My Time is Ending

By Lovely-chan

Several weeks passed and they continued seeing each other, they shared their smiles and passion every single day. Giovanni adored David and he felt the same way about Giovanni making it impossible for the both of them to stay apart. “Love? Love wake up. David?” He was shaking him pretty hard and he didn’t answer or move an inch making him lose his judgment. “David! David wake up! Wake up!!” 

“AH!” He woke up scared with Giovanni’s yells. “What the hell is going on? Why you yell?” 

“I’m sorry…you weren’t answering and I freak out.”

 “Fool…you still don’t know I have a deep and heavy sleep?” Thanks to my pills.

 “Yeah but I…I’m such a fool. I was afraid to lose you.”

 “I’m still here.” 

“That reminds me…how much longer would you be staying?” 

“I don’t know…the time that’s possible.”

 “Are you waiting for a specific time? An important event to occur?”

 “Maybe.”

 “Why you never trust me? You never tell me your secrets and I tell you everything!” 

“Because you wanted to, I never asked you. There are things I like to keep to myself.” 

“Are you married?” 

“I’ve told you, I’m not married.” 

“It’s just…you act so strange sometimes. How much? How much longer?” 

“I can’t tell you a date because I don’t know exactly when.” 

“Ok…don’t say a word, like always. I…I want you to stay. I want you to stay with me in Paris. Would you stay with me?”

 He smiled and hugged the young man that was making him so happy with all his cheerfulness and energy trying to make him feel better. “I’ll stay love…as long as I can.”

 “Why until you can? Is it money? You can get a job here.”

 “It’s not that. I will stay as long as God let me stay.”

 “Then you won’t go back?” 

“No. I’ll be with you because…because I love you and want to spend the rest of my life beside you.” 

“Then we’ll be together for a long time!” He jumped happily to his arm thinking of a future together. 

“Maybe it will, maybe it won’t. You never know when it’s your time.” 

“I know, but I only want to think of happy things not bad things.”

 “You are right.” His smiled turned sad for a moment then become brighter like Giovanni’s. David was starting to doze when his lover got his attention one more time.

 “David, don’t fall asleep. Hear me one second.”

 “Yeah?”

 “Why don’t you move with me? I want us to be together all the time. That when I come home you are there waiting for me and I can come and spoil you.”

 He giggled with the though and agreed. “It’s a great idea, we can do it now if you want.”

 “YEAH!” He jumped energetic out of bed and made lazy David to get out as well so they can start packing his things, in a few minutes they were out since David had little belongings. “You go settle down and I go return the key, ok?”

 “Ok, that way I don’t have to climb the stairs later.” ^__^

 “You are so lazy!!!” He ran downstairs and David’s gaze turned sorrowful.

I’m not lazy love, just weak but you don’t know that. What can I do now to hide it? I know I have little time left. Lets leave that in God’s hands.

 ~*~

 Two months later Giovanni came from work and tried to wake his lover, and as always it was almost impossible to do so. “David…every day you are worse. You’ve become so thin…I wonder if you are doing well? David? David? I better leave and go buy some lunch for him, he’s surely on an empty stomach.” He left and half hour later he returned and David was up already. “Love?” He knocked on the bathroom door. “Come, I brought you some lunch. Love?”

 “Coming!”

 “You sleepyhead I’ll put you to work from now on, huh?” He prepared the table for the both of them and waited for his lover to come out. “Dave, are you ok? You are taking too long and it’s getting cold! Dave?”

 “I’m coming.” He came outside the bathroom with his face completely pale and with drops of sweat on his forehead. “I’m sorry.”

 “Are you ok? You look so pale!” He stood up and touched his forehead. “Baby…are you really ok?”

 “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.” He kissed him and sat on the table along with him even when he didn’t felt desire to eat. “Smells good.” He politely tells his lover knowing he was a food freak and when he put the first bite on his mouth he ran back to the bathroom.

 “Love! If you’re sick why don’t you tell me? You don’t have to eat if you don’t want to!” He ran after him and even when David tried to close the door, Giovanni was able to enter and saw him embracing the toilet while he threw up. “DAVE!” He kneeled beside him and caressed his back lovingly. “I’ll take you to a doctor. Come on.”

 “NO! It’s just…I can’t get use to the food. I don’t need a doctor, I feel better now.”

 “But David, you are so thin and pale!”

 “No, I’m not.” 

“Come on, your pants don’t fit you anymore, they are too big!” 

“Maybe they stretched. I’ll buy new ones.” He stood up and wash his mouth then turned his gaze to Giovanni. He caressed his worried face and slowly lean his head on his shoulder. “Don’t worry about me, I’m fine. You better go eat your lunch before it’s too cold. I’ll wait for you ok?”

 “O...k.” He was still a little worried but though maybe he was exaggerating. “Can we go out tonight or you feel too bad?” 

“No, I’m ok. We can go wherever you want.”

 “To dance!” 

“Dance? Ok.” He smiled but deep down felt worried thinking he may not resist that, but he couldn’t say no to his beloved and agreed. They went out to dance as planned and get into the dance floor immediately, for his surprise Giovanni was a great dancer and moved his body like a star. “Wow! You are good!”

 “Thanks…you’ll see how good I am.” He winked an eye and began his sensual dance provoking his lover like never before. He shook his hips getting close to him rubbing their skin together. David was blushing since he never danced that way before but notice no one was looking, so he relaxed and enjoyed. Giovanni went down caressing his thighs with his hands and then slowly go up again traveling his body with his mouth giving chills to his lover.

 “Gio…you’re turning me on.”

 “That’s what I want.” He turned around and sticks his body against him slowly teasing his crotch with his buttocks. He leaned forward to press it harder and keep shaking and rubbing against him seductively. He went down to rub his ass against his legs and going straight up between his legs. The Italian leaned against him grabbing his lover by the neck with one arm and using the other one to grab his lover’s hand and place it on his chest. “Rub me.” David did as his lover requested and hungrily devoured his lover’s neck and ears exciting him to the extreme. “Oh yes!”

 David harshly turned him around and squeezed Giovanni’s length against his own while kissing him intensely. “I want you.” David sat on Giovanni’s leg while kissing to rub his erection against his thigh. “Oh Gio! I’m so hard.” 

“I know…it drives me wild.” They were squeezing so tight and moving at the same rhythm of the hard beating of the music looking like they were making love in the middle of the dance floor- if it wasn’t for the clothes anyone could sworn they were doing it.

 “Giovanni! I need you. Take me, now. Let’s go.”

 “We can do it here.”

 “Not here!”

 “In the bathroom or in a little dark corner.” He laughed and squeezed him harder and almost swallowed his lips.

 “Alright!” Giovanni guide him through the crowd to a little corner that was practically isolated and very dark. “Perfect.” He grinned and proceeded to open Giovanni’s shirt. “Beautiful.”

 “Are you going to nail me?” 

“No…you go ahead.”

 “I had that feeling, you were leading.”

 “Fuck me.” He turned around and lay against the wall waiting for his lover to tug down his pants smiling at the same instance he felt him coming in. “Oh yes! Baby, fill me!”

 “Oh yes. Hold on ‘cause it won’t be nice.”

 “Oh yeah, abuse me baby.” Giovanni fucked him very hard just the way he wanted it. “Oh yes! Yes! YES! Hard baby, I like it ruff.”

 “You like huh?”

 “Harder baby, have no mercy.”

 “Oh fuck! AH! HA! HA! HA! OOHH! YEAH!” He came pretty fast since he was very excited with the situation, so he filled his lover with his juices with a strong shot of passion. “Baby I’m done, turn around.” He closed his zipper and bent down to suck David’s hard cock devouring it completely without anyone to notice how hot that little corner was.

 “Oh yes! Baby…I love you.” Giovanni finished him pouring his warm ecstasy in a glass. “What are you doing?” He arranged his lover’s clothing and kissed him.

 “Nothing.”

 “What are you going to do with that?”

 “Don’t get so alarmed! I’ll make myself a drink.”

 “You wouldn’t…that’s nasty!”

 “I’ll drink it anyway, why not make a good drink with it.”

 “Please, don’t go ask the bartender or I’ll die.” Giovanni laughed and throw the glass in the nearest trashcan. “Thanks.” 

“You are so silly. Ha! Ha! Ha!”

 “Was it a joke?”

 “Yeah! Let’s dance!”

 “Again? You won’t be so cruel, would ya?”

 “We’ll see.” ^_~

 After a few more dances David begin to feel dizzy and tired. “Love, can we go? I feel dizzy.”

“You’re a slack! But since you are a little sick I’ll be good to you. Let’s go home and I’ll spoil you ok?” 

“Thanks…that would be nice. Can we get one of your pastries?” 

“Aha. You can take all you want”

 “Yum!” They walked through the streets and went to where Giovanni worked to get pastries for David and then left to their lodging. “I’m going to eat it now!” He ran like a child to the bed and opened the box looking undecided on which one to eat first. “I don’t know…they all look yummy!”

 “And you said you didn’t like sweets? You are a gourmand!”

 “Not true! Besides...I haven’t eaten.”

“True, but you can’t live out of cakes, can you?”

 “No.” He spoke with his mouth full and Giovanni couldn’t hold on his laughter with the mess he had all over his face. 

“You look like a baby!” 

“Really?” His face turned blue since he was choking. “GIO!”

 He quickly brings him a glass of milk and sat beside him. “Don’t eat so fast, I’m not eating your cakes.”

 “He, he.”

 “You look so funny, that’s why I love you. You make me laugh and feel so happy. Give me a chocolate kiss.” They kissed and he splashed Giovanni’s face with chocolate frosting. “Mm, you taste better than the usual.”

 “Fool. Am I still dirty?”

 “Let me take care of that.” Giovanni licked his fingers and around his lips to clean the excess of sugar surrounding them and sharing the sweetness with his lover with a deep loving kiss. “There you go.” 

“Now I want you to go on.” David put the box on the floor and then jumped on his lover so they can make love again. They were starting to get really excited when David stopped. Once again a strong pain on his body possessed him and started provoking hard shakes all over him. “Gio…I can’t. I’m sorry.” He sat up and got a glass of water to drink his medicine but didn’t know what to do for his lover not to notice.

 “Are you feeling sick again?”

 “Yes.”

 “David it’s not normal! We should take you to the hospital.”

 “It’s not necessary. Do you have something for a headache?”

 “No, but I can go get you something.” He put his shirt back on and ran outside to borrow some medicine from a neighbor and David use the chance to take his medicine. He didn’t took too long to get the medicine for his lover but when he opened the door to his apartment he found a crawling David on the floor trying to get to bed with a broken glass beside him. “DAVE!” He ran to his side to help him out shaking nervously. “What happen?” He almost carried him to bed and lay him down gently. “Baby…if you would’ve told me you felt so bad I would never take you dancing. I have to take you to the hospital, I’m so worried…you are always sick David, always so sick.” With the strong fear he felt in his heart it was impossible not to let his tears roll down easily. “This is my fault for making you do so much effort.”

 “It’s not your fault…I wanted to go out with you. We never get to do much because of me and my weaknesses.” He closed his eyes while his tears fell down endlessly caused by the intense pain on his body and on his heart. He didn’t want to hurt him and knew he will break his heart completely very soon, and to see his worried face was torturing him. He tried to hide his illness but he knew that was almost impossible for him to do.

 “Do you know what cause you all those pains? Tell me love, tell me.”

 “It’s only a migraine. They get very strong sometimes, don’t worry.”

 “Don’t worry? Are you serious?? You were crawling!” 

“Shh…let me rest love, please.”

 “And the pills?”

 “Forget it, thank you.” David kept shaking for almost an hour while Giovanni only stays beside him holding his hand and caressing his hair lovingly, but most of all worried. Finally his beloved fell asleep and he joined him in bed. 

“My poor baby…he looks so bad.” He covered him with the comforter and snuggles beside him but couldn’t close his eyes afraid to fell asleep when his lover may need him. “I’ll take you to the doctor tomorrow no matter what you say.”