Willa


I wonder if Britney would mind hitting her "one more time." I know I wouldn't.

I never really knew why everyone hated Mandy... I mean Mandee... I mean Willa so much. I kinda thought it was just because she was living out the dream of millions of girls all over the world. She was dating Nick Carter. The Nick Carter. (lol) All of the stories I heard I never believed. I figured they were just rumors made up by jealous fans. But I didn't know the truth. Yet.

I must've been living under a rock, or in some type of withdrawl from talking to any fans because I never heard what had happened. But last weekend, I found out. And needless to say, my jaw dropped.

Mandy abused Nick. She hit him. She hit the fans. She used his money to buy herself presents. She used Nick to get a record deal. And look at the damage it's done. Here's the article that I got my info from with a little disclaimer at the top written by the girl who gave it to me. (In blue) Prepare to be shocked.

*Disclaimer: What you are about to read is an article posted in the German magazine PopCorn. It is in NO WAY artwork from a "Willa Hater." PopCorn is a very well respected magazine in Germany, so if you do not believe this article, than find out more about the magazine on your own. If you idolize Willa Ford, or hold her in respect in any way, please do not read this. Cause unless you are 100 percent blind, there is no way in hell you won't be having second thoughts about Willa.*

On August 18, 1999 everything was over. When the BSB shot the video for Larger Than Life in the middle of August in Orlando, Nick had just broken up with his first long time relationship, Mandy. In the MTV interview special that was broadcasted live from a studio in Florida, Nick seemed petrified. He didn't smile at all. Nobody besides the group could imagine that he just made the most difficult decision of his life.

Eight weeks later, when the BSB were in Las Vegas for two days, Nick talked for the first time about the break up. He seems to be more serious and mature.

"Yes it was a damn hard and painful decision," Nick says.

"We have been together for 2 years. But I had to put an end to it...otherwise I would have been broke."

What was the reason for the break up? Was there a huge fight? "No, it was a sneaking process," Nick explains with a toneless voice. "Mandy got more and more possesive in every aspect. She drove a wedge between me and my family. She wanted to have me for herself. That is why she insisted on me not moving to Los Angeles with them but buying a house for both of us in Tampa. Mandy decorated it, for a lot of money. Concerning spending money, she got more and more insatiable. If we had the tiniest argument, she always wanted a present for reconciliation and the presents got bigger. When I look at that today with some distance, I see that Mandy just used me. And that is a realization that hurts me so much."

The love story of Nick and Mandy started exactly on September 21, 1997. On this day the BSB started their first big tour through the USA in the Tupperware Center in Orlando. Mandy came with Nick's sister BJ to the concert. (They were really good friends.) Mandy had seen Nick a few times in the Carter's house, and she didn't take much notice of him. But when she saw him as the star onstage she saw him with other eyes.

"Mandy just caught me, but I didn't make it very hard for her," Nick says today, "I wasn't really inexperienced then, but I had never had a serious relationship."

From this moment Mandy accompanied Nick partly on tour, although she always stayed in the background. But privately Nick was hen-pecked by her. When Mandy wanted something, it was done, she'd get it. Nick's bandmates made jokes on Mandy's pussy power.

Mandy also was there on BSB's last Germany tour and it should be her last. After the break up with Mandy, Nick instantly sold his house in Tampa.

"I moved to my family in Los Angeles now," Nick revealed and immediately his eyes start to shine again. "As our house there was too small. There I can have horses...that was always one of my dreams," Nick says with a smile.

After that I have one question for Nick: Why did he stay with her so long? Did he not understand what she was doing? Was the touring really making him that out of it? I guess so. I'm just glad it's over with now.

After knowing the truth, I will never support her singing career. The pop station over here played her new song, I Wanna Be Bad, on the New Music Challange a couple of days ago. And while it's not a bad song, everyone called in totally dissing her. And now I know why. A mom called in and said "We don't support that bitch." A mom! She's totally screwed up any chances she ever had at getting popular. Why? Because everyone knows what she's really like, everyone can see past the facade.

So Mandy... Willa... I wish you the best. But if I never hear from you again, don't be surprised if it makes millions of fans happy. Because you abused and emotionally hurt a member of one of the best bands in the world. A band that is respected by everyone except some media and people who can't see true talent. And after being a fan for four years, if someone hurts one of them [as you've done], I feel for them. I feel bad. I can't even imagine what Nick had to go through. So in hurting Nick, you hurt me. And I know I'm not alone.

I wanna be bad, you make bad look so good