A short Kurapika poem about his feelings towards Kuroro, maybe OOC, I'm sorry but I hope you like it. Since this is my first time making poetry.

Is It Hatred or Love?
[by Asagi Tsuki]

After the Kuruta genocide

I always say I seek for revenge

But what do I truly search for?

The answer remains a mystery

And I still not know what I think about him

Every time I see him

My eyes turn red and everything around me becomes red

But I don't truly know

Why do my eyes turn red?

The other Kuruta says it's because my overwhelming emotion

But what emotion?

Is it happiness?

Is it angriness?

Is it hatred?

Is it sadness?

Or is it.. love?

And once again

The answer remains a mystery

When I meet him

My heart beats faster

And I always feel emotion inside of me

But I don't know what emotion it is

Is it hatred?

Is it sadness?

Is it angriness?

Or is it.. love?

God, I beg you..

Please answer all my questions

My own questions bug me

And I do really desire to know the truth

The answer of my questions

Well? Not too good? What can I do? I'm not good at making poetries.  And this poetry is OOC ^^;;;  But really, this is the first time making poetry so go easy on me, 'kay? 
I'm hoping you will tell me your opinion about this poet. ^^ Please review and please be gentle if you gonna flame me. ^^