june2601.
well, i guess i'll start off with something that just happened. we all know those little surveys that we fill out and send to our friends, just to "get to know each other better" and such. i believe those things were created to give any person a huge case of "agita" but we do it because we don't want to give off the wrong vibe, right? even when we are halfway through it, cursing to yourself why the f*ck we even bothered to start it.. well, i did one recently and was asked a particular question; i was asked who am i jealous of.. and for some reason i went on a rather psychotic calm yet forceful declaration of my feelings.. it's pretty interesting to say the least.. i didn't know i felt so strongly about the snobs i've come to know.. here's how it went:
Who are you jealous of: i admit i'm jealous of all those who have it so easy- don't really have to get jobs, have mommy and daddy pay for just about everything, have everything yet complain that they have nothing, complain they work so hard when they hardly lift any of their manicured fingers because they know their parents will pay for their laziness- those are the people that truly and utterly make my stomach turn in total disgust and wretchedness... those are the people i'd love to just slap in the face and say "WAKE UP, PRINCESS! YOU'RE IN F*CKING REALITY NOW!"
interesting, isn't it? i wonder if it's because i don't care anymore or if it's because i'd like some revenge.. i mean i've been wanting it for over a year now.. but, i've been good.. maybe we need to devise a scheme.. mwahahaha.