This is how I Feel  

My life  has been a  M_ _ _ _ _ _  F_ _ _ _ _ and  I am doing my best to do the right things in life to better myself,  my people, and my future children and  wife. I believe that I am  on the beginning of the road of trying to live right. Shit the road of right is beyond measurement but I believe that I have walked at least two miles in my 22 years of life. Also in my 22 years of life I have ventured  off onto the path of evil. That road is not long, but it makes you run around in circles non-stop and after a while you realize you have not accomplished a damn thing from doing wrong.

 Man I am sick of  fake-ass people trying to live a Belly Movie type life trying to deceive people for riches and  material things in life. This kind of life is not right. I know because I tried that shit some time in my life. I regret all the wrong shit that I did, and  I ask God to forgive me for the unjust things I did, running around living my life like a pig. I wrote this for all you punk-ass people who think money, sex, drugs, and alcohol is the key to having a wonderful life.  How can you take life for granted. Life is the greatest gift man has ever received, and here we are living like damn beasts, feasting on filthy shit and putting each other down. These days men live as filthily as animals. Humans are supposed to follow the divine will of God and here we are living like swine. Don't you think it is about time to do the right thing?

 Dear female, how could you fall so low you don't respect yourself anymore. Now  men are wiping the floor with you. They do whatever they want to do with you. Yeah, what I say is true about you. If I'm lying, prove me wrong. Just look at you walking the streets and the beach with thongs thinking you look good, but in reality you look sick. The only attention you get is from the male sexual desire, which inspires them to walk your way and say, ''Hey beautiful what is you name?'' Well you know the game. Next thing you know he has you pinned down like a chicken wing, ready to put his spices on you and his secret spice is the phrase, ''I love you.'' Now let me ask you this: are you not tired of this? If so, go to the store and buy some damn clothes and cover yourself up and I don't mean with tight clothes. Female, you should want a man to respect you for your intelligent mind and not your body parts. Female, stop those nasty dances you do. Don't you know some freak is watching you, and planning on a way to get you in his bed. Some men look at you dance, and that inspires him to rape a female. In this case you become an agent of the rape. Girl, I know you look good, but do you really have to back your ass up? Please female, don't help men practice their low desires, and you should not want to practice your low desires. You know why I Say This because This is how I Feel.