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I Fall Flat in F%$@ Sharp by AoS |
| "I Fall Flat in F%$@ Sharp"
Why am i sick of Life? Why am i sick of death? Why do I stay and hold my breath? Why do I fail and stay in debt? Why do I wait to see whose left? Why do I keep this mask of Facade? Why dont you answer, dont you hear me God? Why do you keep joking after getting the joke that you got? Why wont i praise you? Id rather rot. You think its funny to snip at my rope Giving me a chance and taking away hope Im sick of being anti-christ, mouth washed with soap Do you believe in heaven? "nope" I believe ill day and bury to the ground Tombstone knocked over, body never found. If God does exsist im allready hell bound. How can i believe in someone so great coexsists with pain Why should i change my ways, there still no gain Why God, do you continue to take and steal? Did you ever give a @#%$, or stop to see how i feel? Im sick of bartering, trying to make a deal AoS is the new seal and i spit words that embarass cause they are real Lets see how great you are lets start when i was a child A mother and father is vital How do u think i felt, scared when mom almost walked out left me with drunk dad, who just drank and shout @#%$... bitch i was less than six And you wonder i trust you im sick of these type of licks And lets keep goin i got a whole list You let my dad go to a disease Now beer is the only way to please Im a child growing up, always teased Go home to passed out dad head down, on knees But i kept rolling, I kept going And i got infinite rhyme to be flowing but im to attached, and im folding Get rid of this tarnish to be golden. Depression pills in the cupboard Watch mom pop these pills right after supper Try to hide, Try to cover Has to go take an upper "Were getting a divorce." WELL HAPPY BIRTHDAY WE CAN SPEND IT IN COURTS!!! Im sick of hiding how i felt, so all i got left is force My moral wore thin, soul worn course Now my dad cant even stay sober, cant open doors. So plz god tell me now where the @#%$ is the truth when he ---------speaks When the @#%$ dumbass cant stay sober for two weeks No strength or will, what will he do when he is week Sick of depression, scared of what he be testing Scared for his life, worrying about suicide Why? How would i feel if he died I dunno so desensitized SO mant times tried I got this mask that i used to hide but its chipped away and i got these rules u must abide Every word i wrote, I cried Every single night Crying with no parent or stuffed animal by my side Eyes burn, brown eyes wide @#%$ you God @#%$ YOU!!! YOU ARE DENIED MY HOME YOU WILL NEVER BE WELCEMED This hell hole is too holy for you to dwell in these guns be shelved in Cause i stole my dads clips so he doesnt act stupid with shelling Never knew how i felt, well now im telling. My home is full of bitching and yelling My mom cant deal with seperation I sense her desperation Or maybs its menstration Whatever i need a vacation Some where to disappear, some where vacant I wanna be alone I dont want to see your ugly face you lil @#%$ im done Mom in such shambles she wont even know im not at home So im gone, Im turning to music ill write rhymes that are long I got a vocab Well ill let you God you got another rope to go grab Im here dangling, it hurts so bad Some days i want to snip that rope its so sad But i want something else maybe its better than wat i had Whatever this destruction is what makes you glad You sick bastard you got what you want here i go ... i fall flat
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