dejection, despair
depression, dissolve
all things are given
and all things will fall
I've loved and I've lost
I've felt and I've fled
I've lived and I've died
I've slept in his bed
heart full of anger
soul made to lust
he promised to stay
a promise, not must
words spoke in anger
lives torn apart
lust for my body
in need of his heart
I sat there in need
he only in want
why did I stay there
the memories haunt
I left him silently
a mother and judge
never to see him
heart always smudged