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I N T R O S P E C T I O N ...
I am a cool, easy going and at times confused sort of person. I love poking jokes at my friends in course of which i do go overboard but believe me yaar I never mean to hurt anyone or impose myself. I do think that i can adjust well. I love trusting people and more than that i love people trusting me. This is the very reason why i love making friends. But it's equally hurting for me when someone whom i consider my friend doesn't trust me. Maybe that might be due to the fact that i do expect to get something out of a relationship. I dont believe in things like there shudn't be any expectations in a relationship. Saying 'I dont expect anything from anyone ' is a simple way of conveying that 'Dont expect anything from me' . Dont know what relationship is one talking about when one person doesn't expects anything from other. Am I wrong ??? Till date I have been very unfortunate to have very few people around who know exactly what i like and what my way of thinking is. I do feel that 2-3 guys in wing could have been real close friends of mine but dont know what pegged them back. I dont know whether or not they are also thinking in the same lines abt me. It would be much better if they consider it that way instead of not considering at all. I am possessive and at times do become somewhat selfish in a relationship. I know it is a drawback as it effects me more than anyone else. All of yu hav anointed me as the bulla king , but belive me guys, I dont open up very well. It takes a real effort on my part to boot up (kya karoon system configuration hi kuch aisi hai).
Baaki as i said earlier I am a confused personality who really at times find it difficult what are the priorities of life. It was really a nice experience living with all you people. You have provided me with best moments of my life. The way you all welcomed me at 4 a.m. in the morning when i came back from my long uncalled for vacations was really a very touching gestures of yours. Will miss the fraudigies like hell in my next year here , bye and best of luck ......... remember me !!! |