Rants, Raves and Raras

October 17, 2005

resorting to fiction... disturbing lullabye... all the things i detest i will almost like... tell me all your thoughts on god... coz i'm on my way to see her... coz i've seen the world from down there... it wasn't a pretty site... apology and its futility... taking pleasure in the details... pink linen and white paper... lavender and cream... fields of butterflies... a lesson learned in time... and i'm banging on my tv set... he's got a song that it seems to me... of all the things i believed in... goodbye to everything that i knew... it all amounts to nothing... i won't worry my life away... these are the days that... don't prick my shiny red balloon... that emptiness is the only music playing... if it's ok, i'd like to pass and stay in bed forever...

October 04, 2005

Luma na to pero kakatuwa.

KABABATA BA KITA?ALM MO BA ETO? --nung ikaw ay bata... nagawa mo ba to?--

*kumakain ka ba ng aratilis?

*nagpipitpit ng gumamela para gawing soapy bubbles na hihipan mo sa binilog na tanggkay ng walis tingting?

*pinipilit ka ba matulog ng nanay mo pag hapon at di ka papayagan maglaro pag di ka natulog?

*marunong ka magpatintero, saksak puso, langit-lupa, teleber-teleber,luksong tinik?

*malupit ka pag meron kang atari, family computer or nes?

*alam mo ang silbi ng up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, b,a, b, a, select start?

*may mga damit ka na U.S.E.D., Boy London, Cross Colors, Esprit,Blowing Bubbles at pag nakakakita ka ng Bench na damit eh naalala mo si Richard Gomez?

*addict ka sa rainbow brite, carebears, my little pony, thundercats,bioman, voltes v, mazinger z, daimos, he-man at marami pang cartoons na hindi pa translated sa tagalog?

*nanonood ka ng shaider kasi nabobosohan mo si annie at type na type mo ng dilaw na panty nya?

*marunong ka mag wordstar at nakahawak ka na talaga ng 5.25 na floppy disk?

*inaabangan mo lagi ang batibot at akala mo magkakatuluyan si kuya bodgie at ate sienna...

*nung high school ka inaabangan mo lagi beverly hills 90210?

*gumagamit ka ng AQUANET para pataasin ang bangs mo?

*meron kang blouse na may padding kung babae ka at meron kang sapatos na mighty kid kung lalake ka?

*nangongolekta ka ng paper stationaries at mahilig ka magpapirma sa slumbook mo para lang malaman mo kung sino ang crush ng type mo?

*kilala mo si manang bola at ang sitsiritsit girls?e si luning-ning at luging-ging?

*alam mo ibig sabihin ng time space warp at di mo makakalimutan ang time space warp chant?

*idol mo si McGyver at nanonood kang perfect strangers?

*eto malupet... six digits! lang ba ang phone number nyo dati?

*nakakatawag ka pa sa pay phone ng 3 bentesingko lang ang dala?

*cute pa si aiza seguerra sa eat bulaga at alam mo ang song na "eh kasi bata"?

*inabutan mo ba na ang Magnolia Chocolait eh nasa glass bottle pa na ginagawang lalagyan ng tubig ng nanay mo sa ref?

*meron kang pencil case na maraming compartments na pinagyayabang mo sa mga kaklase mo?

*noon mo pa hinahanap kung saan ang Goya Fun Factory?

*alam mo lyrics ng "tinapang bangus" at "alagang-alaga namin si puti"?

*alam mo ang kantang "gloria labandera".. lumusong sha sa tubig ang paa ay nabasa at ang "1, 2, 3, asawa ni marie"... hehehehehe?

*sosyal ka pag may play-doh ka at Lego... at nag-iipon ka ng G.I. Joe action figures! at iba pa ang mukha ni barbie noon?

*inabutan mo pa yung singkong korteng bulaklak at yung diyes na square?

*lumaki kang bobo dahil ang akala mo nangangagat talaga ang alimango sa kantang tong-tong-tong... diba naninipit yun?

*alam mo yung kwento ng pari na binigyan ng pera yung batang umakyat ng puno para bumili ng panty... and shempre, alam mo rin ba kung ano binigay nya sa nanay nung umakyat ng puno?

*meron kang kabisadong kanta ni andrew e na alam mo hanggang ngayon..aminin?

*laging lampin ang sinasapin sa likod mo pag pinapawisan ka?

*bumibili ka ng tarzan, texas at bazooka bubble gum... tira-tira, at yung kending bilog nasinawsaw sa asukal?

*kinukupit mo pa at nanonood ka ng mga porno tapes ng tatay mo na nasa BETAMAX format pa... at sanay ka tawagin ang porn as BOLD?

*takot ka dumating ang year 2000 dahil sabi nla magugunaw daw ang mundo?

KUNG ALAM MO LAHAT DITO LAGPAS KA NA NG 25 YEARS OLD... KAPAG HALOS LAHAT ALAM MO, NASA 23-25 KA...WAG KA NA MAG DENY.. TUMAWA KA NA LANG... DIBA .75CENTAVOS PA LANG PAMASAHE SA JEEP NUN AT MAS MASARAP ANG MELLOW YELLOW KESA MOUNTAIN DEW?

June 04, 2005

I try to play the guitar once in a blue moon. I suck at it. In fact, I don't even know how to tune! But thanks to this application for solving my problem and inspiring me to play more. For those of you who are tone-deaf like me, don't hesitate to download the Guitar Tuner from FlyerOne. Download the .sis file and send it to your Series 60 phone via bluetooth or infrared. Worked excellent on my acoustic gee.

June 02, 2005

I'm providing mostly night tutorial classes right now. My nocturnal self is out and happy again. I'm pretty serious on doing a good job. I think I have the motivation and drive I so lacked before with work. I have learned to quantify and qualify my goals - without such, I would refuse to do any kind of work at all. I would find fault in every company I work for, every job I hold. Not good. 

Still it's not all rainbows and butterflies. I got to decide soon and stand by my decision: helpdesk support or ESL tutor? I'm kind of actually caught between a rock and a hard place. There's pro's and cons which I'm going to discuss on a later date.  

June 01, 2005

For people running WinXP SP2, who installed security update MS05-012, you guys might be getting the same error as I do on startup: Generic Host Process for Win32 Services encountered a problem and needed to close. Go here to get the fix.

May 26, 2005

I feel a profound sense of sorrow whenever I remember the memories of Tita. She had lost her long battle with diabetes two months ago. She is terribly missed. Her passing pains me greatly because not only have I gotten to know her for a while but I've gotten to know many of the people she left behind, and I feel their loss. Tito was a very devoted husband, and their were children very loving and dedicated to her as well, always by her side, laughing, singing, talking, praying, watching TV, just always spending time with her. Whenever it dawns on me that she's gone, I can't believe it's still bittersweet. Sad that she's no longer around but comforting to know she's in better, peaceful place in heaven. She was a great woman.

Here is what Veen wrote about her mom.

May 25, 2005

I met with an Arabian national tonight. He turned out to be a diplomat. He was interested in rendering English language tutorial, sub-category: vocabulary and pronunciation. It's excellent that I will be able to share what I learned from my accent  reduction trainings from the previous call centers I worked on. But I still want to stress that it's OK to have AN ACCENT (that is not American) because we- are not Americans! We weren't born and raised in America, and English wasn't our mother tongue. Ergo, it is understandable that our speech is laced with regional accents, Arabic accent, Korean, etc. But why do people still want to improve word inflection aside from basic grammar and sentence structure? Three points. First, communication with others would be difficult. People won't understand you if you don't enunciate well. Your meaning changes when you say words differently, e.g. virgin vs. version. You do not exclaim, "I like that virgin better!" when you really mean you like that version better. Second, how can you apply for a 14-19k basic salary in a call center? Ah. You don't want your customers insisting for thirty minutes you're from India, which is fine if you're Indian but you're really not, you're just from an island from the southern part of the archipelago for crying out loud. No offense to southern peeps btw. They speak excellent English. I just didn't want to offend our Bombay friends. Third, I would be out of a job. So there. 

May 24, 2005

Finally. My Roxio burning software worked! After an OS restoration, a clean XPSP2 installation, and a reinstallation and repair of WinOnCD, it worked. Successfully burned long overdue audio with no skips.

May 23, 2005

I am currently reading The Heavenly Man. This wonderful book was recommended  to me by Tito Jun. It took me a while to get started into reading the paperback because its thick spine intimidated me. But now that I started plowing through it, I couldn't put the it down. The crux of the book was the author's missionary work in China. He was one of the first leaders who persevered in spreading Christianity despite government opposition and persecution in the communist country.

May 22, 2005

Family Reunion of the De Guzman clan in Candaba. Every year on this date that my matriarchal grandparents' celebrated their wedding, we, the grandchildren and our parents and uncles and aunts get together to eat, play, sing, and generally just to catch up on things. But mostly an afternoon of sitting around. Little fun for the fellas who grew up on another part of the region and never really got to know these blood kin. Really haven't seen these relatives of mine for at least a few years so it was difficult for me to even recognize some of the young cousins and little nieces and nephews who are now mostly grown-ups. What can I say, a quick trip to get some farm fresh air and a quicker trip back.

May 21, 2005

So now I want to work part-time as a tech support specialist and part-time language consultant. Even whipped out a business card. Yeah who knows what I'm going to do next. I'm kind of like the Liberal Arts major who shifted to International Studies. I spell c-o-n-f-u-s-e-d. I badly need to know what my parachute color is. 

May 20, 2005

Laid some finishing touches with the sections. Was able to kill two of the three geocities ad-squares, also. Took all night for us to research and figure it out. If anybody knows how to beat the expense of FREE hosting and totally get rid of those nasty banners, please tag me. 

May 19, 2005

Pretty excited with my newly arranged layout. As always, I relied on The Webmaster's expertise to lash it up. Thanks much, Veen! Flaunting some decent changes: the photo gallery upfront, a wider rants section - now occupying two frames, the 'about me' portion - now part of the four-image navigation on top. Got rid of the music section in place of a link back to 'blog home'. Fantastic. Time to update!