August 2004 Archives

*Just wanted to make a quick note: The August 2nd post won't be up here because I deleted it by accident, but if you're wondering about it, the gist was basically me ranting and wanting someone to talk to about things. Anyways, I hope you read the rest of the archives!*


august 29, 2004: ich bin du bist er sie es ist wir sind ihr seit sie sie sind! ...and so on, heh heh heh

Ah yes, German. Who doesn't like the German? Oh yeah, that's right. The French. Well, for your information, we hate you too! *sticks out tongue*

And if you don't, I still strongly recommend you maximize all pages that you view, since that's how I've designed them specifically. Smashed up pages aren't ever fun. So MAXIMIZE, people!...

And, due to my evil host Geocities, I don't have much space for pictures and due to my evil slow computer, I don't have time to upload all of the pictures. So for now, most of the pictures won't be on my website, but if you want to see one of me in 7th grade, type in after the 'frostblossoms/' Kathleen.gif. Heh heh. Aren't I cute, reading to all those little kids?


Today's Sunday, the day before yet another 5 days of school and classes and homework and quizzes. I think I'm doing okay with the workload so far, I haven't been exposed to the true terrors of AP Euro and Algebra 2 Honors yet, so I'm as happy as can be ^_^ Meh. Let's see, tomorrow is the penny lab. I already know what's going to happen...I've already had two siblings go through it! But still, I get to play with the Bunsen burner. Woo! I also have an AP Euro quizzy thing which I'm still feeling ambiguous towards, especially because of my 2 missing pages in the packet! That's alright. I can't help but wonder though, who's going to be dropping out of that class? I want to, but I won't. We probably all feel that way anyways, so yeah. Ummm...well, my English essay of which I have one word. "Title". And that's as far as I've gone with it since I can't really think of anything at all for the freaking journey topic. Ummm, I'm thinking of writing about the U of I trip 2 weeks ago, or maybe some S/B bus ride. Wouldn't that be fun? '...and then the Orange Light of Impending Doom and Destruction shone brightly upon us, sending us cowering into the shadows huddled for protection against the light...' Nah. Makes a good eye-catcher though, don't it? Yeah. Right. Then there's German but nothing too fun there except to have fun talking with Kristine and Rachael. Heh heh. Crabs... Then math...with my calculator that makes me laugh. If only I could communicate with it telepathically...but that's a different story. Last is Music Theory, and I have a review quiz tomorrow but I don't think it'll be a huge problem. We took a field trip the other day to the piano in the choir room. Yay! Field trip...mmhmm. That's it for school.


I'm feeling lazy today so all you get are my favorite quotes from an amazing video game: Breath of Fire 2!

"It's every girl's dream for a prince on a white turtle to sweep her away." -- One of the female residents of Simafort

"When I grow up, I'm going to change into a dragon and kill Deathevn." -- Youngster in Dologany

"Oh yes! Machines are wonderful. Cold shiny metal...accurate movement without waste...that sound! The smell of the oil! Umm! It makes me tingle!" -- Eichichi, about her love for machinery

"I'm not taking my master's side, but Trout is a terrible man...He is so cheap, he doesn't even have a maid!" -- One of Kilgore's maids

"One way to recharge magic is to use the mouth to mouth method..." -- Teacher in eastern room of 2nd floor of the Magic School explaining magic


*sticks out tongue and runs away laughing like a crazy one*

:: Posted by Kat


august 28, 2004: trials and tribulations

I don't remember what book this phrase comes from. It's used a lot though. Hmmmm...I'll get back to ya on that one. Anyways, before I go on about school, I want to share something with all of you. I already told Crystal this online, but you can bear with me ^_^

Alright, you know how in some CD cases, they have like those little cover booklets with (occasional) lyrics and whatnot? The other day I was going through my CD collection as well as Kevin's and my eye fell on the Meteora CD from Linkin Park. So I opened up the little casey thing and read through it. At the very end, the band mentioned their individual thanks (to God, various members of family, friends, fans, etc etc) but what caught my eye was this little bit at the end of one. 'Support love and peace, be active in breaking down divisions and stereotypes, and help those who are in need.' I just thought that was the nicest thing to say. And that's sorta what I want to advocate as well. Stereotypes can be fun and good but in the end, you're just putting people in meaningless little boxes and it just makes your life worse in the end. So yeah, there's my lil' tidbit for the day.


Quick word on updates: I'm getting rid of the secrets page, click on over to my bio page to see why ('her amazing life'). And I'm going to see what else I can do to my already existing pages. Maybe new inside jokes in different colors so you can tell them apart from the old, a few more songs/books added to the recommended section, and if I have time, I'll take a few more quizzes and/or polls. I don't have time to go surfing for pictures but if you have some you like (RACHAEL) then email/send them to me or the links. Thanks. Oh, I also got rid of all of the 'mouseovers' on the links since I don't anyone ever read them on the bottom status bar, so yeah. Sorry if you did.


3rd day of school! Well, if you've read the first, I was a little upset about the bus, about gym, etc. Well, I've adjusted masterfully and I think I'm getting on okay. Here is my day, I'll elaborate on certain *people* and *moments* later. Until then...

1. Personal Fitness:::I still feel that I don't know enough people in this class! Or the others that I do know are the type who wouldn't exactly hang out with me. Two groups in particular, the gothy/punk-type group like Becca Galuzzi, Emily Pluskowski. The other, of course, are the 'popular/aka skin baring' people like Lindsay Burcham, Kim Nemcek, Katie Knapp. It's like, sure, I can say hi, they'll ask me occasionally for the time, but that's as far as it ever goes. Okay fine, it's my paranoia, I'm always a hopeful when it comes to people, so don't crush my hopes! And as for Chelsea, thanks for responding to my post in the IM (my jealousy issue). Some people never do, so I don't know what they think of my opinions or if they're secretly harboring thoughts against me. O_o Hehe, funny face. But I think it comes the closest to expressing my thoughts at the moment!

2. Chemistry Honors:::I think Mrs. Dispensa likes me. Sometimes she looks me in the eye and gives me a small smile when she's lecturing. Or maybe it's just me? Well, either way, I like her as a teacher and more importantly, as a person. Today we had the Safety Test, but I think I did pretty well. I only got confused like 2 or 3 times. Once on the hot glass vs. cold glass question (I DON'T PAY ATTENTION) and a few times on the matching, like the watch glass vs. evaporating dish. And that's it for the class. I like it, lab Monday w/ pennies. Oh, I was going to talk about the new girl in gym, but I don't feel like using the mouse to click up. Ummm...she knows Ivan, who went to her old school. That was funny. Ummm...I showed her pictures of us at my b-day party and Germany. Actually I was showing Chelsea, but it's not like I was gonna be all like, 'NO. YOU CAN'T LOOK. MINE!'

3. AP Euro:::I have mixed feelings. First, I hate forcing myself to participate, but I feel obligated to. Why? Because I sometimes don't get called on and then my brilliant idea goes to waste. Take today for example, I wanted to mention this one thing in the reading. There was a part where Tuchman discussed how some people took the opportunity to vandalize things and steal stuff, and took pleasure in it, etc etc. I read this thing on Epicurus and I wanted to mention how that part was like an Epicurean society gone wrong. If you don't know who Epicurus was, I strongly suggest you to look him up. His idea of how the world should be is excellent, sorta like how I feel. Live for pleasure.

4-5. English 2 Honors:::Again, participating counts in this class but I get sufficiently hyped up to blurt out. Probably because I'm recovering from the freezing temperatures in the K hallway! Sure, English is cold (like Missy said) but compared to AP Euro, it's a desert. In my opinion ^_^ Today we played Pictionary. I got to pick heads/tails in the air and I called heads, which was right. We had to pick names but Scott Mead was like Team 1, so that's who we became. The other side was first Packers (courtesy of Mr. David Perry Morton, Jr.) and then UoI (Missy went up and wrote it up). My team lost but oh well. I had sufficient fun. Haha Milmel. Me: SCOOPULA!

6. Lunch:::Sat by mah Ennifijer, Hayley, Jerjerers, Chao Chao, Bird (*sigh*), RossRoss and others, like Sarah Stone and Alissa Sexton. However, I spent most of the time talking with Hayley, Ennifijer and Chao Chao. That's about it. Oh yes, Ennifijer wants me to photocopy all of my Alg2HW so she can do it too. (...)

7-8. German 3:::Alright, I'll go more into depth about this class later. All I can say about today is that I don't think I learned anything, we got seats (I sit in back, left of Kristine, in front of Chris, diagonal from Rachael, diagonal from Tom...it's a small world we have back there) and Chris (after Rachael told him) kept on either poking me in the back, or dragging his pencil lightly across my back. *glares menacingly* I CAN'T HELP BEING TICKLISH. So I'd hop in my seat and squirm around while thinking to myself, 'If I was only sitting across the room'. I liked the end of class...heh heh heh. Oh yeah, and my pictures were passed around class too. LOL

9. Algebra 2 Honors:::I DID MY HW I DID MY HW I DID MY HW!! Aren't you proud? Today we spent the class going over homework. Not too interesting. But Mr. Thomas, despite the future hardness of the class, is really a very good teacher in my opinion. He takes the time to make sure that people understand the homework and if they don't, he'll go over it so people who didn't speak up get it too. And he forces us to figure it out, he doesn't tell us straight out what the answer is. I've been wondering, is that a new kid in our class? Brad something? He sits behind Megan Falls so if you're in my class and you know, tell me. New people are so amusing. ^_^

10. Music Theory:::Today we were in the choir room, and we learned about modern notation and neumes. Oh, and FIELD TRIP! To the piano, that is. FOMBL...It's so cool in that class. And Kim is the best, thank you for being my sitting buddy! Today the joke was all about the G-string. Both kinds. It took a while for Kim to get it and when she did, it was funny. I was like, "...Delayed reaction?" Heehee. Quiz Monday, and my day ends there except for the bus ride but I sat by Kristen Cella and that was it. *wench wench*


I might as well say this now: Kyle, if you are reading this, I don't know if you still do come to my website, I want to straight out say I really liked you last year. Actually, since Feb/March in 8th grade. This is something easier to say online than in person since then I don't have to bring it up. If you read it, you read it. If you don't, you don't. I've been trying to stop since it seems pretty futile because I don't think you ever really did like me in that way and if you did, either you never showed it or I never saw. Anyways, so I think I'm over you and it does hurt. Getting over people always hurts because sometimes, you see them and the feeling of your heart pounding faster starts all over again and you're left feeling more confused than ever. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm cutting myself off now, and being friends now is all I want to do. If we can be good friends, then even better. And there's the end of my public announcement to the world. Hah, I wonder what all of you (other than Kyle, including him) think now. That was very strange typing the above just now. But I really do want to have a new beginning and well, you never know. Right, Kristine? Right.


The clouds right now (7:10 pm) are interesting enough for me to write about them. There is this long band of lavender sky that looks like a second horizon, underneath it being this light peach-gray sky. In the distance are small ripples, small waves of lightish gray that make the sky seem even more alive. Sometimes people wonder what a cloud would feel like. I think in reality, it would probably freeze your hand off because of the temperature, but you never stop thinking or hoping or wishing that it feels as soft and cottony as others always make it out to be.

:: Posted by Kat


august 25, 2004: kathleen's freundin rachael esse kinder gern

As you no doubt already know, school has returned to our world. Whether that's good or bad is up to you, I'm not going to be the one controlling your thoughts and feelings! Hopefully not, at least. Anywho...today went more or less as I expected. People talkie. Stupid freshmen, how I hate thee. And of course, the ongoing tensions in the air. Can't forget them. So here is what happened today for me, broken up into my different classes and whatnot. Enjoy ^_^

1. Personal Fitness w/ Carli:::I think Chelsea is the only friend of mine in this class who is a girl. I mean, good-ish friend that I can hang out with and such. Of course, there are others like Emily Pluskowski (who I haven't talked to for like...mm...2, 3 years?) and Cassie who I don't really know but is a nice locker buddy. Oh yeah, and Missy, but she has her other friends. You know. Taylor, Sean and Connor are also in this class but I'm not really acquainted with any of them. Actually, Sean's okay but I don't think I'd be latching on to him! So this morning I went into the cafeteria with Kristine, and I saw Morgan Crawford, my "waving buddy" last year from orchestra. Really funny and smart. She had gym with me too and she told us where to go and all that. So I was like, "Yay, you have gym the same hour that I do ^_^!" I walked in with her and Chelsea saw me, beckoned me and she sat next to a new girl (Karen? Caran? sp?) and talked to her, introduced herself and sorta me, was very nice and talkative and social to her. I looked around at the rest of my gym class...bah...not gonna be fun first semester! But hey, it's only like 50 minutes of torture so oh well. And Ennifijer and Good Lass and MeLissa and of course my waving buddy are in the same hour so at least the end will be nice. And that's basically it. I sat there stupidly, wishing the hour to end and that I had telepathic powers so I could talk to 2528, but of course she was in health. O_o Sigh...Chelsea will probably be too occupied with the new girl, I don't mean to sound jealous. Okay, fine I do, I admit it, but only because I hate being alone, which is why I would never make a true "geek" as defined by Jon Katz.

2. Chemistry Honors w/ Dispensa:::A little better this time...I got there early-ish. All the seats were alphabetical and I had fun squealing as each new person came in. Actually, not really squealing but yeah, close enough. Morgan was in it with me again, hehe, and so were a lot of people from my Biology Honors class, such as Kari, Kristine, Soch, Caran, Sean, etc etc. The class was okay. Boring. As my Ennifijer put it, "That class put me to sleep!" I laughed a few times, even though the things I laughed at weren't really too funny if you think about it...ie: hair w/ hairspray catching fire...hands itching then finger getting burned by acid...etc etc. But I think Chem will be a nice respite from gym. Plus there's comic relief every so often coming from the two boys in the back. Ha. Haha. Hahaha.

3. AP Euro w/ Khalaieff:::I certainly did NOT expect there to be so many people! It was practically full. It seemed like a nice class, it had Davy (who is now taller than me!!!!!), Shlee, Colleen, Kari, Tonia, Tara, Birthday Stealer...I mean Alyssa, Ian, Colin (big surprise), Amelia, and more. Wow. Mrs. Khalaieff is really nice, I don't know what I expected, but hey. It's all good...We had to write a letter to her. I didn't really put too much effort, but my hand did hurt. Geez, those essays are really going to KILL. Probably because I've never been a big fan of writing on paper with pencil, I'm more of a typing computerish person because I don't make as many mistakes, I can go longer without hands hurting, and I don't have to slow down my thoughts since my typing's fast enough so I can usually type along as I think. Anyways...my letter is pretty boring. I talked about my favorite color, animal...can you guess what they are? If you don't know by now, you are NO TRUE FRIEND OF MINE. Seriously, people. I've been drilling it into your heads. Anyways, then I talked about why I took it. Haha, I was like, "I admit part of the reason I took this class is because of my parents and they always have such high expectations for me...blah blah...I have to get high grades, take the hardest classes and still remain a 'good girl' in the process." Hmmm...I would have drawn some doodles but time was running out so I just finished up with like 2 sentences about how she could help me. (Answer questions, don't make the class boring!)

4-5. English 2 Honors w/ Arnett:::I think this class will be fun. The only people I'm not really too fond of are Elizabeth Clarkin (new girl from last year, one of my roomates from Germany) and...actually, I think that's it. So, Mr. Arnett turned out to be a pretty easygoing fellow. (haha, fellow...it rhymes with JELLO) Some people in my class include Kari, Ashley, Rachael, Laura, Milmel, Scott Mead, Pat (you ARE in a class with me after all!), Brendan, and Davy. I like where I sit, behind Kristine, between Rachael and Davy, in front of Stephanie (like always). The only thing bugging me is, of course, "Beth", who sits in front of Rachael, and was her partner for the green survey, which I managed to not 'loose'. Haha. Hmmm... Rachael and Ashley and I made a lot of faces at each other, I traced Kristine's back with an eraser for a while, and that's about it. We had the green survey, of course, in partners. I was Kristine's, and we had fun. Most memorable moment...heh.

6. LUNCH:::Wow. Bet you didn't expect that! I have lunch sixth hour! Alright, so the reason Kate and Sarah couldn't find me (I'm sooooo sorry, Kate!) is because I was in German while you people were supposed to be in lunch 8th hour. So all of us German kids thought we had it 6-7 like last year but when we got there, Frau S was like, "What are you doing here?!?" Poor freshmen, they must be confused. Oh, I saw Erika Shorr my neighbor which was funny. I hear, "Hi Kathleen!" and I didn't realize it was her at first so by the time my mind put 2 and 2 together she was already going in. So anyways, everyone went down to the Guidance Office. (When I got down there, I was amazed that practically all of our class could fit in the office!) So anyways, now Kristine and Rachael and I have lunch 6th instead of 8th like we thought...I saw by Al, Kacie, Jillian, Megan Falls, and Ellen. At least there's Al and Kacie...*_*

7-8. German 3 w/ Herr B:::Dude (ha Kristine), there are like 50 people in that class! Well, no, like around 30. Kristine and Rachael are laughing at me now... Anyways, yeah, lots of people. I had Craig's gum (thank you, it was mighty tasty) and we were even brief partners for a while towards the end of class. We have a seating chart but who knows how long it'll last? Heehee. Too bad, Rachael and I were planning to bother a certain someone. *shifty eyes* So anyways, the first row is Misty, Rob, Rachael and Kristine, and I'm in the second row, with Blake, Hilary and Chris, then Craig, Conor and Tom are in the last row. Very loud class. Madame B came over because we were so noisy, she thought Herr B wasn't in the class! LOL...mmmm...that's about it. I drew a pizza on Craig's paper. Rachael eats children gladly, she is a man, and I am stupid. The End.

9. Algebra 2 Honors w/ Thomas:::Nice small class. I think I'd like it if it was more casual and relaxed but everyone in there was really tense, it seemed like. Probably from all the horror stories, heh. I've heard two different accounts. Ellen said the class was a "killer" and you had to work to get a C the way you'd normally get an A. Bah. But then Blake said that the class was okay, as long as you remembered to STAY IN YOUR SEAT. *sigh* I sit behind a person I don't know, Stephanie and Chelsea are behind me. Next to me is Danny and Kim, and to my right is Kyle and Megan. Oh yeah, Pat's in my class too. Mr. Thomas said something about the two of us being in the State Math thingy. So Mr. T just spent the whole class basically talking about how he expected us to act and all that. I don't think he's a mean teacher, just hard. Any teacher who makes fun of people is always high on my list. Except for maybe a certain teacher last year who fell into the recycling bin, She Who May Not Be Named. Hmmmm...at the end of class we got passes and worked in groups. Whaaaaaa? My group was confused (me, nameless boy, Kyle, Megan) and then class ended. Onwards to Music Theory, ho! <====copyright Thundercats

10. Music Theory 1 w/ Frederick:::This is in the band room. Kim and I sat together since we aren't really best friends with any of the other people. Stephanie and Natalie are in there, which is nice ^_^ Then there's Sean Z, Taylor, Chris, Emily Scatterday, Colleen Riordan and others. I don't know what to make of this class, seeing as how I wasn't really planning on taking it in the first place! Mr. Frederick was like, "Tsk tsk" when he saw I wasn't in orchestra. IT'S NOT MY FAULT. Oh yeah, and EYSO, heh. "I'm in AYSO with JJ," I said to him at the end of class. And Mr. Frederick was like, "Do you play the bass?" And I was thinking...erm...and he's like, "I'll see you in band then!" Haha. Eh...okay, so the class was basically note taking over sound and vibrations and frequencies today (the "physics" of music) and even though I have like 100 pencils in my locker, I of course failed to bring one. So I had to borrow one of Kim's. (We also got flashy namecard thingies) That's it for my classes!


Last comments by me...I hate the bus. I hate it hate it hate it. The afternoon was awful, but the morning was even worse. I never want to ride the bus again! I hate freshmen. With a burning passion. Maybe this will end next year. Dern them all to heck. Forever. Shlee <===Hahaha, I said your name, happy now? Shlee Shlee Shlee Shlee SHLEE.

:: Posted by Kat