JC crumpled
up another piece of paper. He threw it towards the waste basket, but it missed.
He looked at the date on his watch. The 13th. February 13th to be exact. The
day before Valentine's day. The day that came once a year for those that are in
love. Well, he hated Valentine's day.
The day for
the lovers held no meaning at all for him. He had no lover to share the day
with. He never really had one. Even when he was with Bobbie, he had hated the
day cause he had never really loved her. The person he did love he could never
have, so Valentine's day sucked.
He had been
in love with one person forever it seemed like, but he knew that the person
could ever return his feelings for him. Justin would never love him. Justin had
it all. Fame, fortune, and a beautiful woman to share it all with. He wasn't
gay. He wouldn't ever JC as someone he could be with. They had always been
close. Ever since their MMC days. If Justin had ever even looked at him in that
way he would have known. He had come out to Justin and the rest of the group
when they first started, so they all knew that he was gay. He would hope that
Justin would feel comfortable enough with him to tell him if he was the same
way. So Justin was straight and in love with Britney. He would have to accept
that.
Justin
didn't know why he had never told JC about the way he really felt for him. They
had been best friends forever. Had always shared everything with each other.
Well, almost everything. He hadn't told JC that he was gay too. That the whole
thing with Britney was an act. That he had been in love with him since they
met, and he had not said anything for nine years cause he thought JC would
never look at him that way. He would always see Justin as the kid brother, and
never nothing more.
Justin was
hoping to change that. He had finally made his mind up to tell JC how he felt.
He was twenty-one years old. It was time that he started living the life that
he wanted, and the life he wanted to live consisted of him and JC together. He
had it all planned out. He couldn't just come out and tell JC how he felt. JC
would probably think he was drunk or had hit his head somewhere and be all
brotherly. He had to be creative. He had been trying to think of the perfect
way for JC to find out, and he think he finally had made a perfect plan. He
just had to put it in motion.
JC woke up
that morning ot feel the sun hitting his face. He opened his eyes slowly
blinking them in the sunlight until they adjusted to it. He stretched his arms
over his head with a smile on his face until he remembered what day it was. His
smile faded and was replaced with a frown. He threw the covers off, and stepped
onto the floor. Running his hands through his hair, he walked towards the
bathroom when something caught his eye. He walked closer to the dresser, and
saw two red roses lying next to the television set. He picked up the roses, and
something fell to his feet. Bending down he picked up a candy heart. He hadn't
had one of those since he was a kid, and he would get them on Valentine's day
from his classmates. He always laughed at the little sayings on the conversation
hearts.
He turned
this one over in his palm, and read the two words, "Hug me." He
smiled as he put it down back on the dresser. He wondered who had left him the
roses. He placed the roses back on the dresser, before making his way to the
shower.
The rest of
the morning is mind kept going back to who had left the roses and the candy
heart for him to find. It had to be someone with access to the hotel rooms, so
one of the guys or the bodyguards, but he would want to leave him red roses on
Valentine's day. After lunch he made his way back to his room, only to find two
more roses lying on his pillow. He also found another conversation heart. This
one read kiss me. He laughed out loud. Now he really wanted to know who was
leaving him these little gifts. He popped the candy into his mouth walking over
to place the roses with the other two he had gotten earlier.
He glanced
down at his watch. Noticing that he had a few hours before he had to be
anywhere, he made his way back to his bed to take a nap. He shrugged of his
jacket and kicked his shoes off. Laying on his bed, he looked over at the
roses, and closed his eyes with a smile on his face.
When he
woke up a few hours later, his hand hit something on the opposite side of the
bed. He opened his eyes to find a box of chocolates laying next him. He picked
up the box. Godiva chocolates. One of his hidden loves. Not many people know
how much he loved them, so this narrowed down who this person was to just a
few. He opened the box, and took out one of the candies. Getting out of bed, he
walked over to the dresser, and placed the box of chocolates next to the roses.
He counted them quickly, and found that two more had been added to the pile. He
would figure out who was giving him these gifts.
The rest of
the day went by quickly. He kept looking at the four of his friends for signs
of which one it was. He knew it had to be one of them, but he couldn't tell
which. After the last photo shoot, he went back to his hotel room, and decided
to take a shower. He looked around and saw nothing out of the ordinary.
After his
shower, he came back out of his room. As he was towel drying his hair, he
noticed that the lights had been dimmed. He looked around the room, and noticed
a card sitting on the bed. He walked over to it and picked it up. the cover
read, 'Will you be my valentine?' Opening it, he glanced at the hand writing.
It looked familiar, but he couldn't place it. Sitting on the bed, he began to
read:
JC,
I hope you
enjoyed the roses and the candy. I wanted to give you something I know you
would love on this day cause it will show you how much I love you. I have loved
you since the day we met. I didn't know it that first day, but I know it now. I
have wanted to tell you so many times, but I never got the nerve to do it. I
thought you would laugh at me or something. I wanted to tell you now cause I'm
tired of sitting by watching you sad when I know I could make you happy. We
could make each other happy. You might be surprised at who I am ,but if you
want to know, go open your room door.
JC re-read
the card again before placing it on the nightstand. He took a glance down, and
decided to put on some clothes before opening the door. He grabbed a pair of
sweatpants off the floor and slipped them on. Taking a deep breath, he walked
over to the door standing in front of it for a few moments. Finally he reached
out, and pulled it open slowly. When he
saw the person standing on the other side, he let out a small gasp.
"Hi,
JC."
"It's
you?"
"Yes.
. hmm. If you aren't okay with it, I can go back to my room, and we can forget
about the card and the roses. I just wanted you to know."
JC stood
silent for a few moments. He took in Justin's appearance as he looked him up
and down. He was wearing a pair of tight black jeans, and white shirt tucked
in. "You're dressed to kill."
Justin
smiled. "Thanks. Can I come in?"
JC nodded
as he moved aside allowing Justin to enter. As soon as the door was shut behind
Justin, JC had pushed him against it and kissed him. He pressed his body
against Justin's run his hand through Justin's newly grown curls. When he broke
the kiss, he raised his head smiling at Justin's swollen lips. "I have
been wanting to do that forever, but I never thought you would want me like
that."
Justin
laughed. "I've been wanting you to do that forever, but I always thought
you saw me like a little brother."
JC let his
hand trail down the middle of Justin's chest to the waist band of his jeans.
"My thoughts aren't exactly brotherly right now, Justin." JC pulled Justin's shirt out of pants and
let his hand rest on the Justin's back. "I guess Valentine's Day doesn't
have to suck this year. I finally got what I wanted all along."
Justin
kissed JC softly. The plan had worked.