After a delicious dinner, Stephen,
the moderator of the retreat, stood and addressed the glittering
assembly, “Good evening all. By now you have realized
this is not your usual marriage retreat…”
Rebecca couldn’t believe her ears. When Stephen had
invited them on this retreat, she had done everything she
could to convince Marc to come. The other seminars and therapists
had done nothing for them, so it was not a hard sell, but
she hardly expected this bullshit. Nothing was working out
as she had thought. She quickly drained her wine glass and
reached for more.
“In all human interactions there is some element of
power transfer. Some people call it status. We all know people
who collect huge amounts of power and others who are perfectly
content to serve selflessly. There are people who are strongly
dominant and others who are deeply submissive. The vast majority
of the population fall in the middle; they will dominate sometimes,
be a leader in some situations, and be submissive or a follower
in other situations. These people are not our concern. We
are concerned with you.
“In today’s society, it is unthinkable in the
face of almost universal feminism for a strong, confident
and self-sufficient woman to voluntarily give up her power
and submit to her husband. But I would propose to you that
is exactly what you should explore.”
Rebecca felt resistance and anger growing in her. Who the
hell did this guy think he was? She could feel sweat start
to seep through her dark green evening gown. She held her
hands tightly in her lap and glanced at her husband. Marc’s
face was open and he was listening intently. ‘Oh God,
he’s going to want me to submit to him!’ Rebecca’s
thoughts started to spin out of control. She missed the next
bit of what Stephen was saying.
“…submits and serves. The men have been responsible
for providing the family with food, money, and necessities
of life. They defend their family, their women and children,
from outside threats. It has been up to the women to take
the wealth the man provides and to create the home, to provide
the strong support base he needs and deserves.”
Rebecca’s face was burning. She thought back to her
parents’ relationship. Her father ruled with an iron
hand. Her mother couldn’t even buy a sweater without
his permission. Rebecca had hated her mother for her weakness
and her father for his power. She remembered asking her mother
why she put up with it. Her mother just smiled and said, “He’s
my husband,” as if that answered it all! Stephen, if
that was even his real name, was obviously some male chauvinist
pig who should be castrated and locked up.
“But today the focus of life has shifted from responsibility
and service to self-satisfaction and empowerment. As a result,
some people find themselves lost in a morass of dissatisfaction,
without any clear focus in their lives. They end up in marriage
retreats feeling even more hopeless; or worse yet, in psychologists’
offices being told their normal impulses are deviant.
“I have identified each of you as
fitting this profile. Now, if you elect to stay, you will
be given training in how to express this innate order in your
lives. Your marriages will improve as will your own contentment
in life. Take your time. Discuss it with your spouse. If you
decide not to participate, you may leave now.” Stephen
sat down and took a sip from his coffee cup.
Marc turned to Rebecca with a determined look. “This
feels right to me, Becky. I was a bit sceptical at first,
but I’m sure this will work. Good call.”
Rebecca was horrified. She could sense all
her carefully guarded control would be stripped away if he
was allowed to continue, and that was simply not tolerable.
She pushed herself back from the table and raised her voice.
“If you think I am going to let you
boss me around, you are out of your little tiny mind! I’m
leaving!” She stormed out leaving Marc to follow if
he wanted.
Back upstairs in their opulent room, Rebecca
hunted around for their bags. The staff had unpacked everything
and put it away so she felt totally disoriented as she searched
for her things. After a few moments of frantic searching,
she found the suitcases and started to pull open drawers stuffing
her clothes into the bags without her usual careful folding
and packing. A minute or two later Marc entered their suite.
He stood glaring at her with his hands on his hips, anger
radiating from him like a black cloud.
“What the hell was that all about?
Do you specifically look for ways to embarrass me? This was
your idea in the first place. Becky, I love you and I want
our marriage to work, but you have to try, too.”
Rebecca took a deep breath and looked at
her husband. He was a good man; kind, resourceful and highly
intelligent. But he just didn’t spark her interest as
a lover anymore. She was tottering on a precipice. Re-dedicate
to the marriage or fly. It could go either way at this point,
but she wasn’t ready to admit defeat yet. She knew how
to soothe his feathers quickly so they could get out of there.
She put on her most conciliatory face and tone.
“I’m sorry you were embarrassed,
Marc. Really I am. But the way he was going on, all I could
think of was how Dad always bullied Mom. I just have to get
out of here. I promise we’ll try again, but not here,
please. You pack. I’ll go get the car and meet you out
front.”
She didn’t wait for him to answer.
Pulling her suitcase behind, she headed out the door.
Rebecca waited in the Explorer for an eternity.
Finally, her husband appeared at the door in deep discussion
with their host. Marc was carrying a short stack of books
and the two men stood at the top of the stairs talking. The
October night was chill. She was trembling. What was taking
so long? Stephen was obviously explaining something. The wretched
man talked with his hands! Marc nodded and looked towards
the car. Rebecca was just reaching for the horn to hurry him
along when Stephen handed him what looked like a business
card. Marc looked at it carefully before nodding yet again
then slipped it into his wallet. They shook hands and Marc
turned to the truck. He tossed the books in the back, got
in and started the engine. Rebecca tried to say something,
but Marc gave her a hard look and she decided silence would
be a better option. Clutching the car blanket close around
her thin coat, she turned her head to watch as the passing
trees and fields turned silver in the moonlight.
Her dinner sat heavily in her stomach and
she had drunk too much wine. Damn. She always did that when
she was scared and nervous. She thought about the amazing
manor house they had just left. She remembered the beautiful
service of the girls and the casual elegance of the chatelaine
Claire. Stephen’s wife? She wasn’t sure what their
relationship was, just that when they walked into the dining
room together the energy between them was unmistakeable. Rebecca
could never compete with Claire. She felt terribly, terribly
betrayed and foolish. The whole thing had been like a dream.
Stephen had touched her so deeply when they met. Not physically
of course. Rebecca had to be honest in that he had not ever
implied the least thing improper, but her fantasies really
didn’t take that into account. He was the most powerful
and sexiest man she had ever met. She had masturbated to the
image of his eyes and the memory of his voice for weeks before
she decided she had to see him again even if it meant dragging
Marc on the Retreat. She was drawn to him like a bee to honey.
More like a moth to the flame. And now she was burned. A slow
hot tear trickled down her cheek.
The worse part was Marc was right. They had
to do something about the marriage. Now she added guilt to
the knots in her stomach. She had justified going on the retreat
to herself to see if she would react the same way to Stephen
again. She needed to know if there was something wrong with
her. She needed to know if she could be aroused. Marc certainly
didn’t do it for her anymore. Well, Stephen certainly
still aroused her, but when he walked into the dining room
with that amazing flower of a woman on his arm… Becky
felt the burning flush of embarrassment all over again. This
would be a long ride home.
Rebecca woke when the truck lurched onto
a rutted country road. It was not quite dawn. Where were they?
This wasn’t the way home. The cold grey sky yielded
its moisture in a steady rain obscuring the view from the
car window. Marc drained the last of his coffee and stuffed
the crumpled cup into a bag behind the seat.
“Where are we going? How long have
we been on the road?” Rebecca sat up in her seat and
tried to get her bearings.
“Good morning to you, too. Obviously,
we’ve been driving all night. Eight hours by my count.”
Marc gave her a sideways glance as he continued.
“As to where we are going, I am hoping
it’s not divorce court!” Marc was silent for a
minute before continuing. Becky held her breath. Her mortification
from the night before kept her mouth firmly shut.
“Rebecca, our marriage needs an overhaul.
We both know it’s not working the way it’s going,
but I’m not willing to give up on you yet. So I’ve
decided that since we both have the week off, we might as
well use it. We’re going to the cabin. Or at least,
I’m going to the cabin. You have a choice. In about
a half hour we will pass through St. Anne’s. If you
want to go home, you can catch the bus from there. However,
if you want to work on our marriage, we’ll have our
own retreat, just the two of us.”
Marc stopped the truck for a moment and turned
to her. “But there will be rules, Rebecca Jane. Look
at me! This is the last chance. Do you understand? And this
time we do it my way. Do you trust me?”
Rebecca felt something inside flip over and
clutch her belly. He was different! This was no longer the
mild mannered man she left home with yesterday. Perhaps he
really did care. Perhaps he was willing to pay her more attention.
Perhaps there was a chance. Before she hardly knew she was
answering, she said, “All right, we give it one more
go. Your way.”
He nodded and they carried on down the road.
It was raining hard by the time they got to St. Anne’s.
Rebecca felt completely battered, physically and emotionally.
The shocks on the Explorer must need repair, she thought.
Either that or the road does. She was hungry, thirsty and
needed a bathroom. Marc pulled into the gas station and stopped
the engine. Rebecca reached for the door handle.
“You stay here,” Marc commanded.
“I’ll be right back.” He pulled a rain slicker
from the back seat and jumped out.
“But I have to go to the bathroom!”
Rebecca complained.
“You don’t want to go here,”
he said as he pulled the coat on. “Trust me on this
one.”
He closed the door and went to speak to the
attendant. Rebecca’s bladder was almost painful. She
reached for the door handle again. After all, how bad could
it be? She pulled her coat over her head and got out. Marc
was chatting to the attendant on the other side of the car
as she headed across the cracked pavement to the tiny, rundown
office.
She stopped when she heard the growling.
The biggest dog she had ever seen was walking directly towards
her. His malevolent yellow eyes seemed to bore right into
her. She tried to move around him, but his growling got worse.
Cold sweat broke out all over her thinly clad body. She started
to move back to the truck but he cut her off. He seemed to
be herding her into the woods! In a panic, she threw her coat
at him and ran for the truck as fast as she could. One of
her spike heels got stuck in a crack in the pavement and broke
as she fell.
She screamed as she hit the deep puddle and
threw her arms over her head in anticipation of the inevitable
attack. She heard a shrill whistle and then Marc’s strong
hands were pulling her upright.
“God Becky, I told you to stay in the
car! Now look at you! Your dress is ruined and you’re
completely soaked. You’ve lost your coat, too.”
Rebecca caught a glimpse of the big dog loping off into the
woods with her coat. “Back in the car! Now!”
Marc opened the car door and thrust Rebecca
inside. She was shivering in fear and cold and wet. Marc was
right. Her dress was ripped, her pretty sandals broken, and
she had skinned her knee and hands when she fell. She gently
wiped her hands and knee with the remnants of her dress, then
pulled the blanket over her shoulders and waited for Marc
to get back in the car.
When he climbed in beside her, he started
the engine and turned up the heat. Then he pulled the blanket
off. “Get out of your dress. You’ll catch cold.”
“Get my case from the back,”
Rebecca said as she pulled the tatters of her gown over her
head. Marc helped her pull it off then tossed it out the door
and drove away.
“Marc! I’m naked! I’ll
freeze!” Panic was making her voice sound shrill. Marc
handed the blanket back to her.
“You won’t freeze. You’re
not even completely naked. Actually, I like you in that red
thong. You’ll be warmer wrapped in the blanket and we
don’t have time to wait until you get dressed. So here’s
the deal, Becky. I will take care of you. You will be warm
and fed as long as you are polite and do as you’re told.
At any time you can ask to leave and I will drive you to the
bus station. But if you do, the marriage is over and you will
never see me again. Got it?”
Rebecca looked at her husband for a long
time. “You can’t be serious! You’d leave
me if I decided to go back home?”
“I’m sorry but yes. The marriage
isn’t working and we’ve tried everything else.
Frankly, I’m unwilling to keep you any more as we were.
We change, both of us, now, or we forget it and divide the
spoils.”
Two weeks ago Rebecca would have leapt at
the chance of an amiable separation. But today everything
had changed. Marc had changed. All of a sudden he was much
more interesting. At any rate, he would take her to the bus
station if she asked, so she didn’t have to go now.
Rebecca considered her options. The car was
safe and warm and, after her encounter with the dog, she didn’t
want to be alone.
“I’ll stay.”
“Good. Now you won’t be so tempted
to disobey me again, eh?”
When they got to the general store, Marc
took all the bags and locked them in the trunk.
“Ok, you wait here, seat belt strapped
on, and don’t move. I’ll find you a bathroom.”
He was gone a long time. The grocery boy
came out and put the cardboard boxes of food in the back of
the Explorer without even looking at Becky. Still she waited,
squirming in her seat. He was folding up his Cell phone and
tucking it away as he finally emerged from the store and got
into the truck. Rebecca’s bladder was in urgent need
of release.
“About bloody well time! How long does
it take to get a few fucking supplies? And who the hell were
you talking to? Don’t you get it? I have got to get
to a bathroom, Marc!”
Marc looked at her in dismay. “Such
language. And here I was all set to reward you.” Marc
started the engine and the truck lurched out of town.
“What!?! Come on Marc. I really need
to pee.”
“Beg for it. First, beg my pardon for
your disobedience and your language then beg for permission
to pee.”
“Fuck off!”
“Your choice.”
The truck hit a rut sideways and the jolt
sent painful shocks through Rebecca’s belly. So this
was his game, eh? Well, she would not give in. Beg?! Forget
it. She’d pee in his truck first.
Marc seemed to read her mind. “That
blanket will be your only covering from now on, so be careful
with it. You pee in it, you’ll be wearing it for days.”
She glared at him, anger closing her mouth
in a hard line.
She remembered the cabin was a good hour’s
drive out of St. Anne’s into the woods. She wondered
if she would be able to make it.
After about half an hour she was in such
agony, she could hardly think. She decided to give him his
fucking apology. “Ok. I’m sorry I got out of the
truck, and I’m sorry about my language. So can I pee
now? Please?”
Marc looked at her sideways. “You call
that begging? We’ll have to work on that I see.”
He paused a moment before continuing. “Because your
begging lacked any hint of sincerity, you are going to provide
a small service for me.”
He stopped the car and grabbed the blanket,
tossing it into the back. “It’s been ages since
I got any satisfying sex from you. I want a blowjob.”
He opened his fly and pulled out his cock. It was hard and
straight. Rebecca could hardly believe it! She felt a hot
thrill of excitement race through her body, the pressure in
her bladder only adding to her arousal. Nevertheless, she
was not going to give in that easily.
“Are you out of your mind? Here? I’m
naked and I have to pee and you want a blowjob?”
“It’s your own fault you’re
naked. I’m offering you a way to make up for it, and
you’re resisting. I keep giving you choices, Becky.
This one is simple. If you want to pee, it’s a blowjob,
beg nicely, or I can take you back to the bus. What’s
it going to be?”
Rebecca felt like her whole body was on fire.
She was shivering and burning at the same time. Her skin crawled.
She couldn’t choose the bus now. This had become a battle
of wills. She knew what he was trying to do and he wasn’t
going to win. She would show him how much she could take without
giving in. She would not beg, that’s for damn sure,
and it had been such a long time. So the blowjob seemed like
the best option to get what she wanted. Besides, she would
give him the best blowjob he’d ever had. His come would
spurt so high they’d have to clean it off the windshield.
He would regret ignoring her for so many months.
“All right, I’ll do it.”
Marc reached over and slid the passenger
seat all the way back. “On the floor,” he commanded.
Rebecca slipped onto the floor as Marc crawled over to her
side. He straddled her and Rebecca reached forward to take
him into her mouth. Suddenly she felt his hands in her hair.
He pulled her in and started to fuck her mouth. Becky gagged
as his cock pounded into the back of her throat. Her reflex
almost caused her to lose control of her bladder, but Marc
pulled her back and forth in a steady rhythm she quickly adapted
to.
Rebecca felt her own arousal growing. She
really wanted to climb on top of this premier erection and
get her own release. Her cunt was dripping and swollen around
the thin ribbon of her thong. She tried to exert some control,
to play with her tongue the way she knew he liked. It was
starting to have the desired result. His cock was throbbing
and his grip on her hair was faltering. She reached up to
his balls with one hand and down to her clit with the other.
Yes, any minute now, he will throw back his head and scream
his release. She might even swallow it. She rubbed her clit
hard and fast.
Instead, he tightened his grip in her hair
and pulled her off his cock. “That’s enough.”
He opened the car door. “Ok, out you get. Be quick.”
Rebecca was caught off balance. She knew
he was close to coming. God, she was close too! Why had he
quit? She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and collected
her wits.
“Marc, I’m naked! I can’t
get out like this! Give me your coat!”
“Rebecca, I have driven all night.
I’m tired and hungry and I’ve had enough of your
rudeness and your complaints. You only get the blanket and
I’m not going to let you get it wet. If you want to
pee, Becky, do it now. No one will come along to see you.
Or you can wait till we get to the cabin; it’s only
another half hour or so.”
Filled with frustration, Rebecca scrabbled
out of the truck and hurried under a large pine. The big branches
shielded her from the rain as she pulled off her thong and
crouched to pee. The scent of her urine mixed with the fragrance
of the pine tree as her long, hot stream soaked into the soft
ground. Her throbbing clit burned with release and she felt
a lovely gentle orgasm shudder through her body.
She started to cry quietly with the relief.
She needed to think. The thong was the only thing available
to wipe herself with but she couldn’t stand to carry
it back to the truck. She dropped it in the needles. Part
of her wanted to stay under the welcoming boughs, but she
was cold and wet so she hurried back to the truck and jumped
inside. A small voice in her head was grateful Marc had not
locked her out. He passed her the blanket when she closed
the door.
“Thanks,” she said softly.
“You’re welcome.” Marc
put the car in gear and they drove the rest of the way in
silence. Rebecca lost in her thoughts. What was going on with
her? She was always in control of everything, but nothing
had gone right since dinner last night. She thought she would
wake up in her own driveway, but instead, she found herself
naked in the rain peeing under a tree! The worse part was
that orgasm. It was truly wonderful, even such a small and
gentle one. It was the best she’d had in too long to
remember. Her husband had turned into a monster and her traitorous
body thought it was the sexiest thing in the world!
She looked at him carefully as her body warmed
up again. She remembered how sexy and exciting she had found
him when they were courting. He still had a full head of dark
hair with just a bit of grey at the temples. His unshaven
face made him look so much like his voyageur ancestors. A
small sliver of a thought crept into her mind. Over the past
few months Marc had distanced himself from her. She had been
rude and obnoxious and he had kept giving her more ‘space’
until they were hardly living in the same house anymore, until
all she felt for her husband was distain at his weakness and
despair at his indifference. Her behaviour really had been
horrible last night, and she should have listened to him at
the gas station, but his reactions were completely new and
different today. He was showing strength and power. She wasn’t
afraid. She knew the instant she wanted to leave, Marc would
take her, but she’d be damned if she’d run away
until she found out what was going on here.
When they got to the cabin, Marc pulled the
rain slicker over his head.
“Wait here,” he commanded and
he fetched the groceries out of the back of the truck. He
made a couple of trips then opened the passenger door, holding
his coat open for her to shelter underneath. They ran to the
porch then quickly inside.
The cabin was small but snug and comfortable.
A couple of chairs, a bookcase filled with three generations
of favourite tomes and a table were in the main room. The
tiny kitchen was at the back behind the massive wood stove
and a ladder led to the sleeping loft above. Rebecca sourly
remembered there was no bathroom in this cabin. The outhouse
was a short walk out back.
“Unpack the groceries, Becky. I’ll
get the fire going then we can have breakfast.” He started
to arrange the wood. Rebecca wrapped the blanket closer around
her shoulders and went to the kitchen. Marc had bought a good
supply of food, flour, sugar, coffee, and plenty of canned
goods. Even some eggs, fresh fruit and veggies, though these
would not last too long without refrigeration. She greedily
bit into an apple as she unpacked, savouring the sweet wetness.
This was a hunting cabin. Marc had once spent
an entire winter up here all alone. He knew the surrounding
land intimately and Rebecca had no worries that they would
be perfectly well provisioned. There was always the possibility
of an early snowfall trapping them there, but it wasn’t
as if they had children to worry about. They didn’t
even have a cat. The stove flared to life under Marc’s
expert touch and the cabin was soon toasty warm.
When Rebecca returned to the main room, she
noticed some changes. Most of the furniture was missing for
one thing. She looked around for her suitcase and couldn’t
see it anywhere. There was only a single chair left and Marc
was sitting in it.
“Do I get my clothes?” Rebecca
asked carefully as she pulled her blanket closer.
“Maybe… later… when you’ve
earned it.” His dark eyes sparkled mischievously and
Becky could feel her cunt throb at his words.
“For now, get me some breakfast. The
apple you took will hold you for a while. If you need anything
else to eat, ask me first.”
“What?! Marc, I only had an apple.
I’m still hungry.”
“Yes, I know. But understand this,
my girl, I control everything.” Marc got up and approached
her. He was a big man. Rebecca had forgotten how powerfully
built he was. “Your only choice is obey or ask to leave.
I don’t know how much clearer I can be. And another
thing, this is my cabin and you are my wife, all mine.”
His finger traced her delicate jaw. “You will address
me as Sir.” His words were low and dangerously quiet
as he towered over her. Her hands were hot and her belly was
on fire. She fought an overwhelming desire to drop to her
knees and held his eyes.
“Now quit your whining and get my breakfast.
The cabin is warm enough now, and this will just get in the
way.” Marc took the blanket, leaving her completely
naked. He turned her to face the kitchen and gave her a little
push. “Besides you have a lovely body and I like to
look at it.”
Rebecca blushed as she moved to the kitchen
and crossed her arms over her chest trying to cover herself.
“Stop. Don’t do that. I want
to see your breasts. I think I will keep the cabin warm enough
so you don’t need the blanket at all. Perhaps later,
if you’re good, I’ll fuck you.”
Her traitorous body answered him with a hot
wetness between her legs again. It had been months, perhaps
longer, since the thought of sex with Marc had made her feel
so hot! Now she had felt this twice in one morning! She could
feel his eyes follow her into the kitchen.
Rebecca was an excellent cook but her mind
was elsewhere. She scorched the toast and the eggs were a
bit dry. She served it anyway, but Marc took one bite of the
eggs and put down his fork. He picked up the toast and turned
it from side to side.
“This is not up to your usual standards,
Rebecca.” Marc’s voice was quiet, icy calm.
Rebellion, fear and anger flared in her,
“Well then, cook it yourself!”
“Don’t you dare use that tone
with me!” Marc thundered to his feet, knocking the chair
over and looked at Rebecca hard. She felt like a knife had
been plunged into her belly, the anger radiating from him
was palpable.
Marc clenched his fists once, closed his
eyes and took a deep breath. When he opened them again he
just reached for his rain slicker and stalked out.
Rebecca just stood there, feeling much more
naked than she had just a few moments ago. It didn’t
take long though and he was back. He hung up his rain slicker
and turned to face her.
“I’m sorry, Becky. I lost my
temper. I’m tired, and this is not easy for me either,
but those are just reasons, not an excuse. But I will promise
you it will never happen again. I swear on all that is holy,
I will control myself. If I get angry, and I probably will,
I will deal with it and control it.” Marc took another
deep breath and continued. “Now, on that note, I think
I had better sleep. You can eat the breakfast. Please do not
wake me.” Then he climbed up to the loft and went to
sleep.
Rebecca was alone with her thoughts and feelings
for the first time since they arrived at the cabin. To say
she was confused was a gross understatement. She needed to
think but couldn’t get her brain to function. Everything
she thought she understood about their relationship was out
the window. Part of her said that Marc had lost his mind and
she should just get out, but whenever she considered that
option, her body would stop her. He had never lied to her,
never given her the least inclination that he did not mean
exactly what he said. And clearly her body was responding
to this ‘new’ Marc in ways she thought long dead.
A growl from her stomach reminded her of
Marc’s instruction to eat. As she picked at the remains
of the breakfast, a thought occurred to her that turned the
egg in her mouth to ash. This was actually one of her oldest
fantasies. She had never told a soul, hadn’t even thought
about it herself in over ten years. When she was very young,
just at the dawn of her sexual awakening, she had a recurring
dream of being abducted by pirates and kept as a slave in
a small cabin. Of course, in her dream it was a cabin on a
ship rather than a cabin in the woods, but the rest was the
same. All it needed now was for Marc to chain her to the deck
at night!
Suddenly she wasn’t the least bit hungry
and the cabin was far too warm. She needed to do something,
anything to keep her from chewing her fingernails to the quick.
She had always used housecleaning as a form of meditation,
so she hunted around for the broom and mop and gave the tiny
cabin a good scrub down.
She was just finishing and had regained her
composure when she heard Marc rousing in the loft. He was
talking on the Cell phone, but she couldn’t make out
his words. By the time he descended from the loft she had
a pot of soup simmering on the wood stove and the cabin was
spotless.
After lunch, Marc sat in the chair and Becky
made a pillow out of the blanket at his feet. Her heart swelled
with pride when he praised her cooking and she found herself
honestly grateful when he told her she could pour herself
some coffee. But she declined food. She was still feeling
pretty shaky. He allowed her to borrow his rain slicker to
make the trek to the outhouse but retrieved it when she got
back inside, rubbing her body vigorously to warm her up again.
They talked all afternoon as the rain continued.
She found herself telling him things she thought long buried.
She spoke of her grandmother and how much she missed her,
her fractious relationship with her sisters and her distain
for her mother. All her fears about her job came out. How
she knew at some point they would find fault with her and
fire her, even though she was the top producer in her division.
She finally told him about her fantasy. She cried more than
once and Marc comforted her and stroked her hair. Never once
did he ridicule her or try to get her to stop.
Eventually, Marc lit the gas lamps as dusk
fell and Becky asked if she could make him some dinner. Marc
smiled as he agreed. He opened a bottle of wine, poured a
single glass and corked it again. When she brought him his
plate, he pulled her down beside him.
“You have done enough today, Becky.
Now I will take care of you. No. Don’t touch, I’ll
feed you.” He poked a piece of the food with his fork
and held it to her lips. She reached forward and took it delicately
between her teeth, her eyes never leaving his face. He licked
his lips and gave her anther piece. After they had finished
the plate, Marc gave her a sip of wine, and went to get more
food.
Conversation stopped as Rebecca was too aroused
by being fed to talk. Her skin crawled. She wanted to be touched
but was afraid to ask for it. Marc, too, seemed disinclined
to talk, content simply to share the food and wine.
When the meal was done, Marc dipped his finger
in the last drop of wine and traced a lazy, wet path from
her neck down to her breasts. He circled one nipple, then
the other, while he watched her face carefully. Rebecca thought
she would swoon. She closed her eyes and parted her lips hoping
for a kiss. Marc smiled, reached down and kissed her on the
cheek.
“Clean up the kitchen and bring me
some tea,” he whispered into her ear as he stood up
and tugged on his trousers. He reached for his rain slicker
and headed for the outhouse. Becky swayed with the touch and
took a deep breath. She was so hot. Why wouldn’t he
touch her? Today had started so badly, but then this afternoon
had been wonderful. She couldn’t remember ever being
so comfortable and happy with Marc, despite sitting naked
on the floor, or perhaps because of it. But she really wanted
to be fucked. Didn’t he say he would fuck her if she
were good? Maybe things hadn’t changed that much after
all. How many nights had she gone to bed wanting to be touched
and not feeling anything? Now her whole body was aflame. She
thought he wanted her. No, she knew he wanted her, that bulge
in his pants could only mean one thing. But she had no idea
why he was walking away. Rebecca wiped the tears from her
cheeks as she went to make the tea, using the familiar movements
to build her armour again.
When they finished the tea, Marc looked at
her thoughtfully.
“So you’ve managed to get through
the whole day without asking to be taken to the bus. Not bad,
Rebecca. Not bad at all.”
“There, you see? I can act like a good
girl when I have to. So can I get my clothes back now?”
“Yes, I see that you can. And no, you
can’t have clothes yet. I told you I like to see you
naked. Tomorrow we ramp things up, but now it’s time
for bed. You haven’t earned the right to sleep with
me yet, so you can stay down here, by the fire. Don’t
let it go out.” Marc headed for the loft.
“Marc?!? Hey! I don’t understand.
Why can’t I sleep in the bed? Come on. Be nice.”
“Well, I suppose it’s only fair
for you to know. I told you this morning you are to address
me as Sir. You have not. My breakfast was poorly cooked, yet
you served it anyway…” Marc continued to list
all the small things she had done during the day. It was a
long list. With each item, Rebecca had to agree she had not
given her best. She was angry he was being so picky and amazed
he was paying such close attention.
“Now, it occurs to me that I haven’t
been clear in my expectations, so I won’t punish you
for these things today, but I will tomorrow. It’s too
bad really; I was going to enjoy fucking you. Good night,
Becky.” And with that, Marc climbed the ladder.
His words made her sway. He was denying both
of them, and for what? A well cooked piece of toast?
“What am I supposed to sleep on?”
she called after him.
A pillow and a quilt came tumbling down on
her head. Becky gave a big sigh then her anger took hold once
more. Punish! Who does he think he is! We’ll see about
that! She banked the woodstove and arranged her bedding. The
quilt was big and thick and the floor clean, but even though
she was quite comfortable, it took a long time to fall asleep.
Too much had happened today to make sleep easy.
The morning dawned bright and cold. Becky
added wood to the stove and huddled into her quilt until the
tiny cabin warmed up enough for her to crawl out of her cocoon
and get some coffee on. Then she heated a large kettle of
water to give herself a sponge bath.
After breakfast, Marc sat her down and explained
to her the new rules. He was making up for his lack of detail
the day before. He told her exactly how he expected her to
behave and how she was to keep the cabin. Everything from
how he liked his coffee and how to arrange the cans in the
cupboard to how to ask to go to the outhouse.
“Do you think you can remember all
that?” He asked when he had finished.
“Of course I can.” Becky cast
him a quick glance, “Sir.” The word almost caught
in her throat. She found herself wondering how closely he
was going to pay attention to all those details and decided
she better tread carefully.
Marc smiled. “Good, because I’ll
punish you if you mess up. Now let me look at you. Stand up.”
Becky stood, feeling more self-conscious
now than in all the years of their marriage. He had always
seen her naked, but never in this obviously appraising way.
Becky held herself a bit higher and pulled in her tummy.
“Hands behind your head, elbows back.
Good. Now turn around. Slowly. I want to see everything. Stop.”
Becky was facing away from him when he stopped
her. She was blushing furiously, her hands hot and wet.
“Lovely.” Marc’s finger
traced a slow line down her back and over the swell of her
hips before stopping to cup her ass. “Truly lovely and
all mine. Spread the legs. A bit more.”
Becky could not disobey if she wanted to
at this point. Her body really was his and was responding
directly to his commands. If the humiliation didn’t
kill her, the arousal just might. Her cunt was throbbing and
her belly clenched. His hands ran up the backs of her legs
and she shivered.
“Hold still, girl. I want to see more
of my property. Bend over.” With one hand on her back
he pushed her head down. “Are you enjoying this? No,
don’t talk. I’ll see for myself.” His fingers
ran up the inside of her legs and along her cunt slit. She
was wet. She could feel her juices cool on her skin. “Yes,
I see you are. I’ve just thought of a couple of more
rules for you. I want your body always available to me. Keep
your lips always slightly open. Never cross your legs or your
arms.” His finger dipped into her cunt. Becky felt his
breath on her ass. God, he was so close. She heard him breathing
deeply. His voice was low, almost a growl. “Ummm, delicious.
I think I will just throw out all your panties. I never want
this covered up again.” His free hand reached up and
grabbed her breasts as they hung over. Becky swayed finding
it difficult to keep her balance. “Ok, up.” He
came around in front of her.
Becky straightened and released her hands.
Marc’s fingers were still deep inside her and he pulled
her tight against his body. The roughness of his clothing
felt so delicious on her skin. Becky remembered the new rule
and kept her lips parted. Marc grabbed her by the hair and
kissed her roughly, taking possession of her mouth. She submitted
to the urgency of her passion, pressing herself even closer
to her husband’s body, his cock rigid and insistent
against her belly.
“Remember, at any time, you can tell
me to stop and I will. You just say St. Anne and off you go.
But as long as you are here,” his voice dropped to a
low, dangerous whisper, “I’m going to fuck you.”
Becky felt herself being forced to her knees
still facing the wall. A terrible feeling of longing and emptiness
washed over her as he withdrew his fingers from her cunt.
“Very beautiful. Although I don’t
recall giving you permission to drop your hands.”
Becky quickly laced her fingers behind her
head and spread her knees.
“Wait.” The command sounded like
one he would give to a dog. Becky could hear Marc move around
the cabin, her awareness sharpened, her whole body reaching
for him. Finally his footsteps came up behind her and she
was plunged into darkness as a scarf was tied around her eyes.
“Up you get.” Marc’s strong
hands helped her to her feet and turned her around. She took
a few steps before he forced her to her knees on the softness
of the quilt then was pushed face down over a pillow, lifting
her ass slightly. Marc quickly lashed her wrists together
behind her back.
“This body is my playground today.
You will not be allowed the least bit of control.”
Becky tried to resist at first, but it was
too much. Having her hands tied and her sight taken away had
focussed all her awareness on the careful and systematic arousal
he was practicing on her body. He started at her feet and
covered every part of her with bites and kisses, all the while
murmuring commentary on her beauty and desirability. She felt
treasured for the first time in years. He fed her sensations
of pleasure and pain; a long caress, gentle probing of her
various openings, kisses, bites and pinches. No part of her
body was immune to his attentions.
Just when she thought she would explode,
he untied her hands and turned her onto her back. The weight
of his body pressed her into the quilt as he lifted her hands
above her head and lashed her hands together again. She had
no idea what he had tied her to, but a quick testing tug proved
she was not going anywhere. He continued taking inventory
of her body. She was aflame with passion and thrust her hips
up in clear invitation. She wanted to feel him inside her
body. She wanted to be filled.
“I’m going to mark you.”
His voice was almost a whisper as he sucked the skin of her
throat into his mouth. Becky writhed with the delicious torment.
Hickies! He was giving her a necklace of hickies! She could
feel his cock hard between her thighs and tried to distract
him from his task by squeezing her thighs together. He answered
her attempts with a low laugh and pushed her thighs apart
easily.
“You will have to learn to ask for
what you need!” He continued placing his marks on her
throat, each one pushing Becky’s passion higher.
“Fuck me, Marc,” Becky gasped.
A slap landed on her breast. “You call
me Sir. Remember? Do not presume to use my name until I give
you permission.” Marc pressed his weight harder into
her belly and took another bit of skin into his mouth.
Becky was shocked at the pain, but it only
fed her passion higher. She was so close to coming. He was
holding her on the edge and she needed release.
“Please.” It was almost a whisper,
more of a moan.
“Ummm? What was that?” Marc finished
with her neck and started on her breasts. Little bites all
around her soft mounds while he held her nipples tightly between
his fingernails.
“Oh, God!” She tried to move
away from him, and towards him. “I want you in me. Just
fuck me. Please!”
“Can’t hear you.” His fingers
tightened on her nipples. Becky screamed her passion and pain
bucking beneath him in a futility of effort.
“Please, Sir! I need… ah! I need
you…” She could hardly believe what was coming
out of her mouth, but it felt so right. Suddenly, something
snapped inside her. She started babbling her pleas, pushing
her body into her husband’s, thrashing under him, pulling
at her bonds. She did need him; all of him. This was her completion.
She was a wild thing completely out of control, but safe in
his arms. He held her tightly, his cock throbbing between
her legs. She pulled against her bonds trying to move her
cunt closer to his cock.
“You are mine. Say it!” His voice
was an anchor in the tempest of her passion.
“Yes! I’m yours! All yours! Please!
Take me! Fill me! Please, oh God! Please! I need you…”
She felt his cock push against her cunt.
She stopped thrashing, gasping for breath, pulling her legs
as far apart as she could, hoping and praying for him to enter
her hard and fast.
He held her with his cock just barely in.
“Do you give yourself to me?”
“Yes, oh yes. Absolutely. Please.”
She had ceased to be Rebecca and was just a need to be filled.
A single hard, brutal thrust sent her into
screaming climax. She clamped down on him as her world exploded
into colour. He pulled back and let her catch her breath for
just a moment.
“I accept you.”
His thrusts were hard, deep and deliberate,
each one stripping more of her away. She climaxed several
times by the time Marc pulled out and flipped her back onto
her stomach. With a quick movement, her hands were released
and re-tied behind her back. She felt battered and used, filled
and fulfilled. He spread her ass cheeks, opening her. He pushed
his cock deep into her again then straddled her legs, pinning
them together. He was deep inside her as she rode the waves
of sensation. Something probed at her anus and instinctively
she stiffened. She was answered by a spank on her ass.
“Open for me, slut.”
Becky relaxed and the intrusion filled her
further. She was impaled, completely overwhelmed and climaxing
again. He had her absolutely and she submitted to his use.
He was her universe and each sensation he gifted her with
simply drove her higher. He fucked her for a long time. Becky
floated, hardly aware of the pounding of her body and the
eventual release of her husband.
Afterward, they lay entwined in the afterglow
of their lovemaking; warm and satiated. Marc stroked her hair
and her arms, gently touching her new necklace of marks.
“You did very well. Such a good girl.
Such a perfect slut. Now I want one more thing from you.”
Becky could not imagine what more he would
want from her. She felt like she had given him everything,
her body and soul, but it was ok. She had never felt such
passion and, if she was honest, such contentment. She had
even stopped being conscious of her nakedness. She looked
at him in expectation, almost losing herself in his lovely,
dark eyes.
“I want your name. Just as I stripped
you of your clothes, I am stripping you of your name.”
The girl felt like she was falling, but the
rightness of it held her. She was safe with him. He would
take care of her.
“Yes, Sir.” She smiled as he
kissed her gently. “Will I get it back?”
“Perhaps… later. Or perhaps I
will give you a new one.”
They just finished decorating the Christmas tree when Marc
picked up the phone to dial the number Stephen had given him
before they left the manor. It had been a hard week at the
cabin but worth every tear. There had been setbacks, of course,
but after that first lovemaking, the path was set and there
was no turning back. Of course it helped to be able to call
the manor and get some advice from Master Stephen when he
had run out of ideas. When she finally submitted, fully and
deeply, it had been truly awesome. Marc was a bit scared of
the level of responsibility he had taken on, but knew she
was worth it.
He had given her the name Raissa and she
thanked him fully and sincerely; her pride and happiness clear.
She was still Becky in public of course, but at home she was
Raissa and he was Sir. For the past two months they worked
hard integrating this new dynamic into their regular lives,
but it had worked. So far. Now it was time for the next step.
The phone rang a few times before it was
answered.
“Hello, Alexander Waring here.”
“Hello, Mr. Waring. My name is Marc
Ducharmes. Stephen Rutka gave me your name. I was wondering
if I could speak to you about some submissive training for
my wife, Raissa.”
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