Innocence

These feelings will not let me be myself
They long to enrapture you and enclose you within them and
Take away from the realities of life.
My obbsession will not let me be myself
We fight she and I
Confusion leads us nowhere

I see the purity of innocence
She sees the advantages of a corrupt
I want to protect
She is hungry
I want Love
She is Lust
I want to live through you
She is evil through you

I can know I must stay away.....
.....for how long I do not know......
Every so often a soft touch to appease the
Passion I hide in me
To protect you from Her,
To salvalge the Virgin Mary you keep hidden well
in your soul,
To hinder you from Her evil ways of use and abandonement......
.......To love me and only me,
To chase away the lurid jealousy in this mind,
To comply to my desires,
To entwine our souls become one.....you and I....

So I protect you now from Her
So I protect you now from me,
My Love, my lust, my desires my obsessions,
Her fantasies of corruption.......
My will is beyond my control......
My life is beyond my control.......
My desires are beyond my control.....
My Love, You, as I watch helplessly,
You, are beyond my control.