Grudge

I walk into the cool air,
unable to let go
Although that time has long since past,
it still torments me so

Of course you don’t remember it
Why would you waste the space
You weren’t the one who ended hurt
my “friend”, that’s the case

Why can’t I let go?
It was so long ago,
yet it torments me so
Why can’t I let go?

Now and then I can escape
through moments short yet long
But no matter what I try,
it’s never truly gone

I know that this grudge poisons me,
yet I can’t let go
I won’t until I sink down to
the lowest of the lows

Why can’t I let go?
It was so long ago,
yet it torments me so
Why can’t I let go?




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Poetry copyright 2002 fireflyhotaru, so be nice. Don't steal. Just don't god dammit! WHY should I have to give reasons anyways? I already can't type worth crap, that's why there are sometimes tons of typos until I go back and fix them all....*sobs*