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  Me and J
     
    Wassup J?
          How are you going today?
           All alone in that place
    Its scary cuz I cant see your face
      You left me like all the others
       I barely ever see you brother
        If your good then we'll see
    You wont stay in the penitentiary
          So many problems
Develop inside
Since I cant talk to you
I run and hide
War on the colors
Blue and Red
Its getting so hard
Some people are dead
If you were out
You could help me through
But its so hard to live without you
You say to me
"Dont lead a wrong life"
Its hurts so bad
Because I really do try
Its really ironic and hypocritical
For you to be
Always worried all about me
I cannot live a really good life
Bcuz I dont have you by my side
Please, J, stay out of trouble
Return to me safely, big brother
The I'll be happy
And then we will see
How good life is
Just you and me
 
By Lil Psycho

  A Gangstas Praya

Heavenly Father please hear me tonight
I need so much to live my life right
Sometimes the pressure is hard to bare
I often wonder if anyone cares
How can I wake up and fear a new day?
Knowing I have to live my life this crazy way
Heavenly Father forgive all my sins
I want to change but where do I begin?
Give me the strength to resist this crazy life I desire
Help me get away from the gunfire
Please God bless my mother
Who cries every night begging me not to go out
And God bless my vato who prays everynight
Hoping I'll be alright
Heavenly Father Please hear my prayer
Let me know your listening up there
When will this all end?
What is it for?
To prove to my homies "Yeah Im down"
To let them know Im hardcore?
Sometimes I wonder how will I die?
Will it by bullet wound, drive by
Or a knife in my side?
Heavenly Father please hear me tonight
Give me the courage to live my life right
Help me find peace
And show me the way
So I know I will see the next day
                       Para mi Carnalita

                
   Mija, I miss you so much
                  I know I've fucked up in life
         Pero you have to forgive my dangerous touch
              I think about you night and day
       I cant wait till that day I get to see you again
         To hold my carnalita is for what I pray
         I remember the days we spent together
That was in the "free world" and now nothing but that     
    2 hour visit across the table from you will be better
        I know I have a long ass time till I get out
                  I know you worry baby sister  
  And we both know it wont be easy, without a doubt
       The last time I held you in my arms you were 8
       I was 14 and I didnt know what would happen
  That to be free till the age of 18 I couldnt even make
                I remember gettin locked up
              I didnt think it would be so bad
              At first years didnt mean very much
               But then I heard that judge say "20"
                     Thats when my heart sank      
       And mama started to try to get lots of money
          I knew I was gonna have to do my time
          Whether I liked it or not I had no choice
                    The desicion had been mine
          So now as I lay here on my bunk to think
       I think of you and you only and how our future
Of communication has only 3 choices pencil, paper, and ink

     

                              
By La Dimpolz
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