[A/N: I just have to thank everyone who reviewed "Dear Justin". Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! You're so nice all of you (especially those of you who asked for a sequel... I couldn't disappoint you and give you nothing when you were so nice.) : )

I can't say that the sequel is as good as the first one, but that's how it is with sequels. I'm still serious though (I'm amazed myself).
And everyone who was so nice to review last time... you know what I'd like you to do again, right? *innocent smile* Okay, I'll let you go and read the story now...]

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J.C., J.C., J.C. I should have believed you J.C. I'm so sorry. I should have known better, but as you said, under the circumstances...
I should have seen that she was dangerous, I should have, shouldn't I?

I read your letter, and then she came home. I never got any other letters, I guess Jennifer threw them away. I don't know. She got so mad when she realized that I'd read it. I didn't believe you even when I read your letter, but I started to wonder.

Seven months ago a terrible lie was lied. Five months ago that lie fooled a whole jury and you were sent to face the electric chair. Just yesterday a man I've known since we were kids got executed for a crime he didn't commit. I'm sorry J.C. I should have known better than to think about you like that. You were right about Jen; she's a good actress... too good for anyone's sake.

I still can't believe she lied like she did. I can't believe I believed her. But you're right, for a second I didn't. It seemed so unlike you, but then... Something went horribly wrong, I'm sorry J.C. I guess it was love, you guys never believed me when I said I loved Jennifer, but I did. Love is not only blind, it's stupid. God I was stupid. I don't know how but the others believed her too. I guess we were all stupid. I wonder if she slept with them too. I guess I'll never find out. I'm too weak to ask her. Not only weak of heart, but I'm truly weak now... those pills are kicking in.
Suicide. That's what they're going to say, and that's what it's going to look like. It isn't suicide. She made me... I guess I'll meat you soon J.C. At least I hope I will. I can't believe I testified against you, that we all did. We were horrible... no, we were stupid. We were complete idiots, blind idiots. We couldn't see how damn fooled we got. You were the only one who noticed... maybe cause you never liked her in the first place. I should have listened to you. I should have, I really should have. But I didn't, of course.

I want to yell at her, so the neighbors can hear but... I'm too weak to even get off the floor. Breathing in itself is getting harder. I'm going to die, she's not calling an ambulance until it's too late. I shouldn't have taken those pills and that damn vodka... I should have let her stab me. At least then it would have been murder, instead of suicide. It's still murder, just like she murdered you J.C. She's getting away with this too... She must be so pleased. It's getting a little gloomy but I think she's smiling. God, she's smiling J.C. She's smiling dammit. She made me take I don't know how many sleeping pills and painkillers... and then vodka to add it up. And now she's watching me die, and she's smiling. How could I ever fall in love with her?

That girl you told me about, Amanda, do you think she was an angel? It sounds so stupid when I think about it like this but... Maybe an angel in human shape? I'm so glad she came and visited you. I wish I had. I wouldn't have believed you though, I probably would have yelled at you and called you things that weren't true. I wish you could hear my thoughts J.C. My final thoughts. I wish you could, I really, really wish you could.

I hope you didn't feel any pain, I don't want you to feel anything when you were in that room and... I can't even picture you in the electric chair. I never could J.C. Even if I tried I never could. Did you cry? Were you scared? Or did you just accept it? I want to know and still not. I don't want to picture you getting dragged there, neither walking into that room and... God, how could she do that to you? To me? To us.
I feel so stupid. I thought she loved me too. I really thought that she did. Instead she makes me take those pills and... Suicide that's all it's going to be. I can't bring you back, I wish I would have got the letter earlier, just a few days. I would have done my best to stop it. I probably would have killed to get you out of there if only I'd known. They are going to believe that I committed suicide because of you now. How could it end like this J.C.? Weren't the system going to help the innocent ones? You were innocent J.C., I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry... I'm crying again. I think she's actually trying not to laugh. I hate her now... How can I hate someone I loved just the other day? I think I hated you, I told you that I did. I actually yelled that I hated you for raping Jennifer. Still you denied it the whole time. Did your lawyer ever say that you should have said that you did it, to get an easier punishment? I wish they hadn't used you as an example. You didn't deserve death, you didn't even deserve jail. Jennifer did. She's the one who lied about this, I can't believe she did that.
Jen is ill J.C., mentally ill. You weren't, and you were the one who suffered the consequences. I can't see any justice in this.

I hope she won't go after Joey, Lance and Chris... Please God, just let her leave them alone. She's not going to hurt any of our family members, I've understood that too but... She was probably in it to break us apart J.C.... Where's the justice in that? I can barely see anything anymore. It's not only because I'm crying, it's getting hard to breath, hard to even think... It's coming closer now J.C., I hope we'll meet again. I want to tell you how sorry I am for believing her... Would you accept my apologizes? You would, wouldn't you? You begged me to believe you so many times, I should have. I know now how stupid I was.

J.C., please forgive me...