I can't stand this
...silence
that pounds within my head
echoing loudly in my soul
resonating what you never said
I can't stand this
...moment
watching the tears in the mirror
realizing that you don't love me
hoping for a way out of terror
I can't stand this
...feeling
falling through the endless hole
crying to break these steel chains
making me captive to my burning soul
I can't stand this
...pain
lying deep within my self hatred
buying my way out of every lie
depurifying that which is sacred
I can't stand this
...life
knowing tomorrow brings no relief
sheltered from the happiness of love
knowing not what to truly believe
I can't stand
...you
falling far from my visionary dreams
you are the demon that destroyed my soul
all this and more.. or so it seems