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Dear John,
I lay here without you next to me, I feel alone, vulnerable, completly lost, Tony has taken us captive John, you did not kill him,
he has taken me away from you once again, I wish you could hear my soul cry out to you, I am alive, you cannot believe Tony you can't,
our love is too strong for that...
I have "died" in your arms before, cried at your touch, found comfort in your voice, and felt you spirit with me when we were
apart but now I can't even see your face in my dreams, all I have is the memory of you and me and our family our life that
keeps me sane...
I am not physicially alone, Roman is here, I am greatful for that, but John its nothing compared to being with you, I know you
are most definatly finding comfort in someone else, Kate perhaps, and John I don't blame you, but please don't give up on me,
on our love, it has survived the worst, and it must survive this...
Do you remember the times we spent being seperated by merely each other, the fear of not being loved in return, well those
days are over John, I love you so much and the love we share has always conquered all, the demise of others against us, but
our souls have never been seperated John, they have never stopped trying to find each other, and why should it be different
now...
Thats all I can say now John, my soul will find you again, whether it be heaven or earth, I will see you my love!
With all my heart,
Marlena |
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