My Poetry
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Frozen Control
I'm in a room
By myself, all alone
Frozen in the silence
Chilled to the bone

With cuts on my wrists
A knife in my hand
Control of myself
Was my only demand

With blood on the knife
And blood on the floor
The voices kept talking
I couldn't take it anymore

Frozen tears
On the cheeks of my face
Darkness and pain
Were my only embrace

Burns on my flesh
Burns on my body
My mind is so lost
It's no longer rotting

Lost in the moment
Engulfed by time
My actions were cynical
My pantomime

On the cold floor
My body lies
Frozen to the touch
Waiting for my demise

Cut open and burnt
My self-inflicted pain
The voices still talking
They drove me insane

My world of madness
Swallowed me whole
Now nothing's holding me back
Except frozen control
Let Go
Help me out
Of this bottomless pit
I want to leave
But I just can't quit

Quit killing myself
Secretly and slow
Emptiness and pain
Are now all I know

My world is quiet
So desperately cold
I do no hear it
When the truth is told

Hold me down
Let me hear the lies
Buried in my sorrow
Suffocated by cries

Pull me up
Push me back
Watch me perform
My deadly act

I'm hurting inside
Far deep down
I wear a smile
But underneath I frown

My life is a lie
For the truth I can't bear
Reality is too cruel
And life is unfair

I'm trapped in a world
Of apathy and lies
Please let me go...
Or just let me die
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Hunger and Bones
Glistening tears
Run down her face
Her eyes are distorted
Her body's defaced

Mirrored images
Are not what she sees
What's inside her head
She only believes

She's trapped in a world
Of hunger and bones
A world of darkness
She's all alone

The clock ticks away
Time slows down
Her deadly disease
Her life revolves around

Image and control
Are now her obsession
The lies and misery
Are her only confession

Chewing on air
For that's all she contains
Her body feeds off the hunger
As she feeds off her pain

She's hurting inside
She can't help the tears
Elimination of herself
Is her final fear

She can't take it anymore
As she holds the knife
She hurt so much
She never felt life
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Fall
Let me go
Watch me fall
Into the depths
I've lost it all

Disappear
Into the shadows of my soul
So far away
I'll never again be whole

Broken
Into pieces so small
Like grains of sand
The faster I fall

Sliding
Into my own misery
Hiding away
Don't know who to be

Devoured
By my own twisted mind
Hypnotized
I'll never again be fine

Bruised
By my own deception
Apathy, lies
My only confession

Silenced
By my own heart
Nothing is left
I've fallen apart