一塊塊的招牌 大的 小的 長型 方型 不規則型 切割成不同的視覺空間 混亂的 在視網膜後方貼上記憶中的潮濕與悶熱 回到台灣有些日子了 熟悉的 不熟悉的全攪成一堆拼湊起來的圖像 把所有的溫度 和汗水 集中起來 我和妳走在下午一點的忠孝東路上 我的臉有一點結屎 妳的語氣透露著不滿 真要到了夏天 你大概會融在自己的燥熱情緒? 妳說 我對著你笑了笑 企圖掩飾臉上僵硬的線條 真的會讓人發狂的熱 看著你的臉在巨大的陰影底下 我在離妳三公尺的地方等車 212 到了 我沒有多做猶豫的招手 妳跟了上來 一公尺的分隔 妳的嘴唇在熱氣中抖動著 穿透我汗濕的耳膜 好像不太真切的說著 我們下禮拜見面了喔 上了公車 我給了妳 bye bye 的手勢 沒意外的話 我們應該不會在見面了 我坐在最後一排右窗位置 想著 只是 意外經常性的發生 |
| 台北 |
| 4th oct 03 I was reading the book " the death and life of great american cities" it's part of my master studies in Urban studies. than you told me that you might be late for the date tomorrow, which i have been expecting for a long long time. and yet I will have to compromise still. caused you got your own pride. It does not make sense to me. I will have to say it loud, for all those things that happend recently. I know I love you , but it's so crude for me that you want me to make decision. I know time will disolved those issue, and we will have to keep on trying. I will never give up on you, even the situation are not totally frendly, i can never ever resist you under any circumstances. think you are sleeping right now. I just wish you a sweet dream, and kiss you all over in dreams. it's quite late now. I will see you tomorrow for dinner. love you always pp |