My Time is Ending

By Lovely-chan

Days later David looked recovered and tried his best to be awake and smiling for when his lover came back from work even if he was feeling terrible. All he wanted was to live happy moments with his love so he pushed himself more and more every day stealing the little strength he had away from his body each day a little more. He convinced Giovanni he was feeling well, so he never took him to a doctor- by his request of course.  

“You’re home! I made some lunch for you, hope you like.” He was a little nervous about that since he knew Giovanni had a wonderful taste for food and only ate delicious dishes. “I work hard on it…”

  “Humm, smells good.” He kissed his lips and put his arms around him. “You know, you really had become a little wife!”

  “A wife??????”  

He laughed. “Yeah! Don’t get angry but in reality…you act like a woman.”

  “Why you say so? I’m not feminine!”

  “I didn’t say you were, but…you don’t work- just wait for me. You clean the apartment, now cook, and…you’re even the girl in bed.”  

“Hey! How could you say that? I’ll show you how manly I am! I can be as man as you are in bed!” He practically dragged him to bed while kissing him hungrily and almost tearing his clothes away, and then pushed him harshly on top of it. “You’ll see.”

  “Weren’t we eating?”

  “NO!” Giovanni giggled mischievously waiting to see what his lover would do to him. “A woman!”  

“Oh! I hurt your super-macho ego.” He kept laughing to provoke him a lot more of desire to show him otherwise. It was long he wanted to be bottoms, but his lover always chose for him to be tops, so he only pleased him.  

“You stop laughing you idiot!” He go on and showed him he could also be the man in the relationship and after he was done he remembered why he never chooses to be tops. I’m so tired…so tired. So little strength I got left. He was almost gone to the land of dreams when Giovanni shook him. “Huh?”  

“Love…do it again. Love me again, I loved it.” He touched his back and waited for his lover’s answer. “Love?”  

“Yes…give me a second.”  

“Hummm...come on, don’t be lazy. Give a little loving to your sweetheart.” He rubbed his nose on his neck and squeezed his back. “Je t’aime.” (I love you)  

“I’m not lazy…you’ll see.” He didn’t wanted to tell him he was exhausted so he pleased him almost making him faint without any more strength. “Oh…was that enough?” He hoped he’d say yes.  

“Yes baby, that was great. You go ahead and rest, I’ll take the lunch, or should I say dinner?” He giggled. “Do you want me to bring you some?”

“Water.”

“Ok.”

“Baby?”

“Yes?”

“I love you too.”  

He smiled and goes to eat. After long hours of trying to watch something on TV without luck, he went to bed with his lover who was deeply asleep since early in the night. “Tomorrow is my day off, maybe we can do something fun…but I still want to take him to the doctor. He may say he’s ok, but he looks so tired and…he is losing a lot more weight. I’m worried.” He snuggled beside him like every night and fell asleep along with him until he was too tired of the bed and stood up. It was morning already and he felt hungry, like always. “He still dreaming…I hope is about me.” He smiled. “Wow…he really likes to sleep. I’ll go make us some breakfast.” He went downstairs to the little kitchen and prepared something nice for them and when he returned David was finally out of bed. “Love? Love, where are you?” He heard his coughing and went near the bathroom door. “Are you ok baby? I make some breakfast!”  

“Coming! I’m washing my teeth.” He took his medicine and hid some in the bathroom, and after they had breakfast he clean the dishes. “It’s your day off?”  

“No, I just decided to skip work today…of course it’s my day off you little fool!” Giovanni playfully tickles him.

  “Ha! Ha! Stop it!” They snuggled and kiss for a few moments. “Maybe we can do something different, you like that? I’m feeling good today.”

  “Are you sure? I wanted to take you to a doctor.”

  “It’s not necessary, really.”  

“But the other day you practically fainted and you are so thin!”

  “When that pains gets over me I get weak…but it’s ok. I took a pill.”  

“You have medicines? Are you sure they are migraines?”

  “Yeah I have a medicine. Why don’t we go to the Palace, the one you were telling me about.”

  “Oui! Le Chateau de Versailles.”

  “Yeah, that one. What you think?”  

“Alright! I’ll take a nice wine…hummm. I’ll ask Hilda for a basket, she has a big one! We can have a picnic!!” He started dressing to go borrow the basket.

  “I’ll prepare some sandwiches, k?”

  “Sure!” David was happy to see his lover so excited and felt an intense happiness filling his heart. That was all he wanted, to live life to the fullest while he could, that’s why he hated every time his sickness made him stop living happy moments reminding him with pain that he was dying. “I got it! You go dress while I prepare the rest.”

  “You are so fast! I’m still on the first sandwich.” L

  “I’m not fast, you are slow! Ha! Ha!” ^_~

  “You’re so funny…NOT!” They laughed and went their way to the beautiful palace. They walked through the castle and imagine themselves as the king and…queen? They keep making jokes about it until they reach the garden’s doors. “WOAH! This is…amazing! You didn’t tell me they were so huge and, and gorgeous!”

  “I did! You just weren’t listening.”

  “Well, you should tell me about it in another moment, I can’t think or register anything while we make love. You’re so talkative.”

  “Ok, ok…let’s go see.” They walked happily holding hands through the gardens and later ride on bicycles.

  “I’m hungry...let’s go some place quiet away from the people.”

  “Yeah…let’s go inside an get lost.” He grabbed David’s hand and ran inside the labyrinth garden to have his picnic apart from the world in a magical place like that. “What do you think about this place?”  

“Everything is marvelous…it’s fine as long as you’re with me.”

  “Baby…” He hugged him pleased to know he really enjoys his company and then proceed to prepare their area along with his lover. They spend a few hours just enjoying the view of the trees and plants while reading and talking. Giovanni had his lover’s head on his lap resting and listening to every word he said while he touched his hair tenderly and every now and then his beloved reached for his hand to kiss it with his soft sweet lips. “Maybe we can go to Le Musée du Louvre some other day, what you think?” He nodded. “I love you David…have I told you?”

  “Like a million times, but I love it. Have I told you that I love you?”

  “Like two million times.”  

“Then I won! Ha, ha! Let’s go love.”  

“Ok.” They packed and started walking around looking for the exit, but they were lost. “Dave…I have no idea where we should go.”  

“I figured since we have passed this fountain like four times. Now what?”

  “Well since we are lost…we can spend some time on something good. What do you say?” He started flirting with David and opening the buttons of his shirt.  

“Sounds good to me.” They started kissing and smiling as David shirt fell down, Giovanni was opening his pants when a guard suddenly scolds them showing them the way out. “That was so embarrassing!”  

“At least he was laughing and wasn’t angry...maybe he liked you.” He giggled.  

“Why me? Maybe he liked you!”

  “You were the one half naked.” He winked an eye while David blushed and he couldn’t help but to laugh at his funny looking face. “You are so cute!”  

David began to run to play with his lover a little hide and seek, but suddenly find himself lost again. “Gio! Hey Gio! Where are you?” O_O “I’m lost again!” He was looking around without finding his lover and become a little nervous. “Giovanni! Gio!”

  From out of nowhere he jumped from behind and scared the hell out of him. “YAAARRGGGHHH!!!”

  O___O “AHHH! You ass hole! You scared me!” Giovanni begin to laugh but noticed he really scared him since his hands were shaking. “How funny?”

  “I’m sorry…you were nervous?”  

“Yeah! I though I’ll be lost in this labyrinth forever! But let’s go.” He finally smiled and Giovanni kissed him and squeezed his shaky hand guiding him the right way.

  They walked outside the gardens and sigh when they saw all they had left to get out of the castle but keep going. “Gio…you turn me on and now…”  

“Walk faster baby, so we can get sooner to our nest. We are not out yet because you were hiding.”

  “I just wanted to have some fun.”  

“We can have fun in our apartment…or maybe on the train?”

  “On the train??? What if someone sees us?”

  “Then we’ll blushed and that’s it!”

  “What if they send us to jail?”

  “Then we’ll make love in jail.”

  He started laughing with his lover’s occurrences. “You are incredible!” They got on the train and get seats in the back. Fortunately the train wasn’t too crowded, so Giovanni begin to tease his lover driving him crazy. “Stop it! You’re getting me hard.”

  “That’s what I want. Come on, there’s no one around. We have plenty of time, I want to taste you…let me take you to the stars right here and now baby.  

“Not here…there’s a lot of people in the front.”

  “You told me once you wanted to live the days to the fullest, Carpe Diem, remember?”

  “You are right. Ok, but try to be discrete.”

  “I’ll do what I can, but YOU should keep your scandalous mouth quiet.”  

“He, he…ok.” He started sweating nervously looking everywhere while Giovanni kneeled before him. “Do it quick, ok?”

  “No. I’ll take my time.” He grinned and began to open the zipper of his lover’s pants with his lips.  

“Why did I say yes?” ~_~

  “Relax.” Giovanni continue to suck his lover for long and endless minutes while David tried to relax, minutes after he finally let go his tension and only enjoy his lover’s strokes, he reached climax. “That’s it baby, come hard.” David bit his lips to avoid himself from moaning and squeezed his hands tightly to the seat as he flied to the stars like his lover promised. From his forehead big drops of sweat drip down easily while he breaths faster and faster trying to calm his excitement.

  “Oh Gio…sit up please.”

  “Let me enjoy your sweetness, the worst part already ended, so relax. Humm.”  

“Come on, stop it already, someone is coming!”

  He quickly sat up covering David with his jacket so they couldn’t see his opened pants and gave him a pen. “Here’s your pen.”

  David took it smiling and the man walking toward him stopped, since he though the seat beside him was empty, but noticed right away what was going on. “Thanks…for the pen.”

  “You’re welcome.”

  He glanced to where the man was and saw him turn around and seat someplace else. “He noticed!”

  “Don’t be silly, he didn’t noticed.” He giggled while squeezing his beloved. “You taste so good.”  

David wrapped him with his arms and kissed him lovingly when suddenly the train stopped. “This is it! Wow…we arrive very fast!”

  “No, but you were entertained.” They laughed and started walking back home and after a few blocks noticed someone was following them.  

“Someone is following us love.”  

“I know is the same idiot than before, how indiscrete!“ He laughed.

  “What if he wants to rob us or something?”  

“Oh! Maybe he wants to rape us ‘cause we excite him.” He kept laughing.  

“Oh shut up! Don’t be ridiculous, I’m getting scared.”  

“Don’t worry we are two and he is only one.”

“What if he has a weapon or something?”  

“Then…let’s run!” He looked at David and he nodded so he grabbed tightly his hand and begin to run away quickly dragging David along with him, but he couldn’t keep up and fell down. “Dave! I’m sorry, but you were running too slow.”  

“I can’t go any faster…” He was suffocated and couldn’t stand up. “You go ahead, I’ll try to stop him.”

  “And you think I will leave you? NO! Besides how do you intent to hold him when you can’t even move??” At that moment the young man following them reached them and Giovanni stood up before David trying to protect him. “Don’t you dare to touch him!”

“Why you ran way? I only want to…”  

“What do you want? Money? I don’t have much, but if you leave us in peace then take it!” He threw the little money he had to the young man and tried to help David up. “I’m sorry but I don’t have any more…can’t you see he is sick?”  

“I didn’t know.” He gave back the money to Giovanni and he took it with a confused look on his face. “I don’t want your money. I want…I want to join you guys.”  

“Join us?” He asked confused.  

“I saw you both on the train and I would like to try you. You are both very beautiful, especially your sick little boyfriend.”

  “How dare you? You won’t lay a single finger on my David!”

  “Ok…you are so selfish.”

  “Let’s go love. This is a perverted boy-thief.”

  “Ha, ha, ha, ha! What bothers you is that I don’t want you, right?”

  “No! I’m not interested, I only want Dave!”

  “Fine…see ya!” The young man left and Giovanni finally made David stood up from the floor, he didn’t say a word for what happened, he wasn’t even listening to their arguments, the only thing he felt was an intense fear.  

I’m dying…I feel death closer every day, but I don’t want to die. I don’t want to leave Giovanni. Why? Why now that I found a reason to live and be happy I have to die? It’s so unfair.

  “Baby, he’s gone. Don’t worry; I’ll take care of you. Love? Are you listening?” He was very thoughtful and felt an intense desire to cry because he knew soon he wouldn’t be with Giovanni. “Love? Do you- do you wanted to be with him? Is that it? I…I didn’t know, but if you want…” His voice was strangled with the immense desire he felt to cry thinking David wanted to sleep with that other guy. “Do you want me to call him?” His tears begin to fall-he couldn’t hold them anymore.  

“What are you talking about?” He hugged him and cried silently in his arms. “I love you Giovanni. I love you. I don’t want anyone else, just you.”

  “Really?”  

“Of course, don’t be silly. Let’s go, you owe me something.” David smiled and continued walking to their apartment and collect Giovanni’s debt immediately. While laid in his arms he practically whispered trying to explain his soon departure: “Love…I would like to be always beside you, but there are things no one can avoid. Love…I want to ask for forgiveness because I know I’ll make you suffer very soon. Do you forgive me?”  

“What are you talking about? Are you leaving?”

  “Yes.”

  “Why? You promised you’ll stay!”

“But I don’t know how much longer I can stay. There are things I hid from you and you know it, but I wasn’t trying to hurt you…is just that I know that if you knew from the beginning…you would never love me. I’m sorry. I’ve been so selfish…I wanted to love at least once in my life.”  

“Tell me what’s wrong? Are you married?”

  “I’ve told you enough times that I’m not married. It’s worst…you’ll never forgive me.”

  “Love…did you kill someone and are running away?”

  “You think I’m a killer? Ha, ha! You think I would do something like that?”

  “Well not really, but since you are so mysterious.”  

“Well it’s not that. I’m not telling you yet, but soon you’ll know. Now I…I only want your forgiveness, only then I can go in peace.”

“David…I don’t know what is that I have to forgive you, but I do, and I don’t care how terrible it is- I love you…and I know that I would have loved you no matter what.”  

“You say that because you don’t know what it is…but I feel better now, I just hope you won’t hate me when you found out. I love you and I never wanted to hurt you, when I first slept with you I though it would only be one night…but you know it wasn’t like that. Every day I loved you more and more and now I can’t escape from you.”

  “Then why are you leaving?”

  “You’ll see why…I can’t do anything to stay, but I’ll have you in my heart.”

  “David!” Giovanni hugged him tight with a strong pain in his chest for knowing soon he’ll lose his love, but he was desperate to know the so terrible reason for his departure. “I hope you tell me before you go.”

  “Me too.”

“Then say it!”

  “I’m not ready…I don’t want you to treat me differently. I want to live every day like it was the last.”

  “Carpe Diem. Ok, I understand. You don’t want me to change my attitude.”  

“No. That’s why I ran away…so people won’t treat me the way you will when you find out.”  

“I get even more confused every minute.”  

“Love, can we go to the Café you took me in our first date?”

  “Wooo! That wasn’t a date! But, ok. We can dance a little ballad, right?”

  “All you want.”

  “But the smokers bothered you.”

  “Yes, but I hope you won’t smoke.”

“I haven’t smoke since I met you, you know that. I’ll do anything for you.”  

“I know, that’s why I love you because you love me as much as I do.”