[[ Behind Closed Doors ]]


Behind closed doors,
I am not a girl of strenght
But a daughter of weakness
each day I feel like
I'm welding these doors shut
All against my will
I don't want to
But I have to.
I just have no choice.

Behind closed doors,
I slow myself I am truly human
I crumble and I am afraid
I face my fears face to face
And find myself in a losing battle.
I can never win and I am a prisoner.

Behind closed doors,
Is where I belong.
I long to open them someday,
I want to be saved and carried away,
But I know no one else can fulfill my dream.
I'm on my own with the heavy weight of my heart.
One day I will be free
But for now, I will stay,
Behind closed doors.