Sept. 26, 2000
Today was pretty boring, I didn't do much but clean. My best friend Lala came over and visited for a while. I always love it when she comes to visit. She has the uncanny knack to make everything fun. I don't know what tonight will lead to. Whatever it is I just hope to have Fun.

Sept. 27, 2000

Well today was the same old thing, get up, go to work, come home and relax. Then at 10:00pm go do Kareeokee with my friends. I was so tired when I came home I wasn't sure I was gonna go. Boy am I glad I did. We always go to the club Faces, for Kareeokee. My friends:Rob, Jessica, Damien, and I (and sometimes Lala). Well I was shocked when I arrived to sing. The Kareeokee bar had become The Poontang Ranch. In order to raise money for Breast Cancer they had made it Domination Kareeokee for the night. At first I was completely shocked, I came pretty close to freaking out. But after I relaxed and talked to my friends, I loosened up enough to get up and sing. I sang :Gypsies, Tramps and Thieves, and Leaving On a Jet Plane. I must admit it is weird to sing from a bed. But It was fabulous. I hope they do it again soon.

Sept. 28,2000

Now the only words to describe my day today is STRANGE!I only got about 4 hours worth of sleep, so I was totally unready to wake up and go to work. So anyway I woke up, and did all the getting ready stuff. When I put on my shirt though I got bitten by a spider (let me tell you that freakin hurt). Well I didn't think much of it, so I just went to work. I was at work maybe an hour when I realized my arm was hurting so I looked at it and all around the bite was purple "Yuck". So my boss told me to go to the hospital. Which I did. Thank god my moms a nurse. She took one look at it and said it was a normal reaction and then told me to put meat tenderizer on it. I was totally confused. I mean what good is meat tenderizer? But I did it anyway and ya know what it works. You just mix it with water till it's a thick paste and leave it on for an hour and it sucks out all the toxins. Totally Cool HUH! So today was a definate learning experience.

Sept. 29, 2000

OK. Today was boring to the extreme. One of the highlights of my day was taking my morning break with Chuck. He is soo sweet. I just can't feel bad when I am around him. Lunch was cool too though. I got a new skirt, and got to hang out with my aunt. She is the bomb. After work I went to Arden Mall with my mom and sister. We window shopped, talked and just had fun. I found a pair of jeans with rhinestones and silver studs. Oh my god they were the bomb. But unfortunately I couldn't get them. I looked at the pictures from last Saturday's Rocky and have come to the realization that I do NOT photograph well. But there's nothing I can do about that, so Que Sera Sera. I can only hope that I look better in any pics taken of me tonight. I have been working really hard on losing weight. In the past 2 weeks I have lost 15 pounds. I know that doesn't sound like much, but when looking at the numbers on a scale it seems like a lot more. My goal is to lose 75 pounds altogether. So far I have lost 30. So there's a long way to go, but I know I can do it.

Oct. 5, 2000

I know I haven't written in a while, but till last night/this morning nothing exciting has happened to me. But Now!!! Ohhh. I went to Faces for Kareokee like I do every Wed. night. But last night was unlike any other night I've been there. I met a guy. Well not just any guy an amazingly handsome guy who actually is interested in me. ME! Oh it was amazing. He is in the airforce, and just ohh my god. Lets just say I look forward to seeing him again. Now don't get me wrong I'm not looking for a relationship, but It's nice to be desired. Lately I have felt soo ugly and unattractive, but after last night, I feel beautiful again, and I must say it's very nice.

Oct. 25, 2000

I haven't been writing for a while now, cause I have been too depressed. For a while I thought I had it all figured out, then bam the s**t hit the fan, life gets turned upside down, and you can't figure out why everything has happened. People say "everything happens for a reason." That is bull. I think the powers that be do crappy things just to see how we react. We are like bugs under a microscope. One of these days we will no longer interest them and then they will smoosh us with as little concern as you give an ant you step on. Until then it's up to us to make lemmonade with all the lemmons we are given.

Nov. 29, 2000

There has been so much happening in my life recently, that I never seem to get a chance to update this Journal, it seems I am always playing catch up. Well let me say that I am no longer single. I have met a wonderful guy named Josh and we are now seeing each other. We have spent a lot of time together over the last three weeks, and I have come to a conclusion. Guys are confusing. I don't think they try to be on purpose, I just think it's part of their genetic make-up that makes it impossible for girls to understand what they are thinking. I'm not saying that girls are any different, I mean most guys have no clue as to what we are thinking, I just think that that is part of the reason we are so attractive to each other. It's the element of surprise and mystery. I find it strange that I come to this conclusion the day before my 22nd birthday, but I guess it goes to show that age can make you wiser. Well I will talk more tomorrow, I am definately curious as to what I will get for my birthday. I hope it turns out better than last years.

Jan. 27,2002

Well it has been quite some time since I have been able to write. Of course lots of stuff has happened. I'm dating a wonderfull guy, Rocky has closed for a while till we find a new theatre, and I am now playing Masquerade, which is a Vampire game. Masquerade is really fun I love the whole atmosphere most of the time. Sometimes a game can go bad for a night, which is what happened last night.
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