*
Precocious made it back to the office without running over any wayward school
children or lamp posts. She was angry. Very angry. Not seeing color, but a
fuzzy black and white angry. The problem was, she wasn’t sure *why* she was
angry. She pushed open the front door of the office hard enough to send the
hinges squealing and dropped her backpack into her chair. She yanked the files
out, threw them with more force than necessary into the ‘to be filed’ tray, and
spun around when she heard Zachary walk out from his office. “I’m taking the
rest of the day off.”
Zachary, who had been headed for the coffee machine that was on the wheeled
tray half-hidden by one of Precocious’s plants, paused in surprise. He looked
her over with a critical eye and recognized the flash in her eyes as a
dangerous thing. He decided not to bother with questioning her since he liked
all of his body parts as they were. “See you tomorrow, then.” Zachary watched
in amazement when Precocious stormed out of the office like hell was on her
heels. The last time he’d seen her so pissed, she’d ended up throwing bright
green paint on a half-dozen women wearing ‘Reelect Lott’ T-shirts. He hoped she
didn’t have any green paint in her car. He poured his coffee and went back into
his office, pausing only long enough to forward all of the front desk calls to
his own phone. He regretted that move as soon as he sat down and the phone
rang. “Hello?”
“Zachary, I think I’ve lost my fucking mind.”
“What’s going on?” Zachary suddenly wondered if Precocious’s mood and
“What makes you think-oh, fuck, forget it. You won’t believe me, anyway.”
Zachary’s eyebrows shot up, and he leaned back in his desk chair. “What’s
happened,
“Apparently, I fucked Julia last night.”
“I…I’m here.” Zachary had been struck dumb by the announcement. “Where the hell
is your *sense*, man?!”
“At the bottom of a bottle of cheap booze. Thanks for asking.”
“Do *not* get snide with me, you dumb fuck! How the fuck did you fuck Julia?
She’s in
“No, she’s not,”
Zachary wasn’t liking the sound of things at all. “You talked to her, didn’t
you?” He heard
“I’ve figured that out, you asshole.”
Zachary rubbed the slope of his nose with the pad of his thumb and sighed. “Why
the fuck did you sleep with her?”
“I was *drunk*! I was very, very, very *drunk*!”
“That’s no excuse! This woman eats men for breakfast because she thinks it’s
*fun*!”
There was a sudden, long silence on the other end of the phone.
“I know I am.” Zachary was getting exasperated.
“No, no, I mean…”
“I know all of this.”
Tyler made a shushing noise. “Quiet; you’re not getting it. None of this is
right. Julia doesn’t just materialize for no reason. She always has a plan. She
always has a reason to do things. She’s an evil, conniving, heartless banshee
of a shrew. She never does anything without a clearly outlined goal and a way
to achieve it. She told me on the phone Friday that she was done with the last
guy-“
“The watery eyed guy?” Zachary cut in just to make sure he and Tyler were
thinking about the last guy.
“Yeah, him. She said it was over, and that she was sorry she had cheated on me.
She never finishes a relationship with a man without having another one lined
up. It’s one of the things I realized after we ended things-she always had
someone waiting in the wings.”
“But she’s here.” Zachary was confused.
“I know,” there was another thoughtful pause as Tyler puzzled that out. He
cursed lightly. “Son of a bitch. I think I’m the guy in the wings.”
“She left you. She was finished with you.”
“So we thought. She’s manipulative, Zachary. She’s back here for me for some
reason…” Tyler trailed off. “I have to go.” He hung up the phone before Zachary
could respond.
Zachary put his extension back on the cradle with a wry smile and a shake of
his head. “Good luck, you dumb bastard.”
*
Linda was scraping paint off of the sliding glass doors that led to the balcony
when she heard the front door open. “Precocious?”
“Yeah, it’s me.”
“I think I’m going to paint a mural on the doors, kind of a stained glass
look.” Linda carefully peeled some yellow paint off of the doorframe. “I
thought I’d go non-abstract and do a take-off on all those church windows of
the Virgin Mary praying. Do you think if I did it up as Gene Kelly praying I’d
offend the neighbors?”
Precocious walked into the kitchen and dropped heavily into one of the chairs
at the kitchen table. “The neighbors are atheist lesbians with a Great Dane.
They’d love you for it.”
Linda turned around and put down the box cutter she was using to scrape the
paint off the door. She stood up from her squat, brushed flecks of paint off of
her jeans, and sat down in the chair opposite of Precocious. “What’s happened?”
“Zachary wanted me to go over some files with Tyler. I called his place, and he
didn’t answer, but since I had to drop some other stuff off for Zachary, I just
threw the files in my backpack and decided to swing by his place. I figured, if
nothing else, I could leave the files on the front porch. I grabbed donuts on
the way over, just in case he was up, and when I got there, Julia was there.
Naked. And wet. And Tyler was only wearing a robe.”
Linda winced. “Shit. What’d you do?”
“I gave him the donuts, and I bolted.” Precocious dropped her head to the
table. It hit with a dull thud. “Ow.”
“You’re supposed to headdesk, not headtable.” Linda stood up from the table and
walked into the kitchen. She reached into the very back of the fridge and
pulled out a bottle of Dandelion and Burdock soda. She walked back over to the
table and plunked it in front of Precocious. “Drink up.”
Precocious eyed the soda with appreciation. She and Linda always had a pack of
twelve bottles in the back of the fridge, but they tended to save it for the
most dire of circumstances since they had to buy it online from Canada and have
it shipped in. “Thank you.” She cracked the bottle open and took a long drink,
coughing slightly when the licorice taste hit the back of her throat. “I could
kill him.”
“I don’t doubt it.” Linda decided to save the rest of the bottles of Dandelion
and Burdock and got a glass of water from the tap. “Why do you want to kill
him, thought? Don’t tell me this is an irrational jealousy thing.”
“It’s not, trust me.” Precocious looked properly disgusted by the whole idea.
“We had one very bizarre date. I’m not staking my claim or anything of the
like. I’m just…” she paused to try to figure out what she was. “I just can’t
believe that he would fuck her.”
“You don’t know that he fucked her.” Linda sat back at the table. “There could
be a perfectly reasonable explanation for the fact that she was wet and naked
in his house.”
“What? The shower caught on fire, and she had to run for her life, towel be
damned?”
“Or I could be blowing smoke out of my ass to try and make you feel a little
better.” Linda gave a tight, apologetic smile to Precocious. “Fine, there is no
perfectly reasonable explanation. Julia is a bitch. Your date is a whore who
sleeps with his ex. Happy now?”
“A little.” Precocious took another drink from her soda, then stood up to go
searching for something to snack on. “I just don’t get it. If women are
supposed to be the weaker sex, why does it always seem to be men who fuck their
exes?”
“You’ve fucked a couple of exes.”
“You know, it’s very hard to stay on my high horse when you catapult me off of
it.” Precocious sat back at the table, a box of triple chocolate cookies in her
hand. “Okay, yes, I’ve fucked a couple of exes, but not when I had even a minor
chance of having someone lined up to screw in the near future.”
”Are you saying you would have put out for Tyler?”
“You’ve seen him, right?”
Linda had to agree with that. Tyler was very attractive; even he was showing
his true colors as a massive man whore. “Fair point. Is it any consolation that
he didn’t go out and pick up some stranger at a bar?”
“I’m supposed to find consolation in the fact that he *fucked* his *ex* as
opposed to a *stranger*? You’ve been sniffing paint thinner again, haven’t
you?”
“I sniffed it once to see what would happen.” Linda rolled her eyes. “You’re
getting off the topic.”
“Yeah, I know.” Precocious shoved a cookie into her mouth. “I’m pissed.” Crumbs
sprayed across the table. Precocious swallowed quickly. “Sorry.”
“Don’t worry about it.” Linda swept her arm across the table and knocked most
of the crumbs to the floor. “Tell me exactly why you’re pissed off.”
“Exactly?” Precocious watched Linda nod as she thought about it. “I guess
it’s…” she trailed off and stared at the ceiling like it was going to give her
an answer. “I hate the fact that I have the good sense to stay away from a
relationship when I know it’s bad for me, and that he doesn’t have the same
sense.” She made a disgusted face and took another drink of her Dandelion and
Burdock soda. “I hate that I’m sitting here fighting the urge everyday to call
Chad and go, ‘hey, maybe you’re not a total douche’, and that he’s fucking his
ex-wife. I hate that he agreed to go out with me and seemed to be enjoying
himself, and then abandoned me to talk to his fucking ex-wife.” Precocious’s
tone was overly calm, like she was trying very hard to keep in control. “I’m
not jealous. I’m just really fucking *mad*.”
“Men are stupid, you know.”
“I was aware of it before, thanks.”
Linda screwed up her face in frustration. She hated when Precocious got into a
mood like this. It was hard to get her out of it. “What do you need me to do?”
“Egg his car?”
“No. What do you need me to do that’s legal?”
“Explain his psyche to me so that I sympathize and stop wishing to kick him in
the nads?”
Linda sighed heavily and pushed her hair off of her face. “I think I’d rather
egg his car.”
“I’ll buy if you’ll wing them.”
“I’m not going to egg his car; I just said I’d *rather*.” Linda rolled her eyes
at Precocious and wished she could get more of a response than a bland stare.
She took a deep breath and started arguing for the case that Precocious had
thrown in front of her. “Men have an incapacity to be without companionship. It
goes back to the days when they would club their women over the head, drag them
to their caves, and rape them to produce children. Studies show that men
actually die more quickly if they do *not* have a mate. Men have to have
something warm in their beds that they can have sex with. Sometimes, the warm
thing they have sex with is their bitch of an ex-wife who we believe is out to
rule the world with a scary, scary fist and bad hair.” Linda paused and looked
at Precocious hopefully.
“You’ve not made your case.”
“Damint.” Linda thought again. “It was a bad divorce, right?” Precocious
nodded. “It left him somewhat bitter and distrusting?” Precocious nodded again.
“Maybe it’s a revenge fuck. I hate you so much for what you did to me, but I’m
sleeping with you so that I can kick your ass to the curb the next morning.”
“Nope. She looked like she was going to hanging around for at least the
morning.”
“O-kay…” Linda was having trouble finding a new avenue to argue Tyler’s case.
She was nearly desperate enough to offer to buy the eggs herself. She suddenly
saw her route to making Precocious if not happy, then less mad. “The first time
you saw Chad after you finally called it quits. What did you think?”
“I want to cut off his dick, plant it in the ground, and see if a real man
grows.”
Linda had to bite the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing. It would ruin
her whole argument if she showed approval of Precocious’s reaction. “*After*
you considered cutting off his dick, what did you think?”
Precocious flushed a little when she remembered what she’d thought. “He was the
best sex I’d ever had, and if I ever got very, very, very, very, very, very,
*very* drunk, I’d fuck him again.”
“And?”
“And what?”
Linda made an exasperated noise that sounded like giving someone a raspberry.
“And you still had feelings for him even if he was the biggest douche bag you
knew.”
Precocious crossed her arms and slumped in her chair. “Maybe.”
“No ‘maybe’ about it. You told me that exact thing after we ran into him at the
grocery store a week after you broke it off with him.” Linda gave Precocious a
hard look.
Precocious cursed. “Goddamnit. Aren’t you fucking artists supposed to be
scatterbrained dumbshits who don’t remember fuck all about other people’s
goddamned lives?”
Linda had hit a nerve. Precocious didn’t curse like a drunken truck driver
unless she was truly pissed at being proven wrong. “I’m not saying he was
*right* to fuck her. You never fucked Chad. I’m just saying that some people
don’t have the willpower you do and that it can lead to them to do stupid shit
that they regret.”
“I’m not mad at him.” Precocious ran a hand through her hair and tugged on the
ends. “It’s just that I feel like I should have been able to point at him and
say, ‘shit, he’s going to fuck her, and then I’m going to be fucked in the bad
way’. I should have been able to tell that something bad was going to happen.”
“You’re not responsible for every dumb thing a guy does when you date him.”
“Well, someone should be, and they never think that it should be them.”
Linda gave Precocious an understanding look. “You want to run off together and
be lesbians?”
“Sure, but I’m not opening an organic bakery with you.”
“Your mother would be so disappointed.”
The time to be serious was completely and fully over. Linda and Precocious
broke into a fit of half-hysterical laughter. Every time they looked at each
other, they were set off again, and it was a solid ten minutes before either of
them could speak. Precocious somehow managed to beat Linda in the race to calm
down. “Fucking hell. Thank you for that.”
“I do what I can to keep you from being completely irrational and impossible to
live with.” Linda stood up, wiped tears from her eyes, and picked up the box
cutter again. “If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to be a dumbshit artist.”
“I’m going to go call my mother.” Precocious stood up from the table, grabbed
the cordless phone, and headed to her bedroom. “See you in a bit.”
“Yeah,” Linda was already hard at work.
*
Tyler walked into the kitchen with a determined set to his chin and the glint
of a man on the edge of his sanity in his eyes. He watched Julia move around
his kitchen wearing the extra bath robe he’d hung on the hook attached to the
bathroom door, and more than anything, he wanted some fucking answers. “Why are
you here?”
“I slept here last night, don’t you remember?” Julia had her personal setting
on ‘warm and friendly’ again, apparently making up for the ‘frosty hell queen’
setting she’d adopted when Precocious had shown up at the door.
“I mean why are you still here? Or why are you here at all? You told me you
wouldn’t come back to Kansas if Glenda to Good Witch ordered you here herself.”
Julia shrugged as if it were no big deal. “I wanted to see the show. I keep
reading about this Linda Sexton; I wanted to see what she could do.”
“Bullshit. You’ve never gone to a gallery in your life for any other reason than
to be seen.”
“Then, I went to be seen.” Julia opened a cupboard and searched around. “Where
do you keep your pancake mix?”
“I don’t *have* any. I hate pancakes. I have always hated pancakes. You always
*made* pancakes; I always *ignored* the pancakes, and you then went on to make
*more* pancakes.” Tyler stalked across the kitchen, grabbed Julia by the
shoulder, and spun her around. “I don’t know why you’re here, but I know it
can’t lead to anywhere good for me. I know we fucked, and I have to tell you, I
feel rather disgusted with myself because of that fact. Whatever you want, just
say it, then get out of here. I don’t want to deal with you anymore.”
Julia stared at Tyler in what looked like, if Tyler had to guess, honest shock
and disbelief. “I…I came to see-“ she clamped her mouth shut, swallowed hard,
and stepped away from Tyler so that he was no longer touching her. “What do you
want to hear, Tyler?” Her ‘frosty hell queen’ persona was back in full force.
“Do you want me to drop to your feet and beg forgiveness? Do you want me to
slap you across the face, call you an asshole, and leave? Do you want me to
tell you about how I feel like a bad person because I cheated on you and left
you when you did nothing but dote on me?” Her voice quavered on the last
question, but her chin was high, and her tone was defiant.
Tyler was suddenly certain that every last molecule of air had been sucked from
his kitchen. He stared at Julia in shock. He stared at her until she started to
grow fuzzy around the edges and little dots started dancing in front of his
eyes. He only remembered to breathe when his vision started getting dark around
the edges. He breathed hard, felt his lungs burn, and he took a step back like
Julia was suddenly going to pounce on him and go for his throat. “Don’t feed me
that shit. Just *don’t*. I loved you. I loved you for eight fucking years. I
loved you until you handed me a set of divorce papers that I didn’t deserve. I
loved you when I found you with that bastard with the watery eyes. I moved away
from here to be with *you*. I moved to fucking San Francisco to be with you. I
did every goddamned thing you wanted me to, and it wasn’t enough, and you
fucked around.” He took three more steps back and nearly fell onto his dining
table. “I don’t fucking believe you. You’re not here for me. You’re here for
you. You don’t have some mark set up to take care of you, so you’re running
back to me because you think I will. I won’t. Get out.” He turned around,
nearly fell on the table again, and walked out of the kitchen. “If you’re not
gone in five minutes, I’m calling the police and reporting you as a trespasser
and a stalker.” He walked out onto the front stoop and sat down. He realized
that he was still holding the phone. After a pause, he dialed.
*
“Oh, hi, Precocious. How was your date?”
Precocious grimaced as she absently straightened up her dresser top and pumped
some false cheer into her tone. “It was great, Matilda, thank you. Is my mother
around?”
“Want to give her all the details, do you?” Matilda sounded very pleased at the
idea.
“Something like that, yes.”
“Well, hold on for just a minute, and I’ll see if I can find her.”
“Thank you, Matilda.” Precocious laid on her bed and rearranged her pillows so
that she was in a half-reclining position. She picked up the stuffed Teenage
Mutant Ninja Turtle that she kept around to protect her sheets and tucked him
under her arm.
“Precocious, honey, your mom went into town to help with the shopping. Gary was
supposed to go, but he had a bad reaction to some wild honey.”
“I didn’t know Gary was allergic to honey.”
“He’s allergic to the bees.” Matilda giggled a little. “I’m sorry. That’s a
terrible joke.”
“It’s fine.” Precocious couldn’t help but smile. Matilda was too sweet *not* to
like; bad jokes and all. “Just leave her a note on organic paper written in
carrot juice, okay?”
“Funny girl. I will. Have a wonderful day.”
“I’ll try. You have a wonderful day.”
“I always do when I’m here, dear.”
Precocious cut off the phone call and held the receiver out to her Ninja
Turtle. “You need to call anyone?” He stared at her blankly. “Pizza guy,
maybe?” He kept staring. “April, the awesome rising star reporter that you
secretly want to have cross-species sex with?” Precocious poked him in the
nose. “You’re never going to make friends if you don’t call someone.” The phone
rang, and Precocious nearly dropped it. She answered it quickly. “Hello?”
“Precocious?”
“Yes.” Precocious didn’t recognize the voice on the line. “Who is this,
please?”
“It’s Tyler. I was hoping you would give me a chance to explain myself.”