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All I can see is pictures of you. And when I don't see those, I see your face on T.V. I'm alone, but you're here with me. In the worst way, though. I'd rather be alone and suffering than to have to look at you, smiling. My heart breaks when I see your smile. It breaks because I haven't seen it in weeks. I've only seen the photographs. You've been gone since the seventeenth, exactly three weeks today. I've been alone before, but nothing compares to the pain I feel this time. It's because I know you aren't coming back, Ashley. I know you've chosen her, and it, over me, but it still hurts when the harsh reality comes back to me. To be honest, I try to forget. I pretend you're on tour, and you'll be calling in a few hours with your stories. I miss those calls. And to be completely honest, I miss you. Love you, Always Ashley. *Kaelin* Home 
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