Title: Switch3
Author: bonnejeanne (bonnejeanne@yahoo.com) and Vonceia (vonceia@yahoo.com)
Archive: GW Addiction
Category: yaoi, songfic, angst
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: 2x1...?
Warnings: LEMON. AU (alternate universe just like the original GW only a
few things have been... switched!) OOC? You decide.
Spoilers: Series
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing characters and universe are the property of the copyright owners. Our stuff is ours. No money being made here.
Notes: Notes: You asked for it, you got it! Blame: Jeanne, Ravyn, Angel, Shi-chan,
the Lizard Queen, Alan Kim, Matty, Amanda, Fairaday...
The idea for this came from someone on this ML, I just can't find the
email. Won't someone step forward and claim it?
As with all our fics so far, while our goal is to stay as in character as
possible, any discrepancies are our mistakes.
Feedback: Any and all comments, feedback, critiques welcome, be they short or long.
"I thought you said my training was complete," Yuy said flatly. In the memory, everything was flat and bright, like a picture with less color, sound with fewer frequencies. Taught to remember with record-like precision, the depth of details was sometimes sacrificed for the accuracy of the whole.
"It is... except for this," Dr. J answered. "Your decision to masquerade as a boy is not an intelligent one, but I will permit it. You'd be much more effective in your own gender. Females can get things from males without having to do battle. However..." he shrugged.
"Then what's the problem?"
"We can't count on your disguise never being discovered," Dr. J said with his usually maddening logic. "Therefore we must prepare you for what could happen if you are discovered. If you changed you mind... well, we would still have to do some training but it might not be the same. If you go openly as a female, you'd have more control of any possible situations..."
Yuy remembered suppressing something like a sigh. "All right. Then get on with it. I'm not changing my mind."
"Very well. This won't be fun, I'm afraid," Dr. J said in that jovial tone that always indicated something extremely unpleasant was coming. The man seemed to positively revel in tormenting his agent.
As usual, it had been a 'you won't know when it begins' type of test. Yuy was running errands for the doctor, cutting through the seedy neighborhood around the secret labs to bring back an order of Chinese food for the doc and his assistants. The first sign of trouble was when the back entrance usually used by Yuy, a second level window accessed from a partially broken fire escape, was unexpectedly blocked. There could be reasons... but it didn't bode well.
Yuy tried the blockage and determined it was too solid to remove quickly. Have to use the front door then.
The front door was a large, mostly unused warehouse. After hours like this, is was normally deserted, but Yuy was cautious.
No amount of caution would have done much good, however. There were four large men and they were prepared for her. They saw a boy... moving silently through the dark warehouse. On the instructions they'd been given, they didn't play games. Two of them jumped the kid.
The kid... managed to knock both of the attackers away, hurting both of them. But the third guy managed to get a wire garrote around the kid's neck. 'He' froze instantly.
Light came on in the warehouse - a dim grimy bulb. The illumination revealed the four criminal-looking types to Yuy's eyes. Also a fifth figure... the doc.
The leader of the thugs walked from over by Dr. J and examined Yuy, whose eyes burned silently up at him in twin beams of hate.
The two first attackers were cursing, wanting to dish out some payback. The leader waved them off. "You say this scrawny kid is..."
Dr. J answered, "See for yourself. I need my young employee to be taught a lesson. You take care of it, I will pay you handsomely."
The leader looked back at J. "Why would you do that, I wonder? Why not just punish the kid yourself?"
Dr. J raised his mechanical claw arm. "I no longer have the equipment required to do the job," he said. "However, I do plan to watch."
The man laughed. "Yeah... okay." He turned back to Yuy. Pulling out a large, sharp knife, he cut the shirt from the 'boy's' body, revealing the sheath which wrapped Yuy's torso. The man's mouth stretched in a smirk.
Yuy's muscles tensed, but the guy holding the garrote felt the movement and tightened the noose, cutting skin and strangling Yuy. Then he loosened it. "You try anything, I'll cut your fucking head off," he guy growled in Yuy's ear.
Stilling, Yuy gasped, taking in precious air. It was going to be tricky. It would mean waiting until the exact right moment before she could kill each of these men.
Looking up, Yuy met the goggled eyes of Dr. J. She knew was her assignment was. There on the back of his clipboard was a large number 1, in black marker. Terminate with extreme prejudice. The difficulty would be in what she had to endure to get the job done.
The leader lifted her head, looking down into her eyes with a very predatory expression. Taking the big knife, he slid it into the top of the sheath and sliced downwards, catching a little skin at the bottom. Yuy didn't react to the cut, which started bleeding immediately. But the men around her reacted - to the sight of a pair of small, well-shaped breasts freed from confinement.
"So it *is* a girl, or at least from the waist up!" the leader said, and there were some answering laughs to the non-witticism. Yuy could almost smell the testosterone eeking into the air. Animals.
"Omae o korosu," Yuy said in a dead tone to the leader, then added the others by looking at each of them.
Snickers answered this. "Get... 'its' pants off, let's see if it's really a girl," the leader ordered, and two of the men moved eagerly to obey.
"Remember, she's quite strong for her size and age," Dr. J said.
"Keep the noose tight," the leader added. Taking Yuy's face in his hand, he said, "You move, we'll leave you headless... got it?"
Yuy simply stared back as two pairs of hands ripped the shorts and thong from her body, revealing it's trim shape. One of the hands shoved up between her legs immediately, feeling roughly.
"Yeah, it's a girl alright..." the man laughed, his voice thickening.
"Bind her wrists, and somebody keep a grip on the noose at all times," the leader ordered. "Don't worry, old man, we'll make sure your little bitch her gets her lesson in respect for her... male... elders."
"Excellent," Dr. J said, as Yuy's arms were pulled back roughly and a length of wire was twisted around her wrists.
Someday, old man, I am going to kill you, too, Yuy thought.
The men closed around her, large hands grabbing at her flesh, squeezing her breasts. Forced to her knees, one man held the garrote tightly as another brought out his hardening erection, pressing it to her mouth. "Suck, or we'll strangle you unconscious, fuck you and kill you."
Yuy's mouth opened. Few sounds were heard apart from the grunts and coarse taunts and cheers of the crew as they took turns.
Quietly, Dr. J took out a stopwatch and started it running.
Face pressed to the floor, ass raised up on her knees, Yuy felt her body rip as the first of the men took her. "Shit, this kid is a virgin... was a virgin I mean," the man crowed triumphantly. "Oh god... it's so tight... damn..."
"Is it good?"
"Yeah... it's great... like fuckin' a boy only wetter... I think she's getting off on this..."
Yuy waited until the last of the four men finished inside her. Lulled by her lack of resistance, and paying more attention to the good time they intended to keep having with their little captive, the man holding the noose slackened his grip.
Ten minutes later the bodies of the four men lay sprawled on the warehouse floor.
Dr. J clicked the stopwatch, and made a note on the clipboard. He ignored Yuy, who was standing, looking at him, naked, her neck bleeding and bruised, blood splashed along her thighs, other blood on her body.
"That took too long," Dr. J said. "You wasted time on needless brutality. Ripping that man's arm off and beating him with it, for example, was not very efficient."
"It felt good," Yuy said in a low voice. Her eyes fastened on the mechanical claw.
"Now, now, get rid of those ideas," Dr. J said quickly. "You agreed to this."
"Yes," Yuy said.
"Get rid of the bodies. Then you can take four hours for rest time. Be back in the lab tomorrow morning," Dr. J instructed. "I need to examine you. Then you will go on to the next part of the training."
Yuy closed her eyes, going to the next memory, and the next, like a old-time slide show... trying use them as insulation against a more recent memory - the memory of Duo Maxwell's body next to hers, inside hers.
It was bound to happen, and it did. Yuy was blowing up a supply base when the big black-trimmed Gundam known as Deathscythe appeared.
"You're mine now!" Duo's voice came over the comm.
The L2 pilot did not notice the reinforcement troops behind him.
Raising the big beam cannon, Yuy pointed it right at Duo, who readied his weapons for battle. The shot went wide... hitting the approaching Aries that was about to assault Deathscythe.
"Now we're even," Yuy said, taking off. There was no reason to be so pleased about the encounter. No reason at all.
Yuy felt her heart sink as she saw the news broadcast on her cockpit screen, with the video of the destruction of the transport plane, and the announcer telling how the Gundams had destroyed the plan carrying the alliance's peace advocates. "How.... oh god... I fucked this totally up..."
Yuy didn't expect to make it off the New Edwards Base. Shutting down the missile self-destruct had bought them time, but she knew Wing did not have the fuel to escape. She was totally caught by surprise when Duo Maxwell's voice came over the comm. "Bring it over here, I have a transport waiting for you."
Operating on automatic, she took Wing to the indicated area on the runway and loaded the Gundam on the transport plane. "I'm in," she said to the radio, and made her way forward as the transport took off. Maxwell got the heavy vehicle off the runway in spite of the messed up condition of the surface. Yuy dropped into the co-pilot's seat and stared out the window.
Duo sat back in the pilot's chair and stared straight ahead. All he had left was the feeling of being pissed off. It was a few minutes into the flight when he realized that his passenger only bore a small portion of that. "Hey," he said, checking the controls, "Don't sweat it. We all got a little fucked back there."
Yuy continued to stare out the window. "I took out the objective," she said in a low voice. "I saw the Oz insignia. I never hesitated. I'm not supposed to." One hand curled into a fist, which she brought down hard on her own thigh. "And they knew that."
Duo sighed. "Yes, they did," he said, noting the impact to Yuy's thigh, "They knew exactly what would happen. Now all we gotta do is find 'em and destroy them." He looked down at Yuy and could not suppress a feeling of desire. 'Keep it in your pants, man,' he thought. 'Don't forget, this is the same ...person that fucked you, then fucked you again.' Even so, Duo had a hard time holding on to the grudge. He remembered how she felt and how she had touched him. He shifted in the chair a little.
Yuy was oblivious. The feeling of failure was so overwhelming she could not get through it. She didn't even think about where the plane was going. Everything in her mind was focused on playing and replaying the destruction of the Oz jet.
Duo stole another glance at Yuy and noticed that her focus had not changed. 'So much for the Romeo bit,' he thought. "You don't lose very often, do you?" he said.
"Never," she said softly. "I'm not trained to lose."
"Neither am I, pal, but it happens. Any battle you walk away from gives you another round to make it right," he said.
"How many dead Oz soldiers will it take to bring those on the plane back to life?" Yuy said in a dead tone.
Duo grit his teeth. "They don't come back, but they knew what they were getting into when they signed up," he said. "So did you. We're all walking dead. The only that matters are the civilians."
Having no answer for this, Yuy simply continued to stare out the window in silence.
For a moment, Duo struggled with himself. He wanted to ask questions. He wanted to talk and hear Yuy talk back. Dead air gave him the creeps. Finally, he took a breath and then took the plunge. "Ok, I know it's off limits, but there's only us up here and I .... I would like to know what I did to piss you off or what happened back at the shop?" he said, feeling on edge.
Yuy didn't answer right away. Finally, she said, "You didn't do anything. I had a mission. I had to accomplish it by any means necessary."
Duo frowned as he listened to Yuy's answer. "I'm not talking about you ripping the guts out of my Gundam," he said, "I'm talking about what happened with you jumping me in the dark and then taking off for parts unknown... And I'm damned sure sex had nothing to do with your mission."
"Oh that," Yuy said. "That was... an aberration."
"What?! An aberration?" Duo exclaimed, "You come into my room, rip off my clothes and fuck me, and then you kiss me and go. Now, I don't usually stick around for more than twenty-four hours myself, but if I was ... well say, like that poof on the dock, there might have been a slender chance I could have gotten hurt," he said.
She turned at look at him. "Hurt?"
Duo turned to look at her, the frown deepening on his face. "Yeah, hurt. Like I might have liked you or something? I might have wanted to talk to you, exchange war stories, whatever," he said, looking at Yuy.
"You mean... feelings? Emotions?" Yuy turned back to look out the window again. "Not an option."
Duo's eyes widened. "So, fucking is an option, but feelings are off limits?" he asked, totally baffled.
"It's just a physical activity," Yuy said. "It doesn't mean anything."
"Oh," Duo replied. "Just physical. Where did you learn that?"
Yuy turned to look at him again, expression blank. "Training."
Duo's eyebrows rose and he felt an almost rebuke at the one word explanation. A part of his mind thought, 'Who in hell would train someone to think that way? And who would buy it?' Then another thought occurred to him, that maybe the person next to him did not exactly start off on the same foot as he thought everyone else did. "Ok. Your training, in this area, sucks. Better off not to indulge and if you do, there are always consequences."
"I know," Yuy said. "That *was* my training. I told you it was an aberration." She turned back to the window. "I fucked it up," she said. "I wanted you."
Duo's head tilted as he heard her answer the next question he had. "Oh," he said, "That's good. I wanted you to, so I guess we both had an aberration, there. Damned good aberration, though."
Yuy made a soft sound. "It was good sex."
Duo smiled. "You know, that sounds very... um neat and clinical. Don't you ever loosen up? Stargaze? Go on a picnic?" he asked.
"What for?"
Duo rolled his eyes. He looked back at Yuy and shook his head. "I guess doing things because they're fun is right out for you, huh?" he said.
"I did that, with you, for fun," she said. "Even you admit it was a mistake."
"I was only agreeing with your definition. I don't think it was a mistake. I enjoyed it.. a lot."
"Then what's the problem?"
"The problem is, I kept thinking about it. I kept thinking about you. I still *am* thinking about you. So, strike me down, I'm having one of those 'feelings' that people have, for you. Don't you have those? Or did training take care of that as well?" he asked.
"Mostly," she said. Then she turned at looked at him. Those big violet blue eyes...
"Do you want to have sex?" she asked.
Duo looked at Yuy and scratched his head in incomprehension. "Uh.. no.. I mean, yes. Yes I do want to have sex with you, but.. I mean, how does this affect you?"
"Land the plane."
"Huh?" he said.
"We can't have sex while you are flying the plane."
Responding to a more primitive call, Duo looked for a place to land the plane and brought it down from the sky.
Once the plane was down, Yuy unbuckled the seat belt and stood up. "Where do you want to have sex?"
Duo looked out the window and then looked back. 'I'm in the twilight zone,' he thought. He shrugged. "What the hell," he said, "I guess here is about as good a place as any."
Yuy nodded. "Okay," she said, and walked up to him. She put her arms around his neck and began kissing him thoroughly.
Duo kissed back. His hands slid around Yuy, pulling her close. The feel and touch of the slender pilot was captivating and the added factor of familiarity only deepened his passion. Duo felt himself relax as his hand cupped the back of her head. He pressed his mouth harder on Yuy's as he thrust his tongue deeply inside.
Yuy sucked Duo's tongue, feeling the rise of hot and primitive feelings, which felt a lot better than the deadness, and failure of before. She pressed against his body, feeling his solidness and strength. Suddenly she wanted to feel him fully, as she had before.
Pushing away, she pulled off the tank top and then reached behind her to unseal the sheath. Getting it off was almost a sensual experience in itself, since she wore it almost all the time. Then she jerked the shorts and thong off in one motion. Looking up, she moved back towards Duo.
Duo watched as Yuy took off her clothes. His eyes roamed her body and his lips curved into a wicked smile as he saw the angles and curves close up and in the light this time. He stood and slid his arms around her as he kissed her deeply. Then he took a step back and removed his own clothes quickly as he anticipated how good it was going to be to feel her against him again. "Here," he said, taking Yuy's hand and pulling her to the floor.
Yuy joined the braided boy on the floor of the aircraft cockpit. It could have been a pile of trash or the surface of a roadway for all she cared. She kissed his neck, feeling his pulse under the skin, then began kissing her way over his body, chest, nipples, stomach and lower. His body was so clean and beautiful and strong. She wished over and over that she'd been born male, born with a body like this. Her own body seemed awkward and ugly by comparison. Bending over him, she focused on his cock, wanting to taste the skin, the seminal fluid, and fill her mouth and throat with it.
Duo's breath deepened and his chest rose and fell as he watched and felt Yuy touch him. He felt his body ache and the temperature in the cockpit rise as she bent over him. Reaching down, he slid his fingers into the shock of chestnut hair on Yuy's head and gently massaged her scalp.
Closing her eyes, Yuy gave herself over to the job of sucking Duo's cock. Trained to use her whole focus on a project, she narrowed to the hot, firm flesh and licked it, nibbled it, gently lifted his balls to cradle them in her hand, and swallowed his shaft inch by inch until she felt the head nudge the back of her throat. Controlling the gage reflex wasn't difficult... it had been part of her training. Duo got the full length of him inside her warm mouth and throat.
Duo moaned, feeling his stomach muscles tighten in reflex. His temperature skyrocketed as he felt his flesh totally engulfed. "Oh, Yuy," he breathed, "Your mouth... wet and warm."
She moved up, then down again, repeating the action with a slow, but slightly increasing rhythm.
Duo felt his hips begin to rock with the sensations and movement of Yuy's mouth. His hands moved to her shoulders and then over her back. He closed his eyes and held on to the rising flood of desire.
Yuy moved faster and faster until she could feel his body begin to tense. Then she slowed down just a little, to give him the full benefit of the sensations as he approached his climax.
Duo groaned aloud as he felt his body tense suddenly and his seed spill into the warm, wetness of Yuy's mouth. His hand moved to the back of her head, holding her there as he released. "Oh, god, Yuy," he moaned, as he felt the shudder take his body.
Yuy swallowed everything he had to give. Then she lifted her head, wiping her mouth. Looking down at his relaxed and spent body, she thought, too bad I can't keep him. It would be nice to return from a mission and have this whenever I wanted it.
Duo reached out and took Yuy's arms, bringing her against him. He kissed her deeply as he wrapped his arms around her. He tasted the essence of his being on her tongue as he held Yuy close. "That was superb," he said, quietly.
Yuy leaned against Duo's chest. The 'holding' thing was weird, but he did feel good next to her. "I suppose I have improved," she said idly. "The first time I did that was six months ago. My first... training session for this. Four men jumped me and held a garrote to my neck. I mainly had to concentrate on not biting their dicks off."
Duo pulled Yuy back sharply to look at her. "What?... Oh god," he said, moving to wrap his arms around her tightly again. "Was that your first time, ever?"
Yuy squirmed ever so slightly in the tight hold. "Yes. First everything. It was okay, though. I killed them all."
Duo sighed, as all of the pieces came together. "Sure you did. It was training, right?" he said, half to himself. "So did you get the concept of love and caring in your training too?" he asked as the thought of strangling Yuy's trainer entered his mind. 'Or better. Step on him with Deathscythe,' he thought.
"Love and caring are for civilians," Yuy said promptly.
"Uh-uh," Duo said, "We gotta care and love those civilians, if we're gonna protect them. Otherwise, why are we out here?"
"Right, care about civilians," Yuy said, staring off into space. "But don't worry too much about murdering military peace advocates like Marshall Noventa."
Duo smiled. "So you do care," he said, "And you do have feelings. To me, that's a good thing. Now about your views on sex, I guess it would stand to reason you would feel the way you feel, especially since you weren't given all the facts."
Yuy looked at Duo. She frowned. "I have all the facts. I know every fact there is about the human body and what it can do."
"Oh really?" Duo said, as the Shinigami soul within him woke up, "That's good. But did you know that if you do certain things with the human body, especially a female and a male human body, the facts go right out the window?"
"Why should they?"
Duo looked into the depths of the Prussian blue eyes before him. "Did you think about me after you left that day or not?" he asked.
"Yes, of course," she said. "When I got off."
'Not the answer I expected,' Duo thought, then grinned as he felt his body stir once again. "And when did you... get off?" he asked.
"After I left."
"Huh?" he asked, as once again an unexpected answer popped up. "Didn't you?... With me?.. That night.. morning?"
Yuy looked at him. "That's... not what it was for."
Duo felt his face attempt to frown and show shock at the same time. "Then... what the hell was it for, Yuy?!" he exclaimed.
She tilted her head, hearing the emotion in his tone. "For... I don't know," she said. "Orgasms... I can do myself more efficiently that anyone else could. It's just a button you push. It feels good. So what? I wanted... to... feel you..." She bit her lip and looked away.
"Feel me," Duo said, brushing the bangs from his eyes briefly, "You don't have to take my clothes off to feel me," he said.
"Yes I do... to feel... skin..."
Duo was about to ask what she meant and then the answer came to him and he groaned, feeling his cock suddenly twitch. "Oh... yeah.. You mean.. inside you. Ok.. got it," he replied and then looked at Yuy again. "Have you ever considered letting someone else, umm, push your buttons?"
"No," she answered. "Too dangerous."
Duo took Yuy's hand and placed it on his swelling bulge. "Now I think you understand what's happening to me," he said, softly. Leaning forward, he kissed Yuy deeply.
His words startled her. She'd never considered what he might be feeling. Was he trying to say he felt vulnerable... that he felt there was a risk when he gave up his cock to her?
Blinking at him, as the kiss ended, she looked genuinely surprised. "You're a guy..." she said finally, as if that explained everything.
"Yeah," Duo said, "Glad you noticed, but what's that got to do with my heart? Guys have feelings too. Don't always parade 'em around, 'cause there's jokers out there ready to step on whatever they can that appears vulnerable. It also comes with the territory because we have to be strong all the time, too." He looked at Yuy and chuckled. "So, I guess maybe your training wasn't so screwed as I first thought. You got that part down. Just go a little easy on the women, Yuy. They're what guys usually run to for a break. I wouldn't advise doin' this sex thing too often, either. It gets confusing." Duo then slapped his hand across his forehead. "What the hell am I saying? I cutting myself right out of the game here."
Yuy frowned. "Guys run to women for a break... yes, to break them. The four men who raped me did not know me from anyone on the street. They did not care. The wanted something to have sex with. That was the first lesson. There have been others. What you call your heart... is just inefficiency in a soldier. Soft feelings are for civilians, for peacetime. This is... just an animal impulse."
"True," Duo said, squashing down the blinding rage at the men who had taken Yuy and the organization who seemed to condone it as 'training', "But without it, without the inefficiency, we wouldn't be human. If we're not human, then how can we understand that the civilians need to be protected?"
"I don't need to understand them. I just need to follow orders," Yuy said.
"And what happens when you follow orders, like you did today, and you wind up killing civilians? Didn't they tell you to use your judgment?" Duo asked, feeling his hips rock a little under the warmth of Yuy's hand.
The warmth went away. She scowled as he brought what happened earlier back to her mind. Fluidly she got to her feet and walked to the side of the cockpit. Picking a spot that had no vital equipment on it, she balled her hand into a fist and smashed in against the bulkhead. Pain. Yes. That was better that the dead feeling. Noting that the skin on her knuckles was only slightly broken, she cocked her fist for another hit.
Duo, who had watched, got up from the floor and moved behind Yuy. He understood, on some level, her need to do this, but he also realized that his heart would not allow him to watch her destroy or hurt herself. As Yuy raised her hand, he caught it and pulled it to his lips to plant small kisses on the bruised flesh. "No," he said, softly, looking at her. "Don't do that. There are other ways, other things that are different, if not better."
Yuy scowled at Duo. "You said you wanted to have sex. But all you want to do is talk," she growled.
Duo chuckled and then placed his arm around Yuy's waist. "You are gonna be the death of me, aren't ya?" he said, leaning over and kissing her deeply. He pressed his body against hers tightly and then moved her back against the console as his arms wrapped all around Yuy's body in a complete embrace.
Yuy let out a silent breath, finding that she wanted and needed the warmth and presence of his body against hers, more than she cared to admit. Resting her hips on the console behind her, she lifted her legs and wrapped them around his waist, responding to his tongue and lips with ferocious hunger. He tasted good. He smelled good - even the male musk from the exertion of battle pleased her. With her arms around his neck, she grabbed onto the thick, long braid of warm brown that hung down his back, with both hands. She could feel his cock rubbing against her belly. She felt her body lubricate, anticipating his entrance. Tugging on his hair impatiently, she wanted him to enter her.
Duo chuckled around the kiss. Leaning his head back a little, he reached between their bodies and brought his aching organ up and against the entrance of Yuy's body. "Yeah," he said, "I want it too. " Flexing his hips quickly, he thrust inside of Yuy's warm wetness all of the way. He sighed a little as he felt her body envelope him. "We've done your way. Now we'll do it *my* way!" he said, pulling back and thrusting hard inside of her once, twice again.
Yuy leaned her head back, not caring *what* way it was as long as she could feel him inside her. Keeping her legs wrapped around him, she began squeezing him with her internal muscles in a rhythm that matched his thrusts. "Just... do it..." she rasped softly.
Duo grinned wickedly as his hands moved to Yuy's hips. He felt the delicious warmth taste his cock inside and was tempted to simply allow her to take him that way. 'No, not today, sister.' he thought, tightening his grip on her hips. He began moving faster and faster inside of her, like a well-oiled piston. He felt her hunger and gave her his. A part of him cheered as he felt both of their bodies slam together with only the console to absorb the impact.
Closing her eyes, Yuy gripped Duo's braid harder, and a smile stretched her lips. The pounding of his body into hers, against hers, was rough, painful, pleasurable and ultimately satisfying. If it could last forever, Yuy would have been happy to let go of the war, the mission and everything to just stay this way, being pummeled by the violet-eyed boy. She began to feel a strange warmth building and realized the angle of their bodies was impacting in a way that would soon bring about another result.
Her eyes flew open and she jerked his braid hard in reflex. "What are you... just fuck me!" she growled, her eyes flashing, a tinge of fear showing in their depths.
Duo looked at Yuy through half-lidded eyes. He saw the anger and fear in the cobalt blue depths, but knew that his body was too far gone to stop. "I...I am..." he managed, through gritted teeth. He then closed his eyes as he felt his hips move even faster. It was as if his body was seeking something that only she possessed and could give him.
Yuy felt something inside her body give, and she arched her back as he penetrated her even faster and harder. A little howl came from her lips as she suddenly lost control of her reactions and felt orgasmic pleasure hit her like a tidal wave, pulling her under the surface. Her inner muscles clenched him spasmodically, as her whole body shuddered.
Duo cried out as he felt Yuy's body bear down on his sensitive flesh. He felt Yuy shudder in his arms and felt his own body jerk hard as he released deep inside of Yuy's body, taking a part of his soul. Breathing hard, he held on and rode the wave of pleasure that rocked his body.
She felt Duo release inside her, pushing her own pleasure a bit further, and heard low liquid cries coming from somewhere... Gasping, she closed her mouth and the sounds stopped. Every bit of energy seemed to leave her body at once and her head dropped onto his shoulder as the muscles in her legs relaxed. She felt herself sliding off the edge of the console and could not command her muscles enough to do anything about it.
Duo's eyes opened as he felt Yuy move. He felt weak and deep inside of him a pain rose up and spilled tears over his cheeks. He ignored them and reached down to catch Yuy and pulled her up into his arms to keep her from falling. He took a step back and fell into one of the pilot's chairs bringing Yuy down onto his lap.
Yuy kept her eyes closed, not wanting to face the implications of what had happened. She felt breath tickle her face and looked up anyway, seeing Duo's wide violet eyes, which seemed a bit extra-shiny. His face was wet.
She touched the tip of her tongue to one of the wet places. Salt water. Looking up at him, her brows drew together, puzzled.
Duo watched and felt Yuy as she tasted his tears. He sighed as he looked into her puzzled face. "Well, there you have it Heero Yuy. The guy's secret. No matter what we do, we cannot escape nor sometimes control a woman's body. She always has it over us... that power to take pleasure and make pleasure. I hope you, somehow found that amusing 'cause you got me. You got a piece of me... for free, as usual," he said, leaning his head back against the chair.
Yuy frowned, trying to understand his words and emotions. Not having much luck. "I lost control of myself," she said. "That's bad. I'll need retraining. I don't understand you, Maxwell."
Duo's eyes flew open. "Y... you what?!" he said, bringing Yuy closer to him. "You lost... no, no, no! That's not bad! It's not a bad thing at all... well, maybe if you're.. no! Definitely not a bad thing!" he said, excitedly with a wide smile on his face. "I mean, I lost it.. guys always lose it.. but I... after the last time.. Look, I said that because I thought I was.. I'd.. lost it by myself again. I thought that I didn't pleasure you," he confessed.
Yuy looked down at him, wondering why the smile on his face seemed so pleasant to look at. She frowned again. "I had pleasure the first time, in the shop. You think... not having an orgasm means... no pleasure?"
Duo shrugged. "Yeah," he said, simply. "It's that way for guys."
Yuy considered this. "Then you don't understand, she said finally. "Or maybe it's me... an aberration. Dr. J seemed to think the same way. He trained me to take care of the orgasms myself, so I wouldn't be vulnerable to control by someone else. But something continues to be missing. I... I had... great pleasure with you the first time," she said, feeling uncomfortably like she was giving away something that could be used against her. "This time... yes, but this was... scarier. I... like feeling you come inside... being able to really feel it... I can't do that when I... have things going on."
"Oh man," Duo said, feeling both complimented and in a totally different place that he'd never been in his life, "I'm glad that you feel that way. Thank you. It means a lot. See, the problem with having sex and not caring what the other person is feeling or thinks is that... it's like giving every secret you have to someone and not knowing how that information will be used against you, or if it has any value at all. I think it's great that you want to feel me inside of you and I understand that it's difficult to concentrate on both at the same time, but as the other participant in this, I want things too. That's what sharing is all about. However, I'll remember what you said next time and it won't make me feel so sad." He reached out and brushed Yuy's hair back.
Yuy tilted her head. She decided she simply didn't have enough information to understand this braided baka. "So, am I... an aberration? Is this not like... other females you've fucked?"
Duo smiled as his eyes widened again. "You'll never cease to amaze me," he said, "And no, you are not like other females I've fucked. Everyone is not the same, but you are different in a way that is making me totally insane. You make me happy, sad, hot and horny, and pissed off all at the same time. Usually, I do that stuff to other folks. I'm trying to say that I like you... a lot. Hopefully not as sappy as Dorlan, though."
"Dorlan..." Yuy repeated, trying to understand why Duo would be comparing himself to the rich kid she thought of as the rich looser she would have to kill one day soon. She shook her head. "You are not like Dorlan. I told you, he thinks I am a boy. He likes fucking boys, I guess. Perv. I will kill him one day soon. He knows too much. I should kill you too, is that what you meant? I should kill you... but I don't want to..." she looked down, running fingers over his face and into his hair. "I don't think I will. Unless you do something later that makes it necessary. You are a... good fighter," she said, a little grudgingly.
"Well, I'm glad to hear you think so," Duo said, "I think you're a good fighter too... next to me, of course. I certainly don't want you to kill me. As far as the Perv goes, boy, talk about confused.. anyway, you might wanna think before you kill him. He's one of those influential guys, even if he is a perv. But, if he crosses you, punch his ticket.. You just may be able to use him as a resource one day. Me too, for that matter."
Yuy shrugged, uninterested in the subject of the conversation. She ran her fingers through Duo's long bangs. Then she took a breath and looked around. "We should go. From here, wherever this is. I bet I'll have to change covers after this one."
"Oh well," Duo said, "That's the way we play the game. Look, anytime you wanna use my body, let me know. I never thought I'd be a love slave, but it might be a fun occupation."
Yuy frowned. He was always making these jokes she didn't get. "Okay," she said finally. "If you... want to use my body... well, I can't promise if there's a mission but if it's during down time, I guess..."
Duo looked at Yuy and shook his head. "I guess humor was far down on the list of topics in your training, huh?" he said.
"It wasn't *on* the list of topics," Yuy said, deadpan. "Dr J has a sense of humor. So he tells me, anyway. It seems to run to making my life a living hell, though, so I don't see what's so great about it."
Duo sighed. "Okay, maybe after all of this we find Dr. J and my trainer Professor G and put 'em both in an exploding shuttle." He took a deep breath and kissed Yuy deeply. "Well, Heero Yuy, looks like you're ready for your second trainer.. Duo Maxwell Your education is lacking a lot on the human side."
"I don't need that for what I have to do," Yuy said. "Stop trying to make me something I'm not. If you want to fuck, fine. If you want to fuck with my head, forget it. There's too many people ahead of you in that line."
Taking her face in his hand, Duo kissed Yuy fiercely. "I want what you'll give me. I don't need to fuck with your head," he said.
Kissing back, Yuy thought that this was probably the biggest mistake ever. Maybe bigger than shooting down the plane.
"Okay," she said. Then she got off Duo's lap and slid into the other seat. "Fly this thing."
Duo laughed. He got up and retrieved their clothes. "Think we'd better dress first. We might kill a few birds by shocking them to death flying nude."
"Suit yourself," Yuy said, stuffing her small bundle beside her on the seat. She wasn't anywhere near ready to put the sheath back on. Its restriction was starting to bother her. Pulling her feet up and curling them under her, she eased back in the seat and closed her eyes, falling asleep quickly.
"Fuck it," Duo remarked, dropping the clothes. He prepared for take-off, then smiled and leaned over, kissing one of Yuy's well-shaped breasts briefly. "Here we go," he said, quietly and resumed their flight.
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