Star Wars
A Lost Hope
Chapter 2


Chapter 1 of A Lost Hope

Endor
Day 10


"Excuse me," Nejaa Halycon said as he noticed the sitting form of the young Jedi knight. He almost felt guilty for breaking Kenobi's quiet contemplation.

Obi-Wan opened his eyes. "Master Halycon."

Nejaa Halycon laughed. "That's a title I'm never going to become accustomed to." He sat across from Obi-Wan, grunting a little as he crossed his legs. "You are leaving?"

"Yes, Master. I...I need to."

"I understand. Mostly. My CorSec colleague is not particularly forthcoming. What do you seek?"

"Clues."

"Amateurs," the older man muttered. "There is a growing darkness. We have all felt it. You seek to know who is behind this darkness?" Obi-Wan smiled slightly at the description of Baryl as he remembered Halycon's position in CorSec.

"No, master. We know who he is." Obi-Wan shifted slightly. "We seek the evidence to stop him."

Halycon pondered that information for several seconds. "The evidence should guide you to the guilty, not the other way. Be careful, young Jedi. A grave responsibility it is to save the galaxy. The Sith have been hidden for a thousand years, it will not be easy to find those who can hide their darkness in broad daylight."

"I know, Master Halycon. I've stood next to him and felt nothing."

"When he learns of your search he will try to stop you."

"I understand, but there's more," Obi-Wan said as he stood. "Senator Naberrie is pregnant. He must not find out. She is brave and rash and does not yet understand her importance."

Halycon stood. "And you want someone to watch out for her, while you're gone?" Obi-Wan smiled as he nodded. Halycon quietly agreed to the request. There was much he didn't understand, but he too had sensed the need to protect the young woman.


Coruscant
day 12


Palpatine pulled his hood up over his head and positioned himself in front of the holo-imager. He didn't have to wait long. A rather unremarkable poxed-face human appeared. "My Lord," it said.

"You're late," Palpatine hissed softly. "Don't be again..."

"I'm sorry, My Lord. What is your command?" The stammer was most irritating, Palpatine decided as he contemplated the question--even though he knew exactly what he wanted the bounty hunter to do.

"I have a job for you. Senator Amidala Naberrie. I want her exterminated." There was several seconds of silence before Palpatine spoke again. "If the job is too much--" He raised his hand slightly as his voice lowered to an even more menacing pitch. "I can always find someone else--of course..."

"No. Of course not, Lord Sidious, I can do it." The image flickered and vanished. Palpatine pushed the hood down and picked up his glass. With a silent toast to the future, he took a small sip. His smile grew as he felt his young apprentice (even if Anakin didn't realize that yet) approach. The door opened and Skywalker entered. "Ah, Skywalker," he said calmly.

Anakin looked around the room, then focused on Palpatine. "You wanted to see me, Supreme Chancellor?"

"Yes. Admiral Brandel is putting together an elite flight-squadron. Newest ships, newest technology. I recommended your name for squadron commander. Congratulations, Commander Skywalker." He smiled at the younger man.

"I...Me? Thank-you, Supreme Chancellor." Palpatine was pleased with the lack of doubts from the young man. "I shall aim to create the best squadron in the Galactic Republic."

"I know you will." He handed Anakin a datacard. "Here your orders. Admiral Brandel is at Fondor, so's your new command." Palpatine dismissed the young man and returned to his chair. Brandel was perfect for Anakin's commanding officer.

Kinman Doriana nodded as Anakin left then waited for the chancellor to acknowledge him. "Sir," he said as Palpatine motioned for him to enter. "An interesting young man."

"Very." Palpatine said tersely.

Minister Doriana smiled. "I talked to Senator d'Aryl from Commenor. Their petition to rejoin the Republic has been approved. In the past three days, four other governments have also submitted their requests. d'Aryl is eager to make amends. She would be a logical person to second the motion--Senator Drey'lya has been a staunch supporter. He should make the actual proposal."

"Excellent." Palpatine smirked slightly. "And the timing?"

"Soon, after a few more victories. Our plans would best be served if the galaxy believed the end was in sight," Doriana said. "Now, if we could arrange for you to be actively commanding our forces at the final battle, this would help cement public perception of you as the savior of the galaxy."

"I shall be..." Palpatine knew this. The two obstacles were the Jedi and the Independent Alliance, and he had put his plans into motion to take care of those problems.

"Sir, that is...May I ask how you know this?"

"Good intelligence." The best indeed, though no one knew just how good. Doriana's eyes narrowed as he studied the chancellor, before he left. Palpatine found the man's services very useful, and he had been a strong ally. But allies had a tendency to become liabilities. Doriana asked too many questions at times.


Jedi Temple, Coruscant
day 14



Mace stared at the ceiling of his room: a restlessness he hadn't felt in years kept him awake. The door opened.

"Sleepless?" Yoda's voice asked from the shadows. "I too a disturbance felt."

Mace sat up, the vague uneasiness forcing him to action. "Something is going to happen. We'd best wake the others." Yoda's ears flattened slightly but he nodded in agreement.

Adi Gallia was in the hallway as they entered the main dormitory. "I too have sensed something. The students are awake." She wrapped her dark robe tighter, Mace recognized the look of uncertainty and worry on her features.

"There are over three thousand Jedi in the temple. Without knowing where or what the danger is..." Mace let the sentence fade. "I feel an empty spot in the temple." Even as he spoke that empty spot moved. He could also sense the students and others waking and moving toward the lower levels.

Yoda blinked as Adi Gallia spoke. "Something blocks the force." Several of the older students were guiding the younger ones toward the training yards. Two turned and approached.

"Master Yoda," an older Calamari female said. "Everybody is awake."

"Keep them together, remain calm. But get them out fast." Mace fingered his light saber. He motioned for Gallia to follow him. "We'll investigate." Both Adi Gallia and Yoda followed.

Mace concentrated on the empty spot. He felt it move toward the lower levels. He could not sense anybody or anything, but his general unease increased. He started to run: he knew the corridors and short-cuts of the temple intimately. On the fifth floor he leapt out a window and landed easily on a third floor balcony. The need to hurry intensified. He hoped the others were otherwise inclined. There was no time to think, as he and Gallia continued at a full run. They jumped down the final stairwell.

There were five humans standing near the temple door. One carried a bizarre wood frame with a lump attached to it. "Jedi," the one with long blond hair spat. "You're too late. We'll keep you from ruling the galaxy again. It belongs to regular people, not some freaks."

"What are you talking about"" Mace asked as he took two steps forward. "We have no desire to control the galaxy. Our mission is peace and justice..."

"Peace and justice," the shorter one said. "Some peace...and we don't consider clones an ideal form of justice."

Adi Gallia stepped beside him. "Mace?"

"What does Commenor have against the Jedi?" He couldn't use the Force to identify the speaker, but the shorter man's jacket was emblazoned with the Commenor royal family's coat of arms.

Harol d'Aryl laughed. "Your existence is an evil the galaxy can do well without."

"Why here you be?" Yoda asked in a very soft voice. "With Ysalimari."

d'Aryl laughed spitefully. "Yes, it blocks you from finding us, from knowing what we are doing until..." He shrugged. "Bye Jedi scum." The group started to leave at a run as the building shook. A second massive explosion followed, then a third.

"The others!" Adi Gallia shouted. Mace stopped counting explosions as he concentrated with Force to help the others and to block the crumbling walls from landing on him or his companions. He felt the heat of the fires on his face as the first screams reached his soul. He froze. Adi grabbed his hand. "Move..."

"We can't leave the others..." The wall behind him collapsed, sending shards of fire toward him. Flames leapt out up toward the ceiling, the walls...They were surrounded. Yoda silently motioned them forward. The crackling sounds of the burning building drowned out his own heartbeat as the trio saw the opening to the outside. A crowd had gathered. Many were trying to help--but others, too many, were cheering.

"Where did we go wrong?" Mace asked as they stepped out onto the street. Immediately someone grabbed him.

"Are you all right?" An old woman asked, tears in her eyes. By the light of the burning temple, he could see survivors, and bodies. Mace just nodded, no he wasn't all right. Adi knelt down beside him in prayer. Her eyes were also brimming with tears. He couldn't feel anything: all his senses were numb. He had no connection to the Force.

"Relax," Yoda said. "Shock it is."

"How can you be so calm?" Mace bit his lip as his own eyes started to moisten. "So many dying..."

"Feel them, I can," Yoda said. His ears lay against his head. "Too many..." Then the Jedi Master sagged against his staff.


Near Neimodia
day 14




Admiral Trevon glanced at the clock, then at the bridge crew. "Prepare for return to realspace." He hit the fleet-wide communications switch as the lines became stars. "Battlestations." He glanced quickly at the tactical display with a growing apprehension. Once again, the Clone fleet was larger than expected, but this time, so was theirs. "Attack plan Mynock." There was no time to think about the attack plan names as his own ship took the central point. "Fighter wings red, blue, and orange form up on our port."

The clone fleet deftly maneuvered into a defensive position as the Independent Alliance fleet opened fire. His own ship rocked as the enemy returned fire.

"Sir," a voice said suddenly. "They're concentrating fire on the Chandrilan command ship..." The young lieutenant's voice faded away as that large cruiser blew. Trevon ordered increased fire, the clone ships replied in kind.

"Send in the fighters," Trevon ordered. The little ships could get closer and inflict a lot of damage. He watched their images on his screen. He was determined that this fight would not end like the others, but at the moment it looked like a stalemate. "Concentrate fire on the lead destroyer," he ordered. "Co-ordinates one one six." The largest ship in the opposing fleet had incredible fire power. He felt helpless as he watched the clone fighters fire on his ships, taking them out one by one.

Obviously they were clones of some really good pilots, he thought in the back of his head: and therefore unlimited, while his own resources were very limited. Replacements for men and ships were getting more difficult to find. His own ship rocked suddenly...

"Sir!" Someone shrieked. "More clone ships have just come out of hyperspace..."

Trevon looked in horror as a large triangular destroyer approached on a collision course. "Evasive maneuvers," he shouted--too late.

Both ships blew at the moment of impact and descended in a spiraling trail of flame toward the red-giant star.

#

Anakin waited inside his little three-twenty fighter: it's snubbed nose, and twin engines made it efficient--but the lack of a droid unit made flying it difficult. It had a similar feel to the Naboo fighter he'd flown as a kid, controls were placed differently though--and there were far more of them than were really necessary. He ran his right hand over the console. Its superior weapons, speed and maneuverability were a plus though--or so he'd been told. There had been no time for training, and barely time for any introductions to his command before heading into battle. He was Jedi, the Force would guide him. Then there was the admiral: Admiral Brandel had not bothered hiding his distaste at Skywalker's appointment when they'd met less than twenty-four hours ago. The admiral's instructions had also been terse. They were going to Neimodia to ambush a clone fleet. He tensed as he felt the larger transport ship that carried his fighter and squadron jolt. They had arrived.

He concentrated on letting the Force flow through him as they exited the ship. He was confronted with many ripplings in the Force as he guided his small fighter out and then under the transport ship. And another sense--one he'd first felt on Y'mala: clones. He banked his fighter to the right as he ordered his squadron to follow him.

"Wow!" One of the pilots said. The ripplings he'd felt earlier were from the participants of the battle. He didn't have time to watch as two ships shattered upon entering the gravitational field of the red-giant star. He rolled his ship to avoid incoming fire: the speed was numbing and yet, incredibly exhilarating. The Independent Alliance Fleet was nearly obliterated. Anakin was momentarily distracted as he sought for the presence of Amidala or Obi-Wan. He didn't get a chance to sigh with relief before a clone fighter shot his stabilizer. His fighter spun wildly. A second blast went right over him, as Anakin realized that his wingman had taken out the clone fighter. He leveled his ship out, flying was now awkward, but with the Force he easily gained control as he made a steep climb to blast another clone fighter out of existence.

"Good shooting, boss," his wingman said. "What happened? Fall asleep earlier?" Anakin didn't answer Lieutenant Loman, his second-in-command.

Brandel's voice filled his earpiece. "Commander Skywalker, your squadron is to lead the attack on the clone star destroyer." Anakin started to say something. "We'll be right behind you. Punch a hole through their fighters. Pick up any alliance strays--we can use their help."

Anakin acknowledged the command, even while noticing that the few Alliance survivors were already forming up with his squadron. "Attack pattern omega," he ordered and his squadron broke into groups of three. The four Alliance fighters stayed together.

Anakin's first battle in command of others was short and nasty. Three of his command were killed. With the Force he racked up two confirmed kills and one shared. The remaining clone fighters were abandoned as the larger enemy ships turned and jumped to hyperspace. Seconds later the battle was over.




Endor Space
day 15




"We've lost three more governments," Garm Bel Iblis said as he sat down at the briefing table. Bail Organa didn't even look up as he acknowledged the information with a soft grunt. Amidala stood and started to pace.

A hand on her arm stopped her. "Are you all right?" Kalla Organa said. "You really should rest more..."

"How?" Amidala asked softly as she moved toward the back. Kalla followed.

"I've been watching you," the blonde woman said. "You've been unhappy ever since I met you." She laughed kindly. "I don't think it was me..."

Amidala smiled. "No. It's a long story. And a dangerous one." She turned sharply as parts of the conversation reached her ears.

"Supreme Chancellor Palpatine," Garm said, "has gained incredible power these last two months."

Bail stood and walked to the viewport. "Too much power. His armies have had remarkable success."

Garm's frown deepened. "Their armies continue to be victorious against the clones, yet we..."

"Yet we are beaten badly in each battle..." Amidala joined the conversation a sad look on her face. "Colonel Arasta said..."

"You can't be accusing the Supreme Chancellor?" Bail's eyes opened wide in surprise. The room was absolutely silent. The three other people in the room stared at her.

"He's gathered a great deal of power," Garm said, still staring at Amidala, "but that doesn't make him a spy...just an opportunist."

Amidala nodded as she took a deep breath. "I don't know, but I..."

Mon Mothma walked in at that moment. "Excuse me, but there's been news."

Amidala wanted to tell them her suspicions, but that's all they were--suspicions. And suspicions based on a gut feeling at that. She had worked so hard on Naboo to rid the government of the corruption of her predecessor--and the practice of using of rumors and innuendo to ruin the careers of one's opponents. To say more now, would put her in the same category: even though deep down, she knew she was right. She stiffened as she saw the tiredness and disappointment on Mon Mothma's face.

"There's news from Coruscant," Mon Mothma said. "It's unconfirmed, but apparently the Jedi Temple and Academy were destroyed..." She stared at Amidala. "Over one-thousand Jedi were killed."

"Unconfirmed?" Amidala bit her lip.

"It's coming through private communication..."

"It's started then," Amidala said mostly to herself.

"What's started?" Kalla asked.

"The rumors that the Jedi are behind the clones are driving people to desperate acts."

"That's not all," Mon Mothma said. "We've lost contact with Trevon's fleet at Neimodia. According to intelligence, only a few fighters survived. Apparently the Galactic Republic Fleet arrived just as clones destroyed Trevon's last heavy cruiser."

Another loss. Twenty five ships. She didn't want to know how many dead, Amidala thought with a retching pain in her gut. And it was a yet another piece of circumstantial evidence. The timing was too good to have been merely coincidence. The looks on the others revealed their thoughts. Mon Mothma continued. "The Corellian Government is voting now..."

Garm ran out the room. Amidala couldn't begin to think about rejoining the Republic. Not when she truly believed...Her hand rubbed her stomach, and definitely not when she was carrying the children of Anakin. Kalla touched her shoulder.

"We need to talk..." The blonde woman smiled sadly. Amidala nodded.




Tatooine
day 17




Obi-Wan woke slowly. There it was again, a quiet pulling at his connection to the Force. He looked around the darkened room several times, before concentrating his attention in one corner. "I failed..."

There was a soft laugh as light coalesced into the form of his former mentor and master. Qui-Gon stepped forward, his form hazy. "Like I failed."

"Xanatos. Except..."

"Except your failure is worse? You can't look at it as a better or worse failure. You did what you could."

Obi-Wan looked at the ground for several seconds before he looked up. "Anakin has crossed the boundary between light and dark."

"Are you so sure." Qui-Gon's spirit voice made it a statement, not a question.

"Why else would he seek out Palpatine?"

"Palpatine is very powerful: never underestimate him." Qui-Gon's expression was sad and distant. "And very patient." Another vision danced before Obi-Wan's eyes. Images of a couple happily, yet warily holding out their hands to accept a child. The image swirled to show another couple joyously accepting the other child. Obi-Wan understood with a sad nod that Amidala's children would have to be raised separately.

Qui-Gon nodded. "The Force is strong in the Skywalker family. Anakin's children are the future. For them you too must go on. Seek your own family." He looked sadly at Obi-Wan. "The last of the Jedi you will be, the first of the Jedi they will be." The bluish light swirled and vanished.

"Qui-Gon?" Obi-Wan stared at the empty space. "I can't do this alone." He could barely hear his own voice.

"You aren't alone," Qui-Gon's voice said. "The Force will be with you, always..." It faded away into nothingness just as there was a knock at the door.

"Hey, you all right?" Baryl Arasta's voice said from the other side of the wall.

"Fine." He stood and straightened his robe around him. The door opened.

"I heard voices?" She looked around, even though they both knew there wasn't anyone else in his room.

"I was just...thinking," he said sadly. "I guess I was feeling sorry for myself."

She took his hand. "It will work out." He knew she was trying to put a better spin on things. Their trip to Tatooine had so far been a bust. Jabba refused to see them--though he kept his refusals vague. And what existed in the Tatooine public records was more than just dismal. Artoo found bits and pieces, but nothing really worthwhile.

What really worried him now was the future. "Even if we can't convince the galaxy, someday his evil will be recognized by others..."

She pulled her hand away. "I don't like the sound of that. He's setting himself up as a dictator--emperor. Blood will be shed."

"I know..." Obi-Wan stared off into the distance. The images that flitted across his mind disturbed him more, because the Force was not helping him find a way to prevent this probable future from becoming reality.



Endor
day 17




"Amidala?" Kalla called out softly as she knocked on the other woman's door. She waited patiently for the door to open before she spoke again. "You look tired." She marched in. Royal Princesses of Alderaan learn at a young age how to take control, and despite the fact that Amidala had once ruled the Naboo--it was plain that she needed help.

"Hello," Amidala said. Kalla relaxed slightly at her chuckle.

"Don't bother to deny this, but you're pregnant." She bit her lip to keep her own sorrow out of this conversation. "And for some reason, you aren't willing to tell anyone."

Amidala nodded once then closed her eyes. "I'm afraid it's not so simple."

"It never is. Who's the father?"

Amidala smiled slightly then frowned. "I...a very dear man, my husband."

Kalla gasped--she hadn't know the other woman was married. "I didn't know...Obi-Wan?"

Amidala shook her head. "He's a friend." She sat down on her bed and buried her head in her hands. "I fear he is dead."

Kalla allowed her to continue, despite wondering about how truthful the answer was. "My poor dear." She sat down next to her. "What happened?"

"I don't know." Amidala straightened slightly. "But I fear that my children and I may be in grave danger."

"Danger?" Kalla realized that Amidala meant more than the danger of fighting the clones.

"What do you know about--" Amidala's voice became a whisper. "--Darth Sidious?"

"I guess what everybody knows." Kalla was curious and worried, and more than a bit suspicious. "Why?"

Amidala hesitated slightly. "He's the most dangerous man in the galaxy--and I put him there..." She looked at Kalla, horrified. "Forget I said that." She stood and walked to her desk. "Please?"

"Forgotten. But?"

"No buts. He tried to kill my husband, and I believe he will try to take my children--if he learns I'm pregnant. Annie and I were not married very long."

"You don't want this Darth Sidious to learn...Children?" Kalla stood quickly. "Twins?" Amidala just nodded. "But how can he learn?"

"Through the Force, through casual conversation..."

"A spy." Kalla said. "I can't admit to understanding the Force, the Jedi or the Sith."

"I don't think anyone truly does." Amidala stared at the wall. "It may be why there are so many rumors about the Jedi being behind the clones."

Kalla agreed quietly. "But you believe Darth Sidious is behind this?" She too had heard the rumors of Jedi involvement. But there were also rumors about Hutt involvement. She'd even heard one involving Alderaan.

"I think so. Yes, I believe this is true, but I have no proof. And I can't just tell this to people...Considering everything."

"I understand. It could be seen as a last ditch effort to keep the Alliance truly independent." Kalla studied Amidala carefully. There was something else, she was positive of it. "What do you know of Sidious?"

Amidala turned away slowly, her eyes full of pain and sadness. "Too much and not enough." Her sadness suddenly turned to anger. "I just can't prove any of it."

"Maybe my husband or Garm can help?"

"No," Amidala said vehemently. "They can't...Perhaps Obi-Wan can."

Kalla felt confused. This wasn't the conversation she'd expected. Suddenly Amidala smiled. "I'm sorry...It's just I have no one to talk to."

Kalla took her hand. "I'll help any way I can..." She just had no idea how.

"Thanks." Amidala squeezed her hand. "I just don't know what you can do."

Kalla smiled. "We'll think of something."

She pondered their conversation on her way back to her quarters. 'I helped put him there.' The words just leapt into her consciousness.

She muttered a quick prayer to the Alderaan deity as she leaned against the wall. She couldn't believe what Amidala had implied. She just couldn't. She spent the rest of the day trying to convince herself that wasn't what Amidala had meant.

The problem was, she believed it to be true.




Coruscant
day 17




There was nothing left except a chunk of what had once been the northwest wall of the Temple. The jagged edges rose about thirty feet into the sky before ending abruptly. Mace closed his eyes to block the sight, but the musty smell of rubble and disturbed dust remained. "We shall rebuild," he said to the five surviving council members. Yet he knew they wouldn't. A new age was beginning. The destruction of the Jedi Temple was just a sign of that start.

The others knew it too, thus their silence. Most of the surviving children and teachers had been sent to Caamasi to continue their training and to mourn. The others had gone their separate ways. Many had returned to their own worlds to help in fighting the clones and to prepare for the darkness. Some just disappeared. So many had died three nights ago. Over a thousand Jedi were no more. He could still feel their lingering presence here through the Force.

"Master Windu?" A small hand on his arm, brought his attention back to the present. Adi Gallia's eyes were red from exhaustion and sadness.

"There have been rumors," Mace said. "Rumors that the Jedi are behind the clones."

"I was thinking...Qui-Gon--" Adi Gallia said softly as she bent down to pick up a small rock, "--and others were right. We have isolated ourselves from the galaxy. The people who did this accused of us of seeking power."

"This I feared," Yoda said, his ears dipping slightly. "Great evil behind this is." He looked toward the Republic Senate building, the others followed his gaze. "A great evil there be."

"We can no longer afford to sit idly watching it come," Gallia said. "Many Jedi have returned to protect their homeworlds. Some have joined with the Independent Alliance. The Republic is changing and we are no longer welcome here."

Mace thought he might have been the only one who noticed Yoda's brief reaction to the mention of the Republic. He and Yoda, were he thought, the only ones who had suspicions on the senate and Sidious.

Adi Gallia continued. "Though I have learned that Obi-Wan's apprentice, Anakin Skywalker, has recently joined the Galactic Republic military-"

"Then it too late is..." Yoda fingered his staff. "I to Dagobah go." He glanced at Mace. "The Jedi Order no more be." He hobbled away.

Mace took one last look at the ruins. This was like the dream he'd had several times--a dream where he stood staring at a collapsed building--until today that vision had been a mystery. The rest of the dream involved fire and a powerful anger. Two children also figured in his vision. He shook his head sadly as Gallia touched his arm.

Yoda had disappeared. Mace turned to Adi Gallia. "We too should be leaving. One future ends, another begins."

She nodded. "I am returning to Yvantha. I have family there...I must do something." The others took one last look, before they departed, each at a different pace and in a different direction. Mace didn't watch. His destiny lay with the Independent Alliance. He needed to find Obi-Wan.


Chapter 3 of A Lost Hope
Return to Other Worlds Index