with ice and a bowl of fruit on top of it. "Don’t fall asleep…I’m not done with you." He evilly grinned and sits on my butt tickling my back with his fingertips while he laughed.
"No! Kouin!!" He laughed some more, then kissed the back of my neck and slid his hands up my chest lifting me a little bit away from the bed to touch a lot more of my skin.
"You hungry?" He whispered in my ear while he rubbed his hands on my entire upper body.
"No." He lay me down again gently.
"Humm…well, I am." He said as he slide his hands on my arms caressing me softly and then sit back on my buttocks.
"Kouin, you are too heavy!"
"You didn’t complain before." He bent down again and starts biting my shoulders.
"But it hurts my…you know!"
"Your what?" He laughs and lifted himself up kneeling with his legs on my sides. "Ok."
"That’s better."
"Oh…I though you wanted me to leave!" He kept teasing me insistently.
"Hell no!" His hands felt so good on me I was beginning to shake with desire.
He chuckled and reached for the glass of ice. "Do you want more?" He rubbed one hand on my back all the way to my buttocks squeezing them hungrily.
"Yes."
"Tell me." He was now sliding a finger down my spine.
"I want you."
"That’s it?" He starts licking my ears and whispered: "I though you REALLY wanted me."
"I do."
"Then tell me." He knew all his teasing were driving me crazy, he could feel it in my voice and noticed with my constant twitching.
"I want you Kouin…please take me."
"You can do better than that." A cold glass of ice was sitting on my lower back making me jump immediately. He laughed of my reaction and took it off.
"I want you Kouin. I want you now! Take me, please take me!" I was losing my head already. I wanted to feel him inside me again so much I could only beg for more. "I need to feel you inside me, I need you! I need you Kou!"
"That’s better…" My darling was revealing his sensuality and secret desires with his attitude, he wanted to control the situation and I wanted to be controlled by him. He shook the glass and chuckled. "Thirsty?"
"No."
"Too bad…I am." The noise of his fingers reaching for an ice was all I could hear, not his breathing, not even mine. How hungry was my handsome angel to love, than even when he said he didn’t want to spend the night he was showing me otherwise.

While I was thinking a drop of cold water dripping from the ice on my angel’s hand blow my thoughts away. "Oh! That’s cold!" I complained.
"No kidding." He giggled while I twitched with the coldness of the dripping ice on my back when a single-daring drop slid down my spine slowly letting more whimpers escape my crying lips and then Kouin licked the trace left by the vanished drop giving me chills and a hard on. He used the ice as a chalk on my back enjoying the constant tossing, shivering and moaning from his new little toy.

Another ice was now on his lips tracing my ears and entering them freely. "Ah! Stop it! Stop it!" I nailed my fingers to my pillow, as the pain between my legs grew stronger. He stopped entering the ice on my ears, but slide it down my neck to my buttocks. "Oh! Kouin!" Hands rubbing my entire back, and an angel sucking on an ice was my picture, then he lowered his hands to my buttocks opening them widely and lifting it up to face him forcing myself to kneel. Now on four for my lover, I waited while he chewed the remaining ice on his mouth; an ice-cold tongue poking my entrance made my eyes widen. "AH!" He chuckled enjoying my reactions.

Kouin began to suck my ass and pump my shaft with his strong hand between my spread legs. "Kouin!" My body heated up and felt drunk with the passion flowing inside my veins. My arms were trembling so I lowered them down and closed my eyes biting my pillow trying to lighten the cries of pleasure coming from my heart. He stopped pumping my shaft squeezing my buttocks with both hands and kept sucking the entrance between them. Everything turned black in my head-I was shaking and panting constantly with the excessive desire caused by my lover.

A softer touch from his hands on my back and a whispered from his sweet lips let me loosen my muscles. "Turn around sweetie." He kissed softly one cheek from my small behind caressing softly the other one as he helped me turn around. "You ok so far?"
"Yes." I reply with a sigh while he tenderly kissed my lips. He was so passionate and loving at the same time that I couldn’t believe how he managed to transmit both feelings so strongly.

Kouin reached for the fruit bowl and took a cherry with his fingertips. "Want some, pretty face?" I nodded then a twirling red fruit was up my lips dancing while I tried to catch the slippery little one around my face. "Take it baby." But he didn’t let me catch it lifting it higher. "Take it I said." I lifted my head to grab it, but still couldn’t reach it, so I stick out my tongue only to touch the fruit with the tip of it and he watched amused my useless efforts to grab the rounded fruit. "Humm…nice." He stuck out his tongue and grabbed mine placing the fruit between them to fight over it. The warmness of his tongue and his playful hands made me lose the fight over him, allowing him to take what he wanted so he ate the cherry and then placed the seed on the table. "Want some more?" I nodded again; I loved his game, it made me feel like we were already a couple playing games of love in their intimacy.

My angel moved to the fruit ball taking a piece of sliced mango on his hands. "Now this is slippery sweetie…be careful not to do a mess." He feed me with the sweet fruit with lots of care. "Sweet isn’t it?"
"Yes."

I ate slowly as he feed me and yellow streams of sweetness started to slide down my face, to my neck, and to my chest. I tried to clean it up, but he wouldn’t allow it. "No, that’s my job." So it was his job to clean my mess with his mouth and soft licks, then he giggled as he looked at my sticky face. "You are a mess, boy; don’t you have some manners?" He smiled as he licked my face and my lips, ending his ritual in a deep and long kiss. He placed his fingers on my mouth so I can clean him from the rests of mango; his fingers were so soft and long their taste blow my serenity away. The look on his face so sweet and at the same time so excited was capturing my sight producing vibrations of love all over my skin.

Half an orange were now on his hand and I rolled my eyes a little anxious to get going, but-he was in control and I was his toy, so I played along. He squeezed the juice on my neck and my chest devouring the tickling drops from my body with his hungry mouth. "That was the sweetest orange I’ve ever ate…I want some more." His voice made me shiver and the increasing desire from my body was uncontrollable.
"KOUIN!" I yelled with desperation.
"Hush." He whispered and I obey but my heart wanted to come out my mouth.
He kissed my belly and took the other half squeezing the juice between my legs and my thighs. "Oh Kouin! Take me! I need you, please hurry!" He worked on my thighs and then to my groin saving the best for last. He stroked my length softly a few times then let go, leaving me hungry and desperate for more. "No! I want more, come on Kouin! Please!" He looked at me doubtful. "Don’t stop Kouin, please. I want to come on your mouth, please suck me." He lifted one eyebrow and then nodded. My angel’s mouth was warm and hungry and everything was clouded to my sight; my head was heavy I couldn’t hold it anymore, so I let myself fall back and stopped looking at him and just enjoyed the feeling of his wrapping mouth on my shaft. I opened my legs widely and placed my foot on his back caressing him with them; he pleased me stroking me hard till I came on his mouth again.

He lay his head on my belly kissing my hands and our madden hearts were breathing for air. "I love you Kouin." With my words he stopped every movement like he was frozen, then took a deep breath.

He lifted himself up and held me close to his heart. "You love me?"
"I said it before. Yes, I love you."
"Please say it again."
"I love you."
"Again."
"I love you Kouin; I love you."
"Only me?"
"Only you, only you I love."

He pressed me harder and I could felt his tears falling down my skin. "Thank you." I knew then how much he was in need to be loved, to feel loved and I wanted to make sure my angel felt more loved than ever.
"You don’t have to thank me, just love me back."
"I will. I promise…I will love you, I will love you." He sealed his promise with a lasting kiss of love that felt so pure and sincere I was completely sure he already loved me.
"Kouin…take me."
"Yes."

He lay me down on the bed and reached once more for his famous glass of melting ice. "You want some water baby?" I nodded and he lifted my head and tipped the glass on my lips. "More?" I opened my lips to receive the cold water down my throat then he laid me gently back and drank from the glass.

He took one of the melting ices and circled it on my nipples hardening them with the cold touch. "Oh!" He bit one gently and tickled with the tip of his tongue the swollen imprisoned little one while he torture the other with the remaining ice. Then moved to the other one to do the same so there will be no jealousy between them. Kouin knew how to please me, and I had no idea how but he seemed to master all the techniques to make someone lose himself completely.

Another cold one was down my neck tracing a path to my navel and zigzagging it down my belly till it melts as he reached a small carpet of curls. His fingers played with the small curls surrounding my maleness accelerating my heartbeats and my desire. He leaned down opening his mouth and filling it with my balls, sucking them hungrily and passionately, then slowly let go and smirked. He reached the glass looking a bit disappointed. "The last one…hum…at least is a big one." He devilishly grinned and headed straight to the point. "Sorry no time to waste." He took my shaft with one hand and circled the head with the cold ice in the other.
"Kouin! Ah!" I was breathless and his teasing was driving me to the point of madness. He slid it down my length and chuckled as I gasped. "Having fun?" I asked almost desperate for him to just get over it and fuck me.
"Oh yeah! Aren’t you?" I rolled my eyes and bit my lips so hard they were swollen while I arched my back letting out a cry. "I’ll take that as a yes." He grinned and chuckled. "Lift up your legs and spread them widely, will ya?" So I did as he request and a second later he pushed the almost melted ice inside my tight little entrance pushing it deeper with his finger till it completely melts. "That was fast…you are too hot in the inside Yuyu." He entered another finger and moved it slowly inside teasing me little by little.
"AHH! You’re killing me slowly!" He laughed for a while and released me from the pressure, and then he stared at my ass for a few moments and glanced back at the bowl of fruits smiling. "You can put down your legs now and sit."
"Thank God you didn’t wanted to stay the night Kou." He was bothered with my words; I wished I’d never said them.
"You asked me to stay, but fine, if you want me to go…I’m out of here!" He tried to stand but I grabbed his arm to avoid him from leaving.
"No! Please stay…I’m sorry I say that…it’s just…"
"Just?"
"I never though we could be like this."
"That makes two of us. Stay there, I’m not done yet."
"I know…can’t you just…get to the point."
"What’s the hurry? There’s plenty of time…I have till morning light." He took a strawberry and evilly grinned.
"Oh boy!" I complained and he laughed.
"Please be patience little one…let me enjoy you. I promise, it’s the last."
"Ok, but you promised…I really want you Kou!"
"You think I don’t? At least you already came, so don’t complain; I’m the one holding on here."
"’Cause you want!"
"Enough!" He gave me a sharp kiss. "You see, you talk too much…where was I? Oh yeah…fruit."