The rain poured down as the sound of thunder and lightning got closer. Tammy could hear the waves lapping hard against the rocks outside and hoped that there wasn't anyone caught out in the storm since it had come up so suddenly without warning. "Hello." Tammy answered as she picked up the receiver. "Hey Sis. Just called to make sure you were back from your little boat outing. This storm is getting nasty." Said her best friend, Diana. "Yeah, I know. It's pretty bad here. The waves outside are getting huge. I just hope the cabin ceiling doesn't start leaking. My brother fixed it last year, I just hope he did a good job. How are things at the hotel?" "Things just started picking up in the last hour. Listen, I gotta get back to work. I just wanted to make sure I didn't have to send the rescue crew out after you or something. Love ya and I'll talk to ya later. Bye." "Good-bye Di." Tammy hung up the phone and walked into the den to start cleaning out the fireplace so she could build a fire. Tammy, a vibrant beautiful young lady had just moved to Florida to help her best friend of 13 years, Diana, run her father's hotel business. Although Tammy was financially well off, thanks to her inheritance, she still worked just to have something to do. She lived in a beautiful three-bedroom cabin in the Florida Keys, right on the ocean. The cabin had a small guesthouse several yards away, hidden by a cluster of trees and flowers. Tammy had just cleaned it up yesterday and stocked everything full for her brother's visit. He called earlier that day and decided to wait two more weeks, so she knew she had to go check the food in the fridge and get rid of anything that would spoil, but not today. Not in this storm. Just as she sat down in front of the fireplace to clean it, she heard a knock at the back door. "Who in the world would be out in this crappy weather?" she asked herself as she walked through the kitchen. She pulled back the curtain to see who it was and she saw a young blond, soaked from head to toe, shivering. His hair clung to his face and hung down in his eyes, so she couldn't get a real good look. She put the chain on the door and opened it slightly. "Yes, can I help you?" "Hi. I'm really sorry to bother you, but my girlfriend and I got caught out in this storm, and I wanted to see if it was ok to tie my boat up to your dock until the storm lets up. I'd really appreciate it." The guy sounded so sweet and sincere and was extremely polite. Tammy couldn't help but feel sorry for him as he stood there shivering. She shut the door and took off the chain and opened it wide. "Step in here for a minute out of the rain." Tammy said, moving aside to let him in. She closed the door and turned around, only to get the shock of her life. "Holy shit!" she blurted out without thinking and quickly covered her mouth when she realized she had said it out loud. The young man looked at her and didn't seem surprised by her reaction at all. "I'm really sorry to be getting your floor all wet." He said as he looked down at the puddle of water at his feet. Tammy just stood there frozen, unable to speak or even move for a moment until he waved his hand in front of her face. "Miss? Are you ok?" "Oh God. I'm doing it. I swore I never would but a person doesn't really know until it actually happens to them." Tammy rambled on while she was slowly being hypnotized by his beautiful blue eyes and heart-stopping smile. He brushed the hair out of his face. Once his hair was out of the way, he got a good look at the woman standing in front of him. "God, she is beautiful. Damn." He said to himself, as he looked her up and down. She had long dark hair that splayed across her shoulders and looked like silk to the touch, the sexiest and most beautiful greenish-blue eyes he had ever seen and a body that looked like it belonged on the cover of the Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition. "I'm sorry. You swore you wouldn't do what?" he asked. This snapped her back to reality and she started to turn ten shades of red. "Oh God, Nick, I'm so sorry. I swore that if by some miracle I was ever lucky enough to meet you in person I wouldn't act like a start-struck fan. Like I am now. I'm sorry." "Hey, it's ok. Don't worry about it. But since you obviously know my name, can I get yours?" he asked as he flashed her that gorgeous smile again. "I'm sorry. It's Tammy. I am so glad to finally meet you." She said as she extended her hand to shake his. He took her hand into his, which seemed so tiny and softly kissed the top of it. "Hold on a second, I'll get you a towel." She turned and ran upstairs and grabbed two large fluffy towels and ran back down. She handed one to Nick and threw the other one over the puddle of water on the floor. "Thank you. I'm really sorry about the floor." He said, taking off his hat and drying his hair. It was darker than usual because it was wet instead of the soft blonde that it usually was. "Oh, don't worry about it. It'll be fine. You can leave your boat there at the dock as long as you need to. Did you say your girlfriend was with you?" Nick noticed the change in her tone of voice right away when she mentioned his girlfriend. "Yes, Mandy. She's out in the boat. She's had a few too many margaritas and she's not feeling so well." "Well, I heard on the radio just before you came that the storm will most likely last through the night." Tammy said, smiling big inside. "Oh great. That'll really make her happy. Do you mind if I use your bathroom?" "Not at all. It's upstairs and first door to your right." She told him, taking the towel. Nick slipped his wet shoes off and disappeared up the stairs. "Oh my God. I can't believe this. Nick Carter, in my house. In the flesh. This has to be a dream." She muttered under her breath as she picked up the wet towel off the floor and threw it into the laundry room. She kept hold of the towel he used and held it up to her face. It smelled like 'Gravity'. "God, he smells good." Upstairs, Nick passed a bedroom with the door wide open. He smiled to himself when he saw a Backstreet Boys poster on the wall. "She must be a fan." He said to himself. "A very gorgeous one at that. Damn, she's hot. And she's so nice." Nick used the bathroom and came back downstairs, trying to shake the nasty thoughts from his mind. "Did you find it ok?" she asked him. "Yes, thanks. Have you been a fan long?" "Yes, how did you know?" she asked in surprise. "I couldn't help but see the BSB poster in the bedroom at the end of the hall. How long?" Tammy immediately felt her face get hot. "Honestly? About 7 years." She said looking away. Nick couldn't help but smile at her sudden shyness. God she was beautiful. "Don't be embarrassed. It's because of people like you that the guys and me can do what we love to do and live out our dream. Thank you, Tammy." "Since this is probably a once in a lifetime deal for me, could I get you to sign that poster upstairs for me, please?" she asked, looking at him with hope filled eyes. Nick was happy to at least do that for her. Besides, he knew he couldn't say no to those eyes. And those lips. She had the most kissable lips that he'd ever seen. "Sure Tam. I'd be happy to." They went upstairs and walked into the bedroom. It was decorated in peach and sea green with an ocean theme. It was beautiful. "Well, you might as well see the rest of it." She said. The whole room was decorated with BSB stuff everywhere, but more him than anything. She blushed as he looked around smiling. He signed the poster and followed her back downstairs. "Well, I better get back out there before Mandy has one of her temper tantrums. I really do appreciate you letting us spend the night tied up to the dock outside." "It's no problem, really. Although I do have a problem with you sleeping in that boat all night. You guys will freeze for one thing and I could never live with myself if the tide somehow carried you away, boat and all." She laughed. "No, we'll be fine. But thank you. I couldn't ask you to……." He started to say before she cut him off. "I won't take no for an answer, Nick. I have a guesthouse just down the path there. My brother was supposed to spend the weekend but decided to wait a couple of weeks. I just stocked everything and cleaned it up so somebody might as well get some use out of it. You two can stay there tonight." "Thanks, but……" She looked at him with those pleading eyes again and he knew he wasn't gonna win this argument. "No buts about it. Please, I would feel a lot better knowing you are safe. And I won't be able to sleep a wink with you out on that boat. So, go get Mandy and I'll take you there." He smiled that Carter smile and looked her in the eye, making her insides melt. "You are a real sweetheart, Tam. Thank you so much. I'll pay you for letting us stay there tonight. Really." "You will do no such thing. Besides, you already have by just being here. Now, go get your girlfriend and I'll meet ya back here on the porch." She told him as she opened the door and handed him a huge umbrella. He took her by surprise when he leaned down and kissed her cheek then headed off towards the boat. Tammy closed the door and leaned back against it sighing. She was in heaven and the butterflies in her stomach were making her crazy. "God, he looks so damn good in person." She said out loud to herself. Nick climbed back in the boat and went below where Mandy was waiting in a raging frenzy. "It's about fucking time. What the hell took you so damn long?" Mandy roared as he grabbed the vodka bottle out of her hand and put the lid on it. "What, another god damn fan milking you for attention again?" "Stop it Mandy. As a matter of fact she is a fan. She's very nice and she offered to let us stay in her guesthouse for the night. Now, grab your bag and let's go." Nick yelled in an angry tone and went back up to make sure the knots were tight and the boat was secured. Mandy grabbed her bag in a huff and stormed up onto the deck where Nick was waiting. She grabbed the umbrella out of his hand and stormed off towards the cabin, leaving him to walk behind in the rain. Nick shook his head and followed her up to the porch where Tammy was waiting with another umbrella. "Which way?" Mandy asked rudely. Nick shook his head and mouthed I'm sorry to Tammy as Mandy led the way down the path. Tammy gave Nick a wink and a smile and walked next to him, keeping him under the umbrella. They got to the guesthouse and went inside, dropping their bags on the floor by the door. Mandy looked around like she was disgusted with the place and this made Tammy's temper flare. But for Nick's sake she bit her tongue and tried to be polite. "We're staying here?" Mandy asked sarcastically as she looked around. "Well, I believe Nick is. But you can feel free to go back to the boat anytime." Tammy stated while turning the lights on. Mandy turned around and got a good look at Tammy and let out an evil laugh. "Well, now I know why it took you so long, Nick. What did she do, throw herself at your feet and offer to throw in a blow-job with the guest-house?" Mandy lashed out. Once again, Tammy lowered her head and bit her tongue to keep Nick from getting into any more trouble. Tammy thought about it and the thought of giving Nick a blowjob sounded so good. God she loved this man. "Mandy!" Nick yelled while looking her in the eye, his face turning red with anger. "What the hell is wrong with you? Would it be so hard for you to be grateful for once in your life? You don't appreciate anything, do you?" "We will finish this when she's gone." Mandy warned before leaving the room. "I'm really sorry, Tam. She had no right to……" Nick started to say before Tammy interrupted him again. "Hey, it's ok Nick. It's not your fault she likes to run her mouth and treat people the way she does. I guess I'm just not sure what you see in her." Tammy told him before turning to the door. "The cupboards and refrigerator are all stocked. You must be hungry, so help yourselves. And there are clean towels in the bathroom. If you need anything else, you know where I am." She told him with a warm smile. "Thanks so much. I really mean it." He told her as she turned and walked back to her house. "God, she is such a bitch. Nick deserves so much better." Tammy mumbled to herself. Back at the guesthouse, Mandy pulled out the bottle of vodka and took another big swig. Nick stormed into the room and was ready to let her have it. "I can't fucking believe you sometimes Mandy. Why the hell did you treat her like that? You had no right. I'm surprised she didn't just change her mind and make us stay in the boat. God, you can be such a bitch." "Fuck you Nick. You probably already fucked her didn't ya?" she screamed before taking another drink. Without thinking, Nick looked at her and replied. "What if I did? What if I did fuck her?" he was shocked at his own words and couldn't believe he said that. Before he knew it, Mandy had slapped him across the face, leaving a stinging sensation and a welt. "I swear, when we get back tomorrow, you and I are finished. I'm not putting up with your shit anymore." He told her and turned and walked into the bathroom, slamming the door. "Yeah, whatever." He heard Mandy scream as he looked into the mirror. "Damn it." He said as he looked at the huge welt on his cheek. Her ring had also left a small cut, which was now bleeding. He winced as he put a cold rag on his cheek. When he walked back out to the living room Mandy was passed out on the couch, dead to the world. He looked at her and grabbed his bag. "No, fuck you, Mandy." He said before leaving and running to the house. Tammy had changed into her nightgown and just settled on the couch to read a book when there was a knock at the door. Her stomach did flip-flops as she jumped up and went to the door hoping to find Nick. And she did. She opened it and hurried him in out of the rain. She grabbed the towel he had used earlier and wrapped it around his shoulders. "Did I forget something?" she asked thinking she forgot to stock something. "No. I just had to get out of there. I can't stand to be in the same room with her anymore." He told her as he set his bag down. "Could I possibly rent the spare room upstairs instead?" "No, you cannot rent it. But you are more than welcome to stay there tonight." She told him as she took off his jacket and hung it over the kitchen chair. "I can't thank you enough. If you told us to leave, believe me I would understand." "You, never. But her……" they both started laughing and that's when he raised his head enough for her to see his cheek. "God, Nick. What the hell did she do to you?" she asked while placing her palm over the welt on his face. She already knew what had happened. Nick's hand immediately covered hers as he closed his eyes. Her touch was so warm and so soft on his skin. They stood there looking into each other's eyes, caught up in the moment. Tammy realized that all she was wearing was a thin silk nightie and it was just a little too revealing. She quickly covered her chest with her arms. Nick stood looking at her and was totally taken in by her beauty and innocence. She was turning him on beyond belief but he didn't want to let her know that. "Make yourself at home. I'll be right back." She was blushing and walked upstairs. She put on her matching robe and grabbed a cotton ball with some peroxide and went back downstairs. Nick was sitting on the sofa and looked so relaxed. She sat down beside him and turned to him. "Does it hurt?" she asked looking at the small cut. "No, not too bad." He answered in a low husky voice that sent chills through Tammy's body. He noticed that she had put on her robe and was a little disappointed. "Come here." She told him, motioning for him to lean closer to her. "This will sting just for a minute." She dabbed the peroxide soaked cotton ball on the cut and Nick winced at the pain. "I'm sorry." She told him before blowing on his cheek to take away the pain quicker. "There. All better." "Thanks, Tam. I mean Doctor Tam." He teased with a heart-warming smile. "I'm gonna put a cheese pizza in the oven. Are ya hungry?" she asked while standing up to go into the kitchen. "Yes! I'm starved. Cheese pizza sounds great." This girl was getting to him fast and he knew it. She was so nice and caring and beautiful. "Do you mind if I start a fire?" he yelled into the kitchen. "No, that would be great." She yelled back. She got the pizza ready and a couple of sodas from the fridge and returned to the living room. The fire was roaring and Nick had dimmed the lights a little making the room look so cozy. She sat back down on the sofa next to Nick and handed him a soda. Then she covered her mouth and started laughing out loud. "What? What's so funny? Is there something on my face?" he asked wiping his hand across his face only making it worse. She started laughing harder. He couldn't help but laugh himself at the sound of her laugh. It was more like a giggle. "Cute. Come here." She told him pulling him closer. She grabbed the small compact mirror out of her purse and opened it up. "Oh." Nick said when he saw that he had black soot on his face and the tip of his nose. He laughed as she grabbed a Kleenex and wiped it all off. Their faces were just inches apart. So close that Nick could feel her warm breath on him. This was driving him crazy. He wanted so bad to lean a little closer and kiss her, but he restrained himself. Nick didn't know it, but Tammy was having the exact same thoughts run through her mind as well. Nick noticed that Tammy jumped, startled by the sound of the loud thunder and was dying to hold her in his arms and keep her safe. They got to know each other and talked while the pizza cooked. They were both feeling very comfortable with the other and laughing up a storm by the time the pizza was done. They felt like they had known each other for years. She came back into the living room carrying two plates, the pizza and some napkins. "I'm sorry. I could've helped." He told her as she bent over in front of him to set the pizza down. She didn't know it and Nick felt kinda guilty about it, but he couldn't help but stare at her beautiful firm breasts that were being exposed to him under her robe. "Oh man." He said to himself as he felt his jeans start to get tighter. He quickly un-tucked his shirt to cover the huge bulge that was growing in his jeans. "God, Nick. You've got to get this off before you catch a cold." Tammy told him as she ran her hand across his back, feeling that his shirt was still soaked. "Do you have another shirt in your bag that you can put on while this one dries?" She didn't even wait for an answer before leaving the room and returning with his bag. "Thanks, Doc." He said with a big smile. She didn't even wait for him. She tugged at the hem of his shirt and pulled it up over his head and lay it over the chair in front of the fire. Nick was digging through his bag when he noticed Tammy staring at his bare chest and biting her bottom lip. He felt warm all over. Just her stare was turning him on. "I love the tattoos. They're awesome." She told him as she sat back down next to him and looked at the ones on his back. Tammy was dying to touch them and Nick must have sensed this. "It's ok. You can touch them if you want." He told her wanting so bad to feel her hands on his body. She slowly ran her hand over the ones on his back, lightly tickling and loved the feel of his baby soft skin. Nick closed his eyes and relished in the feel of her warm hands against his bare flesh. A low moan escaped his lips and sent a wave of fire through Tammy's body. "Feel good?" she asked as her hand moved up the other side of his spine. "Oh God, yes. It feels so good. I haven't had a backrub for so long." He answered hoping she wouldn't stop. "You could use one. Your back and shoulders are so tensed up. I think I can manage a backrub but not until you help me eat this pizza." She told him while handing him a plate with a huge piece on it. "Yes, Doc." Was all he said and started to dig in. He turned just in time to see a big piece of melted cheese start to drip down Tammy's chin. He quickly reached over and wiped the cheese away with his finger but before he could pull it back, she grabbed it and took it deep into her mouth and sucked the cheese off. "God, girl. You shouldn't have done that." He said in a sexy whisper followed by a low growl. "Why not?" she asked teasingly. Nick immediately looked down at the bulge in his jeans and saw that it was growing fast. He started to blush when he felt her eyes looking him over. "Sorry…Well, it was mine. You've got your own pizza." She said before taking another bite and giving him a devilish grin. She couldn't believe that such a small gesture could have that big of an effect on him. But she loved it. God how she wanted this man. They finished eating their pizza and cleaned up the mess. Tammy came back into the living room carrying a huge quilt and lay it down on the floor in front of the fire. At the same time, Nick come walking down the stairs wearing only a pair of thin cotton pajama bottoms that showed the beautiful contours of his toned and firmed butt. She grabbed some pillows and threw them on the floor and pointed to them. "Ok Carter. Let's see if we can loosen you up a little bit, shall we?" Nick lay face down on his tummy eagerly waiting for the feel of her touch again. "Ok Doc. lay it on me." He said smiling and closing his eyes. She loved the nickname he gave her. Without hesitation she straddled him and lowered herself down and sat on his butt. Nick growled under his breath but loud enough that Tammy heard it. That warm tingly sensation coursed through her body again as she started kneading the muscles in his back and shoulders. He was so tense. She knew he must deal with a lot of stress with his job and all, but being a certified masseuse, she knew he desperately needed this backrub. "Mmm….God that feels so good. You should do this for a living, ya know that?" he told her as she worked his arms and neck. "As a matter of fact, I used to. Before I moved here to Florida that is." "See. I knew I called you Doc for a reason." He joked. He lay there moaning and groaning as she continued to relax his whole body. "Why did you stop?" "Because I came here to help my best friend run her father's hotel." Suddenly a thought popped into Nick's head. "Have you ever thought about doing it part-time or on the side?" he asked with hopeful intentions. "Yeah, I have." "Good, you're hired." He blurted out. "What are you talking about?" she asked while laughing at his remark. "I mean you are hired. I want you as my personal body doctor." He told her with all seriousness in his voice. "I mean it. You're really good at this. I've never felt so good and relaxed. What do ya say? I'll pay you well." Tammy couldn't believe what he was saying. He was dead serious. The thought of having her hands all over him on a regular basis thrilled her to death. "We'll see Carter. And you wouldn't have to pay me either. Except for a couple concert tickets every now and then." She told him. "Really? You will do it?" he asked happily as he turned over under her without realizing where she would end up sitting. He looked up at her and saw her eyes were a deeper green color than they had been all night. She immediately realized their position when she felt him beneath her touching against her sensitive spots. "Yes. Really." She answered acting like she wasn't affected by his turning over. "Put your arms out." She told him trying to focus on the task at hand. But it was getting more difficult by the second. He closed his eyes as her hands worked up and down his arms. She ran her hands through his gorgeous blond hair and massaged his scalp making him moan with pleasure. "Damn, baby. You are incredible. This feels so good." He told her as he lay with his eyes closed and biting his bottom lip. It was still storming outside and the thunder and lighting was closer. When he opened his eyes to look at her, she was staring at his chest wanting so badly to run her hands across it just to feel him. He looked at her, his eyes a deeper blue color and smiled. Without saying anything, he grabbed her hands and moved them down to rest on his chest. She took in a sharp breath as her body started to feel like it was on fire. His chest was hot from being so close to the fire and so smooth. He closed his eyes and reveled in the feeling of her soft touch. He didn't know how much more he could take of this torturing but he loved every bit of it. Suddenly there was a bright flash of lighting and a loud boom of thunder that sounded like it was right outside her door. She jumped and then immediately leaned down and rested her head on his bare chest for security. He smiled and wrapped his arms around her and held her tight to him. "Have you always been afraid of thunderstorms?" "Yes, I guess I have. Kinda silly though isn't it?" she answered. Nick felt her hot breath against his skin and it caused him to shiver. "Are you cold?" she asked still lying on his chest. "No. And no I don't think it's silly. Everyone has their own fears." He told her before brushing her hair away and placing a soft kiss on her forehead. Tammy closed her eyes and wanted to savor these moments with Nick because she knew she was gonna have to let him go. He would be leaving tomorrow and she would probably never see him again. "What else are you afraid of?" he asked with such sweetness and concern. "Honestly? I'm afraid of letting you leave tomorrow and never seeing you again." She said as she felt a tear run down and drip onto his chest. Nick felt this and immediately knew she was sad. "Yes, you will." He whispered while running his fingers through her long silky hair. "You're my new body Doctor remember?" He lifted her head and turned it to look at him. "Don't cry, baby. I will see you again. I'll be wanting body rubs so much that you'll probably get sick of me." He said as he wiped away the few tears that were spilling over. "No, Nick. I could never get sick of you. Never." She told him and lay her head back down on his chest, squeezing him tighter. Nick closed his eyes and held her close for awhile until the loud thunder got a little further away. They both felt so warm and relaxed and content lying in each other arms. After several minutes of silence and listening to his heartbeat she looked up at him. "What about Mandy? She's probably wondering where you are." "No she's not. She's so drunk and dead to the world right now. She won't wake up until noon tomorrow. Besides, I don't care about Mandy right now. I already told her that once we get back home that her and I are finished for good." "Really? You told her that." "Yes I did. Only not in such a nice way. I mean it this time. I've had enough of her abuse and the way she treats people." "Good Nicky. I'm so glad. You can do so much better than her. You deserve somebody better." She told him as she lay there wishing it could be her. "I know. I need someone like you Doc." He said. Tammy slowly lifted her head and looked into his eyes. "I know I've known you for less than a day but you are so different from her and other girls I've been with. You are so loving and caring, funny and so easy to talk to. I like you a lot." He told her with such sincerity that it made her eyes well up with tears again. "Baby don't cry." He told her before sitting up and pulling her to his chest. He sat with his legs straight while she was still straddled across his waist and rested her head on his shoulder. The slightest little movement sent waves of unbelievable desire through his body. Nick tried to ignore the pleasurable feelings, but his body wouldn't let him. He lifted her head up to look at him and began kissing away the few salty tears that were left on her cheeks. Tammy swallowed hard when his soft lips touched her right cheek and then her left. Without hesitation, Nick stared into her dark green eyes as he softly brushed his lips across hers. They both closed their eyes and took full advantage of the tender moment. They parted lips and rested their foreheads together, staring into one another's eyes and desperately trying to read the others mind. Tammy's hands ran up Nick's back and to his neck, lightly scratching with her nails and drawing a soft moan from deep within him. Then she pulled his lips to hers again and locked lips, gently nipping at his bottom lip. Nick's arms tightened around her waist as his tongue began to explore the inside of her open welcoming mouth. Their tongues intertwined and fought for control over the other one as their bodies continued to burn together. After a few short seconds of this, Tammy felt him growing hard beneath her so she wrapped her legs around him and squeezed to put more pressure on their pleasure spots. The kiss grew deep and more passionate and the longing and desire to be as one was becoming unbearable. "Mmm….damn, you're an awesome kisser Doc." Nick moaned when they finally had to pull apart for air. The fire between Tammy's legs was so hot, Nick could feel it through his thin pajama bottoms and it was making him crazy. "Nicky, this is so wrong." She gasped while trying to catch her breath. "Your girlfriend isn't too far away." She quickly lost all her ability to think or even talk as Nick's lips and tongue moved down on her neck and his hands ran up her legs, resting on her silky thighs. As soon as he hit that sensitive spot on her throat she let out a desire filled moan and melted into his arms. She was all his now. She knew there was no way she would be able to resist him. "She's not my girlfriend anymore remember? I'm not just saying this to get you into bed. I have never been so serious about anything before in my life. Except for wanting you." He told her as he continued to ravish her neck and face. "Besides, this feels so right Doc. Nobody has ever made me feel this way or turned me on like you do." His hands roamed up and down her legs taking in the silky smooth feeling and wishing he could touch every part of her. Tammy tried to speak but couldn't. She was defenseless against his touch and sweet kisses. She lowered her head and began kissing and tasting his neck and shoulders as he moaned with desire and pleasure. "You taste so good Nicky. I want you too." She told him, not even thinking about her still being a virgin. At that very moment, she didn't care. All she knew was that she wanted him to make love to her just like in her dreams. He stopped and looked into her eyes and smiled. Just as he lay her back on the pillows his cell phone rang. "Damn it. Somebody's got some great timing." He groaned as he bent down to kiss her. He wasn't going to let anything distract him from what he was doing. "Nick, you really should get that. It could be important." She told him as she sat up. He sighed and then remembered his phone was in the kitchen on the table. "Great." He said as he stood up and held a pillow in front of him to hide the massive hard-on he had. "Problems?" she said with a huge grin as she looked at the pillow and then back up at him. "Yeah, just a little one. Plus, I'm very shy." He told her turning to go into the kitchen. "Well, if you don't mind me saying so, judging by the bulge in your jeans earlier I'd say you have a big problem not a little one." She said teasingly. He turned around and smiled then threw the pillow at her. He answered his phone and talked to Brian for about 5 minutes, then returned to the blanket where she was. This time he was holding a towel in front of him. She couldn't help but giggle at his shyness. "You just find this so amusing don't you?" he asked trying to keep himself from laughing with her. "Kinda. I guess I never thought you to be shy about anything. And especially about your body. You have a beautiful body." She told him as her eyes scanned his body again. "Yeah well, so do you Doc. And it's obvious that 'Little Nicky' agrees with me." He said looking down at the towel covering his manhood. "Little Nicky? Nicky Junior maybe, but not Little Nicky. Remind me to get out a dictionary and read to you the definition of little and then the definition of big and even huge." She laughed while watching his face turn red again. "Oh you are such a brat." He said before pushing her back on the pillows and straddling her stomach then tickling her until she was begging and gasping for breath. He stopped and let her catch her breath for a moment, then pinned her arms down above her head and began kissing her passionately. He pulled away and looked down at her smiling. "But you're a beautiful brat. Very beautiful." He looked at her with such tenderness as her fingers raked through his hair and down the back of his neck. By now he had stretched his legs out and was lying on top of her, letting her body heat soak into his bare skin. She pulled him down for another heated kiss as he began to grind his erect member against her most sensitive spots. These feelings were all too new to her but she loved them. She thought she was going to lose her mind if he didn't stop or make love to her real soon. "God, Tam. I want to make love to you so bad right now. But if you're not ready, then I understand. I don't want you to think that I'm just gonna leave and forget about you if you don't. I wouldn't do that. I couldn't do that. I just………" he was silenced by the touch of her finger to his lips. "Make love to me Nick. Please." She pleaded before covering his mouth with her own. His hands slowly unbuttoned her robe and pushed it open exposing the silk nightie underneath it. His hands slid up underneath and rubbed across her bare tummy, slightly brushing against the bottom of her breasts. He leaned down and kissed her passionately as his hand cupped one breast, massaging it then rolling her already hard nipple between his fingers. She let out a loud moan of pleasure, which assured Nick he was pleasing her. She raised a little and slipped off the robe. Then he pulled the nightie up over her head and tossed it aside. Her whole body was exposed to him except for what lay hidden beneath her emerald green panties. The only light in the room was the light from the fire, and this made her body glow and look silky smooth. He had never seen such a beautiful creature in his entire life. "Damn, Doc. You are so beautiful. You are so perfect." He whispered as a moan of pure desire caught in his throat. He leaned off to the side of her and took one nipple into his mouth while pleasuring the other with his fingertips. Her back arched up trying to get more into his warm mouth. After spending a sufficient amount of time on one, he switched and gave the other equal amount of attention. Tammy lay squirming beneath him and moaning his name in desperation. He planted wet kisses all over her chest and stomach while caressing her silky smooth thighs. His hand moved her legs apart, far enough to be able to touch her. His hand ran up and down her womanhood on the outside of her panties and he could feel the heat radiating from her. Her panties were wet and this made him want to take her right then. "Mmm….baby. You are so wet. Damn." He moaned against her mouth as his fingers slipped under the waistline and slid them down her legs. He reached down and threw them aside and when he lay back down beside her, he could feel her body trembling. "Honey, what's the matter? You're shaking. Are you cold?" She just shook her head no and crossed her arms over her chest. She looked away and she could feel the tears welling up in her eyes. He took her chin and turned her head to look at him. "Doc, talk to me. What's the matter? Do you want me to stop? You have to tell me." She sat up and pulled her knees to her chest and felt her heart get caught in her throat. "No, I don't want you to stop. I'm just afraid that after I tell you something that you won't want me anymore." "Tell me what? Is there a boyfriend?" he asked with a disappointed look on his face. "No, there is no one else. It's just that…….." she stopped and swallowed hard and felt a few tears spill over, landing on her arms. "It's just what? Please tell me. Don't shut me out." "Nick, I'm just afraid I'll be a disappointment to you or won't be able to satisfy you." She told him before lifting her head and looking at him. "Why would you think that? You couldn't possibly disappoint me. Trust me. Just in the short amount of time that we have spent together, you have made me feel things I never knew were possible. And you know you turn me on beyond belief. There's something else isn't there?" He didn't know what it was but the furthest thing from his mind is exactly what she told him next. "Nicky, I've never……..I mean I'm…." she stuttered as the tears began to fall harder. She wanted him so bad. She had been in love with him for so long and she was afraid he wouldn't want anything to do with someone inexperienced. "Shhh…." He told her as he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close. "You're a virgin aren't you?" he asked with such tenderness and care that it only made her cry harder. She didn't have to answer him, he knew just from the response he got. "Baby, that is nothing to be ashamed of. Not at all. Why would you think I wouldn't want you just because you're a virgin?" "I don't know. I guess because all of your other girlfriends were probably experienced and……" he put his finger to her lips and looked into her tear filled eyes. "Yeah, they were all experienced but ya know what? None of them ever made me feel as good as you have made me feel tonight. And you did that without making love to me. Being someone's first is something that most people take for granted. I'm not like that. That would really mean something to me. I was never anyone's first, except for Mandy but then I was a virgin too so it didn't mean as much to me then. Plus I was young and immature. Your first time should be with someone you really love or care about. If I could do it all over again, I guarantee you things would be different." He pulled her into his arms and lay back, pulling her to his chest and wrapping the edge of the blanket up over her naked body. She lay her head against his bare chest and was calmed by the sound of his heartbeat. He kissed the top of her head while his fingers raked through her long hair and over her shoulders. "Just let me hold you." He whispered. They lay there in silence with only the crackling of the fire in the background for several minutes just enjoying the feeling of holding each other. "Nick?" "Yeah, baby." "Can I tell you something else?" she asked as her heartbeat increased rapidly. "Sure. I don't want you to be afraid to tell me anything." He answered with anticipation. "I've been in love with you for over four years. I mean I love the BSB Nick Carter, but I'm in love with you, the real Nicky. Please don't say anything because I know you couldn't possibly feel the same way about me. I just wanted you to know." She told him then hugged him tighter. He felt his insides begin to melt as all of these emotions hit him at once. He was totally speechless. "Doc, I don't know what to say. I'm……" "Please don't say anything. I want my first time to be with someone I love. I might never get this chance again. Please, Nicky. Love me, even if it's only for this one night." She said to him while looking into his eyes. He couldn't even begin to speak. His heart was caught in his throat and there was no way in hell he was going to be able to resist her now. He didn't want to. "Oh, baby. I want you so badly. I need you." He whispered in a low husky tone as he pulled her up and captured her lips with his own sending them into a world of passion and desire that was much greater than they felt earlier. "Let's make love upstairs in my room." He told her, referring to the spare room that was decorated with his pictures and the ocean theme. He draped her robe over her naked body and scooped her up in his arms and carried her upstairs. Once in the bedroom, he pulled the covers back and gently lay her in the middle of the bed and lit the few candles that were scattered around the room. He was crawling into bed when a loud boom of thunder sounded and she quickly pulled him down to her. He just chuckled and pulled her close to him. After holding her for a few minutes, she caught him off guard and rolled him over, sitting on him just below the stomach. He lay there looking into her dark eyes as her beauty and tenderness intoxicated him and rendered him helpless against her sudden urge to be in control. She leaned down and began tasting and nipping at his neck as her hands roamed all over his chest and stomach loving the feel of his baby-soft skin. His hands roamed up and down her thighs and hips while his eyes continued to focus on her perfect breasts and toned body. Her lips worked their way down his body until they found his erect nipples, then her tongue took the time to taste and tease each one sending him into a frenzy of desire and need. His moaning was beginning to drive her crazy. Each time she moved or leaned down, her butt would lightly brush against the end of his erection, driving him crazy. His need for a release was building fast but he didn't want to rush things. He wanted to make this night last as long as possible and he wanted to make it as special as he could for both of them. He closed his eyes and relished in the feeling of her hot skin roaming all over his. She let her head fall back and closed her eyes, moaning softly as his hands moved up and massaged her breasts and teased her nipples with his fingers. "Mmm….Nicky. That feels so good." She whispered as hot waves of pleasure ran through her entire body, coming to rest between her legs. She took in a quick breath when he sat up and took her left nipple into his mouth, sucking and biting gently. This was torture on her body. She was so lost in the pleasure of it all that the loud booms of thunder outside went unnoticed. She gently pushed him back down on the bed, quickly reeling him in to her intoxicating stare. Nick noticed that her eyes were dark and had an animal-like look to them. She scooted down and ran her hand along the length of his erect member on the outside of his pajamas, causing a deep growl to escape from Nick's lips. He lifted up to let her remove his bottoms. She slid off the end of the bed and pulled his bottoms off and tossed them aside. Then she slowly made her way back up, running her tongue along the sensitive insides of his thighs and making Nick squirm with delight and desperation. When her lips reached the top of his thighs she kissed and moved her tongue up the ticklish spot on his hips making him cry out. "Damn, girl. You are killing me here." He gasped, as she looked up at him with a devilish grin. She stopped and swallowed hard when she saw that 'Little Nicky' was not so little. She looked back up at him shaking her head. "I'm sorry, but your definition of little is way off." She said with a huge grin. Nick immediately felt his face getting hot again. "Now don't you start in about that again." He warned playfully, although he couldn't help but feel a little proud. She smiled; knowing the suspense was killing him. Without warning, she leaned over and took him deep into her throat, taking in as much of him as she could. She heard him take in a sharp breath and moan her name 'Doc' loudly, to let her know she was pleasing him. She wrapped her hand around the base of him and began torturing the tip of him with her tongue. She licked off the pre-cum and loved his taste, making her want to taste more. "Mmm……You taste so good Nicky." She said before returning her lips to his throbbing member. Nick lay there biting his bottom lip and moaning while she licked and sucked him with such expertise, taking him to new heights of ecstasy that he never felt before. "Oh God….Doc…" he cried out as his release neared. He had been given many blowjobs before but none of them could even come close to this one. His hands clutched the sheets on the bed beside him. "Don't stop…Doc…please. Oh…..I'm gonna cum, baby…I'm gonna…." He cried out as she took him over the edge. She took in and swallowed every drop of his sweetness as he lay there riding out each pleasure filled wave of the longest, most intense mind-blowing orgasm that had ever coursed through his body. She rocked his world, which left him fighting to control his heart rate and breathing for several minutes while she kissed and tasted her way back up to his lips. He wrapped his arms around her and held her so tight that she couldn't breath. "Nick, I can't breath." She whispered trying to loosen his grip a little. He finally loosened it but not by much. "My God girl. Where in the hell did you learn to do that? Holy shit!" he exclaimed in a ragged breath as he ran his hands through his hair and let out a deep sigh. He looked down at her with a warm and satisfied look on his face. "You may be a virgin but you sure in the hell aren't as innocent as I thought. Damn, Doc. Shit!" he said, still unable to get over the impact that this had on his body. "I am innocent." She said looking down at him. "I've never done that before. I swear. The thought of it used to make me sick but you quickly changed that all around. Damn, you taste good too." She said before licking her lips, trying to savor his taste. "Oh baby that was the most………God I can't even begin to describe it." His arms tightened around her waist and pressed her center down hard against his member, which was still rock hard. "Hell, I am never letting you go. You are too perfect. And you were afraid you wouldn't be able to satisfy me? Yeah right." He said sarcastically before pulling her down for a passion filled kiss. The taste of himself on her tongue only turned him on more. "Ok. My turn." He said as he rolled over, putting her on the bottom. She looked at him with a hint of fear in her eyes. "Your turn for what?" "My turn for a taste." He said. Then he noticed the look in her face turn to nervousness. "I won't hurt you. I just want to make you feel as good as you just made me feel, if that's at all possible. Doc, do you trust me?" "With my life, Nicky. I trust you completely." Nick couldn't help but care about this gentle, loving, naked beauty beneath him. His heart was filled with so much compassion for her he started to believe in love at first sight. He always found it hard to believe that any woman could ever love him for being himself and not for him, the Backstreet Boy. But with this girl it all seemed so different. He could be himself and not worry about her passing judgement on him or comparing him to the BSB he is supposed to be. Nick hovered over her and began kissing and nipping at her neck, sending chills through her body. By the time he reached her breasts and finished teasing her nipples until they couldn't get any harder, Tammy had so many emotions and new pleasurable sensations running through her body that she thought she had literally died and gone to heaven. Her moans grew louder and closer together that Nick knew he was pleasing her. As his kisses moved further down and closer to her center, he felt her body tense up again. "Relax, honey. It only gets better. Trust me." She started to relax under his touch and he continued his mission to share with her, her first orgasm. She started to resist a little when he tried to move her legs farther apart but quickly gave into him. She jumped when his fingers gently parted her lower lips. "Sorry." She told him then once again relaxed her body. "Mmm…. Baby you taste as good as you look." He told her after running his tongue up and down the outside of her tiny entrance and tasting her wetness. She let out a loud gasp followed by a low growl as his tongue slowly slipped inside of her and caressed her inner walls for the first time. "Oh my God, Nicky. Whatever the hell you are doing, don't stop." She said in a ragged breath as the fire coursed through her body. The feelings were becoming more and more intense with every lick and every kiss he was giving her treasure spot. "I won't stop until you want me to. But you gotta tell me what you like and don't like and what feels the best, ok?" He smiled that sexy lust-filled smile of his and then continued to pleasure her. He was having a hard enough time holding her hips down but when his tongued began circling her clit, he thought she was gonna go through the roof. "Holy Fuck!" she yelled as she frantically clawed at the sheets. Nick crawled back up to her and kissed her hard on the mouth to calm her down a little. "Damn, baby. You are a wild one." He told her as he gently inserted his middle finger into her as far as it would go. He rested his head on her chest and bit his lip as she bucked her hips up trying to get more of his finger inside of her. When he felt how tight she was, just the thought of being inside of her sent him so close to the edge. He moved his finger in and out of her a few times then inserted a second finger, getting the same reaction but with a little more force behind it. After thrusting his fingers in and out a few times he was getting to the point where he wasn't going to be able to hold back anymore and he could tell she was ready too. He rested his body between her legs and supported his upper body up with his arms. Then he rubbed the length of his member up and down against her pelvic bone, brushing across her clit each time. "Oh, Doc, Baby…I'm so close….Mmm…..I'm gonna cum with you." He moaned in a ragged breath as he looked into her eyes. "Nick….what is….." she moaned as her breath got caught in her throat. He could see a look of confusion in her eyes from all of the new and unfamiliar feelings that were running through her. "Just go with it, baby. Just relax and let yourself go. I want you to keep your eyes on me though 'cause I want to be right there with you." He told her as he applied more pressure against her sensitive spot and concentrated on taking her into that wonderful world of ecstasy. He knew he was going to topple over the edge at any time, but was determined to take her with him. "Oh God, Nick!" she cried out as she felt the first wave begin to course through her body. Her eyes were locked with his the whole time. "That's it babygirl…..Mmm…..Cum with me." Her hands wrapped around his back and her nails pierced his skin as his name echoed throughout the house. He felt himself fly over the top and he cried out her name as he shot his hot seed up between them covering his chest and hers. They both rode wave after pleasurable wave without taking their eyes off of each other. It was the most intense moment either of them had ever experienced. He leaned down and kissed her with all of the compassion he had in him and then looked down to see tears spilling over onto her cheeks. "Are you ok?" he asked her with such tenderness and concern in his voice while kissing away the tears. She nodded her head then cupped his face with her hands pulling his lips to hers. "It's just that this is the happiest day of my life and I don't ever want it to end. How am I ever gonna let you go tomorrow?" The tears seems to flow a little faster as she looked into his loving blue eyes. He leaned down and kissed them away and kissed her on the lips. "Baby, I don't want this night to end either. And I told you we will see each other again. I promise. You couldn't get rid of me if you wanted to." He told her smiling. His face turned serious but with total compassion when she ran her hands over his butt and pressed him down closer to her. "Show me Nicky. Show me what making love is all about." She whispered before capturing his lips with her own. His hands roamed up and down her body a few times then he leaned down and took a nipple into his mouth, making her desire grow even more. After attending to both he looked up at her and she nodded her head, telling him she was ready. She reached down and guided him to her entrance. He let out a heavy sigh as the tip of him touched her wetness. He gently eased in just past the tip and felt her body stretching to accommodate him. He stopped when he felt her whole body tense. "Relax, baby. I'll take it slow. Just tell me if you want me to stop." He leaned down and kissed her on the mouth as he pushed in a little further and stopped to let her body adjust. She relaxed her body as he showered her face and neck with kisses. "Oh Doc……baby..you feel so good…..Mmm…" He felt the fire in his belly growing fast making him wonder if he was gonna be able to last. After waiting a few moments for her to adjust he slipped in further until he felt some resistance. Tammy wasn't feeling much pain, just a little bit of pressure. Then she realized he wasn't all the way in yet and took in deep breath and exhaled. "Are you doin' ok so far?" he asked with such compassion and concern. Tammy nodded her head. "Yeah." She said in a raspy breath. He kissed her passionately on the lips and looked down into her eyes. "Just a little further, baby. But this might hurt a little. Are you ready?" Tammy took in a deep breath and tried to relax beneath him as she closed her eyes. "I'm ready." She told him in a shaky breath. Nick pulled back to the tip and gently pushed in, going all the way before stopping. He felt her whole body jerk and begin to shake. "Oh God….Nick….it hurts." She cried out as tears ran down her cheeks. Nick felt so bad and wanted to cry himself. He held her tight and buried his face against her neck and shoulder. "I know baby. I know. It'll only hurt for a minute or so, I promise. I'm sorry. I won't move until you tell me to." He whispered into her ear as he kissed down her neck. He reached his hand down between the two of them. "Honey, try to concentrate on my fingers, ok." He told her as he gently rubbed his fingers against her clit, hoping to take away the pain or at least distract her until it went away. The pain slowly disappeared and the feelings of pleasure began to take over her body as they had done earlier. She reached up and wiped away her tears and looked into his watery eyes. "I'm ok Nicky." She said softly as she began to move under him, wanting him to continue. He smiled down at her and kissed the tip of her nose as he slowly eased his way in and out of her delicate body. "Oh, Doc. I have never felt like this before in my life. God, girl you are incredible." He told her before kissing her lips passionately but keeping a slow steady pace. Nick was in heaven as her nails scratched up and down his back and her velvety walls surrounded him tightly and sweetly torturing him. Tammy loved the way he felt moving inside of her. She could feel her release getting very close. She wrapped her legs around his waist and locked them at the ankles, taking him deeper into her body. Just as she reached her peak and began climaxing she screamed out his name and at the same time a loud boom of thunder rattled the windows. They both laughed at the coincidence. "Now that's what I call perfect timing." Nick joked as he continued to thrust in and out of her. Tammy held his butt with her hands and began meeting each thrust, making him go a little deeper with each one and soliciting deep moans from Nick. "I want you to cum for me Nicky. Don't hold back. I love you, baby." She told him as she looked into his eyes. "Oh God………Doc…I'm gonna cum……Mmm…….oh baby….oh" he cried out as he thrust into her harder and faster and finally exploded deep inside of her, giving his body another mind-blowing, intense orgasm. This one was even stronger and more intense than the last one. He had so many emotions and feelings running through him that he didn't try to hide the few tears that spilled over and rolled down his cheeks. "Oh, Doc. I…." "Shhh……you don't have to say anything. Please, just hold me." She told him as she placed her finger on his lips then kissed his tears away. He lay his head down on her chest and closed his eyes and was soothed by the sound of her breathing and heartbeat. "Nick, making love to you was even better than I ever imagined. You were so loving and gentle. Thank you." "Doc, tonight was the most incredible night for me too. I've had many girlfriends and I've had lots of sex, but I can't honestly say I have ever really made love until now. Making love to you tonight is something I will cherish forever." They held each other close for several minutes and rolled onto their sides, looking at each other. "God, I'm hungry." She said making him laugh. "Me too." He told her. "Want some left over cheese pizza?" "Sounds good." She told him and started to get up. He grabbed her arm. "Stay here. I'll get it." He told her then slipped on his pajama bottoms and went downstairs. Tammy went into the bathroom and cleaned up a little and put her nightie back on. She couldn't remember ever feeling so good and so loved. Even though she knew Nick couldn't possibly love her, he treated her like he did and it made her feel so good. They sat on the bed and ate pizza and talked about Nick's upcoming promo tour. He was leaving in 2 days and would be gone for 2 months. He noticed that her mood had fallen and she looked sad to hear this. "Hey." He said lifting her chin and making her look at him. "I'll come see you before I leave and I'll call you everyday. I promise." He leaned over and kissed her passionately then they finished their pizza and cuddled up together. "God, I love thunderstorms!" Tammy yelled loudly then lay her head on his chest and they both fell fast asleep

Thunderstorms by Kat